1 00:00:12,826 --> 00:00:14,828 (SIGHS HEAVILY) 2 00:00:17,581 --> 00:00:18,874 So, how is this supposed to work? 3 00:00:18,999 --> 00:00:21,627 You sit. I sit. We talk. 4 00:00:21,752 --> 00:00:23,587 - About what? - About whatever you want. 5 00:00:23,712 --> 00:00:25,464 You want me to whine about my mother? 6 00:00:25,589 --> 00:00:27,883 Do you want to whine about your mother? 7 00:00:28,008 --> 00:00:31,428 I could tell you about the time I was five and my goldfish died. 8 00:00:31,553 --> 00:00:33,930 If that's where you'd like to start. 9 00:00:34,056 --> 00:00:35,641 I've had a billion things happen to me. 10 00:00:35,766 --> 00:00:37,643 How am I supposed to know which ones are relevant? 11 00:00:37,768 --> 00:00:39,603 As far as I'm concerned, they're all relevant. 12 00:00:39,728 --> 00:00:42,856 Well, we better get moving, 'cause this session could take 50 years. 13 00:00:42,981 --> 00:00:45,317 Yes, you are the sum of everything that's happened to you, 14 00:00:45,442 --> 00:00:49,613 and, yes, some events are more relevant than others, 15 00:00:49,738 --> 00:00:54,034 but the only way we can figure out which ones are is to talk. 16 00:00:54,159 --> 00:00:56,578 So, tell me, what's on your mind? 17 00:00:57,788 --> 00:00:59,373 What do you want? 18 00:01:02,209 --> 00:01:03,960 I want to get better. 19 00:01:05,879 --> 00:01:07,589 Whatever the hell that means. 20 00:01:08,757 --> 00:01:11,510 - I'm sick of being miserable. - So you'd like to be happy? 21 00:01:11,635 --> 00:01:14,096 Again with the reflecting. Yes, I'd like to be happy. 22 00:01:14,221 --> 00:01:17,808 Being happy is an excellent goal. Not many patients can crystallize 23 00:01:17,933 --> 00:01:19,851 exactly what they're hoping to get out of this. 24 00:01:19,976 --> 00:01:21,353 Well, bully for me. 25 00:01:21,478 --> 00:01:27,442 So, now all we have to do is figure out how to get you from here to happy. 26 00:01:29,653 --> 00:01:32,739 SSRls? That's your genius technique? 27 00:01:32,864 --> 00:01:35,742 I don't think we should ignore any tools that can help. 28 00:01:35,867 --> 00:01:37,828 I know you don't have a problem taking drugs. 29 00:01:37,953 --> 00:01:39,788 For my leg. For pain. 30 00:01:39,913 --> 00:01:42,457 Well, think of this as being for psychic pain. 31 00:01:45,669 --> 00:01:49,005 - I don't want to change who I am. - Miserable? 32 00:01:53,677 --> 00:01:57,305 You think that by taking meds you'll lose your edge? 33 00:01:57,431 --> 00:02:01,101 Stop making the unique connections that make you a successful doctor? 34 00:02:01,226 --> 00:02:03,103 If Van Gogh was your patient, 35 00:02:03,228 --> 00:02:05,897 he'd be satisfied painting houses instead of the Starry Night. 36 00:02:06,022 --> 00:02:09,943 Van Gogh would still be making inspired paintings of the night sky, 37 00:02:10,068 --> 00:02:12,362 just maybe not from the room of his asylum. 38 00:02:12,487 --> 00:02:16,533 - You don't know that. - I know both his ears would be intact. 39 00:02:17,868 --> 00:02:20,662 And I know his life would be better. 40 00:02:31,840 --> 00:02:35,093 I know this doesn't come naturally to you, 41 00:02:35,218 --> 00:02:39,639 but you want my help, which means you need to trust me. 42 00:02:50,275 --> 00:02:53,445 Hmm. Delicious. 43 00:03:04,831 --> 00:03:06,166 Why are you here? 44 00:03:07,375 --> 00:03:09,836 Waiting for my communion wafer. 45 00:03:16,968 --> 00:03:20,555 - You're cheeking it, right? - Nope. 46 00:03:20,680 --> 00:03:22,349 Tell me you're cheeking it. 47 00:03:23,517 --> 00:03:26,478 - I swallowed it. - No, you didn't. We don't take meds. 48 00:03:26,603 --> 00:03:29,815 You don't take meds, Alvie. I decided to get sane. 49 00:03:29,940 --> 00:03:31,733 You're scamming again. You can tell me. 50 00:03:31,858 --> 00:03:35,695 - I'm not scamming, Alvie. - They broke you. 51 00:03:39,741 --> 00:03:42,994 They didn't break me. I am broken. 52 00:03:45,872 --> 00:03:48,834 And stop worshipping me and go worry about your own loser life. 53 00:03:52,921 --> 00:03:54,548 I hate you. 54 00:04:05,767 --> 00:04:08,270 - Prom? - Got an assignment for you. 55 00:04:08,395 --> 00:04:09,813 Role playing? 56 00:04:11,106 --> 00:04:13,984 I'm not sure how pretending to be a businessman with a foot fetish 57 00:04:14,109 --> 00:04:16,361 is going to help, but I'm game. 58 00:04:16,486 --> 00:04:19,531 Have you connected with any of the other patients? 59 00:04:19,656 --> 00:04:20,991 You've been here four weeks. 60 00:04:21,116 --> 00:04:24,494 Tell me about your relationships with the other patients. 61 00:04:24,619 --> 00:04:28,665 Diane is convinced that Silent Girl hates her. 62 00:04:28,790 --> 00:04:32,752 Richter is not as paranoid as you think, he just likes that you think that, 63 00:04:32,878 --> 00:04:34,129 and my roommate hates me. 64 00:04:34,254 --> 00:04:35,463 Only one of the things you said 65 00:04:35,589 --> 00:04:38,842 indicated how somebody else feels about you. So... 66 00:04:40,802 --> 00:04:44,055 I'm sure they've done some form of rudimentary analysis on me, 67 00:04:44,180 --> 00:04:45,307 concluded that I'm a jerk. 68 00:04:45,432 --> 00:04:48,226 You know, there is a way for them to find out things about you 69 00:04:48,351 --> 00:04:50,103 without deductive reasoning. 70 00:04:50,228 --> 00:04:53,815 - I have had relationships. - You've screwed up relationships. 71 00:04:53,940 --> 00:04:56,776 Every one of them. Almost like that was the goal. 72 00:04:56,902 --> 00:05:01,615 I want you to trust people. 73 00:05:03,909 --> 00:05:05,285 Try- 74 00:05:08,538 --> 00:05:09,873 Get dressed. 75 00:05:13,293 --> 00:05:14,920 (BAND PLAYING JAZZ) 76 00:05:29,017 --> 00:05:30,393 Just open UP? 77 00:05:32,395 --> 00:05:34,940 Just open up. Trust. 78 00:05:35,065 --> 00:05:36,650 Strangers? 79 00:05:36,816 --> 00:05:39,861 We'll start with strangers, then work our way up. 80 00:05:42,030 --> 00:05:45,158 If it helps, I find "Hello" to be an excellent ice breaker. 81 00:05:54,417 --> 00:05:55,585 Hi. 82 00:05:57,253 --> 00:05:58,922 Hi. 83 00:05:59,047 --> 00:06:01,091 It's like hello, only shorter. 84 00:06:02,884 --> 00:06:04,511 Yes. 85 00:06:04,636 --> 00:06:06,721 Glad we were able to save that time. 86 00:06:06,846 --> 00:06:09,891 Judging by the fancy suit, I'd say you were a donor, 87 00:06:10,016 --> 00:06:13,103 but the nervous demeanor says maybe you've had issues, 88 00:06:13,228 --> 00:06:16,606 probably that's why this place has personal meaning. 89 00:06:17,399 --> 00:06:19,275 But this is supposed to be about me. 90 00:06:21,111 --> 00:06:23,530 I take advantage of my friends. 91 00:06:25,156 --> 00:06:28,118 Friend, really. I've only got one. 92 00:06:29,327 --> 00:06:31,413 It can be tough sometimes. 93 00:06:31,538 --> 00:06:33,707 - I'm not gay. - Neither am I. 94 00:06:33,832 --> 00:06:35,417 Actually, I am. 95 00:06:36,126 --> 00:06:37,544 See that guy over there? 96 00:06:38,878 --> 00:06:41,881 He's my lover. He's also my psychiatrist. 97 00:06:42,007 --> 00:06:44,009 Which some would argue is a little inappropriate, 98 00:06:44,134 --> 00:06:47,429 but they just don't know what love is. Am I right? 99 00:06:53,268 --> 00:06:55,186 - You're not gay. - No. 100 00:06:55,311 --> 00:06:58,398 But I have to tell intimate secrets to people. 101 00:06:59,816 --> 00:07:02,152 Maybe they should be true. 102 00:07:02,277 --> 00:07:03,528 Hadn't thought of that. 103 00:07:03,653 --> 00:07:05,780 To be on the safe side, I should probably do both. 104 00:07:05,905 --> 00:07:09,576 Starting with the fun ones. Come on, let's get me better. 105 00:07:12,704 --> 00:07:14,414 (PATRONS CHATTERING SOFTLY) 106 00:07:19,377 --> 00:07:20,962 Hi. 107 00:07:21,087 --> 00:07:22,130 Hi. 108 00:07:26,092 --> 00:07:27,761 I'm a philanderer. 109 00:07:29,095 --> 00:07:30,055 Oh. 110 00:07:30,180 --> 00:07:33,308 Philanderer doesn't mean that I give a lot to charity, it means... 111 00:07:33,433 --> 00:07:34,893 I know what it means. 112 00:07:36,561 --> 00:07:40,690 You were asking me if there were any nuts in the hols d'oeuvres. 113 00:07:40,815 --> 00:07:41,900 What? 114 00:07:42,650 --> 00:07:44,402 Honey. 115 00:07:44,527 --> 00:07:46,780 What did my husband just say to you? 116 00:07:49,741 --> 00:07:56,081 I was asking him if there were nuts in the hors d'oeuvres. 117 00:07:56,206 --> 00:07:58,833 - Then where is your EpiPen? - My what? 118 00:07:58,958 --> 00:08:02,087 No one with an allergy would walk around without an EpiPen. 119 00:08:02,212 --> 00:08:03,296 - Give me your purse. - No. 120 00:08:03,421 --> 00:08:04,964 - Give me your purse. - Stop. No. 121 00:08:05,090 --> 00:08:08,635 What really happened is... 122 00:08:09,803 --> 00:08:13,765 I thought he was cute. I hit on him. 123 00:08:13,890 --> 00:08:15,141 We're going. 124 00:08:23,233 --> 00:08:24,651 NOLAN: You having fun? 125 00:08:26,236 --> 00:08:28,905 I did connect with one guy, 126 00:08:29,030 --> 00:08:33,034 but then my propensity for screwing things up overtook me. 127 00:08:33,159 --> 00:08:36,830 Then my desire to have fun overcame my propensity. 128 00:08:36,955 --> 00:08:38,832 You didn't screw it up. 129 00:08:38,957 --> 00:08:42,001 The assignment wasn't to get you to trust people with a piece of your soul, 130 00:08:42,127 --> 00:08:45,421 the assignment was to teach you that you can trust. 131 00:08:46,840 --> 00:08:50,468 Did any of these people rat you out as the obnoxious womanizer 132 00:08:50,593 --> 00:08:53,555 or the porn producer that they think you are? 133 00:08:54,931 --> 00:08:59,602 Why do you think that people would treat you worse if they knew the truth? 134 00:09:04,149 --> 00:09:06,067 Good night, Doctor. 135 00:09:09,612 --> 00:09:11,197 Are you in trouble? 136 00:09:13,575 --> 00:09:15,326 Apparently not. 137 00:09:15,451 --> 00:09:18,663 So, what's next? You wanna be my pimp? 138 00:09:22,417 --> 00:09:24,419 Why don't we just talk? 139 00:09:25,962 --> 00:09:27,213 Okay- 140 00:09:29,299 --> 00:09:32,760 How come you weren't pissed at me for stealing your car? 141 00:09:34,095 --> 00:09:35,889 It was a nice thing to do. 142 00:09:37,015 --> 00:09:40,018 Hmm. I'm not sure about the German-English translation of "nice." 143 00:09:40,143 --> 00:09:45,273 The stealing was nice or the ruining of Freedom Master's life? 144 00:09:46,149 --> 00:09:53,364 What you did was misguided and irresponsible, but it was also nice. 145 00:09:54,073 --> 00:09:56,659 You gave him a moment of pure happiness. 146 00:10:00,121 --> 00:10:03,416 You asked me why I come here so often to visit Annie. 147 00:10:05,251 --> 00:10:07,754 She was my best friend. 148 00:10:07,879 --> 00:10:12,300 Then she started pulling away from everybody. 149 00:10:13,343 --> 00:10:15,220 The doctors don't know why. 150 00:10:16,221 --> 00:10:18,973 I think I married her brother 151 00:10:19,098 --> 00:10:24,938 because he was the only other one who was going through the same thing. 152 00:10:27,315 --> 00:10:30,193 But he stopped visiting after a couple of years. 153 00:10:31,277 --> 00:10:34,405 I just couldn't stop. 154 00:10:37,283 --> 00:10:38,618 I miss her. 155 00:10:47,627 --> 00:10:49,254 I should go. 156 00:10:51,214 --> 00:10:52,799 Good night. 157 00:11:05,103 --> 00:11:06,354 Good night. 158 00:11:26,582 --> 00:11:28,209 So, what happened? 159 00:11:29,585 --> 00:11:31,796 - You're talking to me now. - No. 160 00:11:39,345 --> 00:11:40,555 Was it fun? 161 00:11:43,433 --> 00:11:44,600 Yeah. 162 00:11:53,276 --> 00:11:55,361 She kissed me. 163 00:11:55,486 --> 00:11:59,490 Don't read into the phrasing. We kissed each other. 164 00:11:59,615 --> 00:12:00,992 And how do you feel about that? 165 00:12:01,117 --> 00:12:04,871 How do I feel about that? it was a kiss. Kisses are good things. 166 00:12:05,830 --> 00:12:07,040 Okay- 167 00:12:08,833 --> 00:12:10,293 That was a loaded "okay." 168 00:12:10,418 --> 00:12:14,172 - Not at all. Why would you assume that? - You're being judgmental. 169 00:12:15,089 --> 00:12:18,092 If I'd said that I had some delicious Chilean sea bass for dinner last night, 170 00:12:18,217 --> 00:12:20,136 would you say, "And how do you feel about that?" 171 00:12:20,261 --> 00:12:21,971 If the sea bass was married, I might. 172 00:12:22,096 --> 00:12:24,390 (LAUGHS) See, you're being judgmental. 173 00:12:25,266 --> 00:12:27,393 Isn't that against your code or something? 174 00:12:27,518 --> 00:12:29,103 I'm simply stating the obvious. 175 00:12:29,228 --> 00:12:31,606 It's complicated, not just because she's married 176 00:12:31,731 --> 00:12:34,484 and not just because you're institutionalized. 177 00:12:34,609 --> 00:12:36,361 I know you spent the last 12 hours 178 00:12:36,486 --> 00:12:38,780 trying to figure out what that kiss means. 179 00:12:40,365 --> 00:12:43,493 Who was that woman you were with in the parking lot? 180 00:12:44,660 --> 00:12:47,997 When you deflect, it's more effective when you're not that transparent. 181 00:12:48,122 --> 00:12:50,833 Obviously you have no problem with infidelity. 182 00:12:50,958 --> 00:12:55,171 You're trying to rationalize that if it's okay for your doctor, it's okay. 183 00:12:55,296 --> 00:12:57,840 But just for the record, I am not having an affair. 184 00:12:57,965 --> 00:13:00,051 - Then who is she? - Why are you working so hard 185 00:13:00,176 --> 00:13:02,053 to figure out the details of my personal life? 186 00:13:02,178 --> 00:13:05,056 Might not have to work so hard if there were some personal items in here. 187 00:13:05,181 --> 00:13:08,393 You've got one number on speed dial, it says "Dad." 188 00:13:08,518 --> 00:13:10,228 Come on, how old are you? 189 00:13:10,353 --> 00:13:11,896 Why are you so afraid to talk about this? 190 00:13:12,021 --> 00:13:14,524 I want to talk about you. I want to know who I'm taking advice from. 191 00:13:14,649 --> 00:13:16,692 I'm not giving you advice. I'm asking you questions. 192 00:13:16,818 --> 00:13:19,695 I think that kiss meant a lot. I think that scares you. 193 00:13:19,821 --> 00:13:21,781 I think there are no personal items in here 194 00:13:21,906 --> 00:13:23,449 because you have no personal life. 195 00:13:23,574 --> 00:13:25,201 How do you think you and Lydia will end? 196 00:13:25,326 --> 00:13:27,245 You are a lonely man. 197 00:13:27,370 --> 00:13:29,831 You've screwed up every opportunity you've had in life. 198 00:13:29,956 --> 00:13:31,749 What's the ending to this story? 199 00:13:36,921 --> 00:13:38,297 I don't know. 200 00:13:42,510 --> 00:13:44,262 Visiting time. 201 00:14:03,781 --> 00:14:05,491 Why did you kiss me? 202 00:14:10,204 --> 00:14:12,123 (LAUGHING) How many reasons are there? 203 00:14:13,207 --> 00:14:17,628 I like you. it felt like a nice way of showing you that. 204 00:14:28,514 --> 00:14:30,433 (PLAYING PIANO) 205 00:14:38,024 --> 00:14:39,358 (DOOR OPENING) 206 00:14:41,194 --> 00:14:43,196 (SAFER GIVING ORDERS) 207 00:15:07,386 --> 00:15:09,180 NOLAN: How'd it go with Lydia? 208 00:15:09,305 --> 00:15:11,349 I found out she can only be happy so long 209 00:15:11,474 --> 00:15:15,770 before the catatonic guy with two broken limbs rolls off the elevator. 210 00:15:15,895 --> 00:15:18,105 Philosophically speaking. 211 00:15:18,231 --> 00:15:21,567 Why do you value your failures more than your successes? 212 00:15:21,692 --> 00:15:24,946 My mother caught me masturbating to pictures of her mother. 213 00:15:25,071 --> 00:15:27,240 Can we get past these cute deflections? 214 00:15:28,491 --> 00:15:32,745 Successes only last until someone screws them up. Failures are forever. 215 00:15:32,870 --> 00:15:34,830 So you accept that fact? 216 00:15:35,873 --> 00:15:38,042 You accept that there's nothing you can do? 217 00:15:38,167 --> 00:15:40,711 Okay. I accept the fact that there's nothing I can do. 218 00:15:40,836 --> 00:15:42,338 Now what can I do? 219 00:15:42,463 --> 00:15:47,093 You acknowledge failure and you move past it. 220 00:15:47,218 --> 00:15:49,887 - You apologize. - Wow. 221 00:15:51,097 --> 00:15:53,224 Powerful things, these apologies. 222 00:15:54,100 --> 00:15:56,269 You get someone to jump off a building, 223 00:15:56,394 --> 00:15:59,188 you say two words and you move on with your life. 224 00:15:59,313 --> 00:16:02,483 - Hardly seems fair. - Is that the issue? 225 00:16:05,987 --> 00:16:08,114 You caused him pain. 226 00:16:10,157 --> 00:16:14,078 If the world is just, you have to suffer equally? 227 00:16:16,455 --> 00:16:18,124 (NOLAN CHUCKLING) 228 00:16:18,249 --> 00:16:20,251 You're not God, House. 229 00:16:20,376 --> 00:16:25,089 You're just another screwed-up human being who needs to move on. 230 00:16:26,757 --> 00:16:30,886 Apologize to him. Let yourself feel better. 231 00:16:31,012 --> 00:16:37,143 Then you can learn to let yourself keep feeling better. 232 00:17:02,501 --> 00:17:03,836 Hey. 233 00:17:17,016 --> 00:17:19,477 BEASLEY: Dr. House. Everything okay? 234 00:17:21,604 --> 00:17:23,189 Yeah. 235 00:17:23,314 --> 00:17:26,734 Time for group. Group time, everybody. 236 00:17:30,988 --> 00:17:32,615 I have a surprise. 237 00:17:32,740 --> 00:17:37,161 Two weeks from today, we're going to have the Mayfield Talent Show. 238 00:17:37,286 --> 00:17:39,580 Talent show? Who's in it? 239 00:17:39,705 --> 00:17:42,667 I'd really love it if everybody here could participate. 240 00:17:42,792 --> 00:17:44,251 RICHTER: But then who's gonna watch? 241 00:17:44,377 --> 00:17:47,588 The staff will come. Friends and family. 242 00:17:47,713 --> 00:17:50,174 - Are you going to tape this? - No, it's just for us. 243 00:17:50,299 --> 00:17:53,219 Well, if it's just for us, I vote we don't do it. 244 00:17:53,344 --> 00:17:58,099 Think of it as a fun way to work on our therapeutic issues. 245 00:17:58,224 --> 00:18:00,351 Alvie, maybe you could sing one of your songs. 246 00:18:00,476 --> 00:18:02,061 I don't sing, I rap. 247 00:18:02,186 --> 00:18:04,480 Okay. Well, you can write something just for us. 248 00:18:04,605 --> 00:18:07,566 I don't write. I just do. Freestyle style. 249 00:18:07,692 --> 00:18:11,445 I think you're gonna wanna be prepared. Make something special. 250 00:18:11,570 --> 00:18:12,947 Always special. 251 00:18:13,072 --> 00:18:16,617 How about you, Diane? ls there something you'd like to do? 252 00:18:16,742 --> 00:18:21,330 - I don't have any talents. - Sure, you do. You all do. 253 00:18:22,206 --> 00:18:24,333 Steve, don't you think that Diane has hidden talent 254 00:18:24,458 --> 00:18:26,836 that we'd all like to see come out? 255 00:18:28,462 --> 00:18:30,214 You really think he's going to answer? 256 00:18:30,339 --> 00:18:32,341 - Eventually. - Why? 257 00:18:33,968 --> 00:18:35,302 Because things pass. 258 00:18:35,428 --> 00:18:38,431 Things change, doesn't mean they get better. 259 00:18:38,556 --> 00:18:39,849 You gotta make things better, 260 00:18:39,974 --> 00:18:42,518 you can't just keep talking and hope for the best. 261 00:18:45,479 --> 00:18:48,691 Diane, maybe you and I can work together and figure something out. 262 00:18:49,984 --> 00:18:51,652 I can save him. 263 00:18:52,903 --> 00:18:55,531 "They stole her voice box." That's what he said. 264 00:18:55,656 --> 00:18:59,326 That's what she was staring at. That's why he's staring. 265 00:18:59,452 --> 00:19:02,246 - Dr. House, please. - Because there's a music box in there. 266 00:19:02,371 --> 00:19:03,664 Orderly. 267 00:19:06,000 --> 00:19:07,376 Come on, just give it to me. I can... 268 00:19:07,501 --> 00:19:11,464 I am not having a psychotic break. 269 00:19:11,589 --> 00:19:13,132 I promise you this will work. 270 00:19:21,682 --> 00:19:24,310 It's that blue box on the top shelf. 271 00:19:27,396 --> 00:19:31,859 This is what you wanted. This is what you needed. A voice. 272 00:19:32,651 --> 00:19:34,862 You thought you could cure Silent Girl with this. 273 00:19:34,987 --> 00:19:37,990 So by your own rationale, it should cure you. 274 00:19:39,533 --> 00:19:42,953 There's nothing wrong with you. You're healing. 275 00:19:43,078 --> 00:19:45,456 All the parts work. Just speak. 276 00:19:46,791 --> 00:19:48,542 Come on. Speak. Say something. 277 00:19:48,667 --> 00:19:51,420 I think maybe everyone should take a break now. 278 00:20:00,137 --> 00:20:03,808 You're trying to fix, instead of moving on. 279 00:20:24,411 --> 00:20:27,873 I brought Dvofék. Four hands. 280 00:20:30,835 --> 00:20:32,086 What? 281 00:20:32,837 --> 00:20:35,005 I need to know what this is. 282 00:20:36,423 --> 00:20:38,300 It's sheet music. 283 00:20:42,596 --> 00:20:47,101 I told you. It's just two people having fun. 284 00:20:48,477 --> 00:20:50,312 There's two possible outcomes. 285 00:20:50,437 --> 00:20:55,317 It ends, someone gets hurt, or it doesn't end and someone gets hurt. 286 00:20:55,442 --> 00:20:59,196 So the end sucks. It doesn't mean the beginning has to. 287 00:21:00,573 --> 00:21:05,202 Everything ends, life ends. It doesn't mean that we can't enjoy it. 288 00:21:06,871 --> 00:21:09,206 I can't... I can't do this. 289 00:21:11,000 --> 00:21:15,170 All I know is I was happy five minutes ago, and now I'm not. 290 00:21:16,171 --> 00:21:18,048 How is that better? 291 00:21:19,550 --> 00:21:21,218 Goodbye, Lydia. 292 00:21:28,809 --> 00:21:31,228 I'm really worried about ECT. 293 00:21:31,353 --> 00:21:34,607 Apprehension's normal. Has anyone else had it? 294 00:21:34,732 --> 00:21:36,483 They shocked me, man. 295 00:21:36,609 --> 00:21:37,860 (MIMICKING ELECTROCUTION) 296 00:21:37,985 --> 00:21:40,946 Thanks, that's very reassuring. 297 00:21:41,071 --> 00:21:45,159 - I don't know if I should do it. - Just do the treatment or shut up. 298 00:21:45,284 --> 00:21:46,452 Greg, there's a process. 299 00:21:46,577 --> 00:21:50,289 Yes, a process. Wouldn't want to disrupt the process with results. 300 00:21:50,414 --> 00:21:52,082 Hizzy had a rough night last night. 301 00:21:52,207 --> 00:21:55,169 Guess he decided to go back to being an ass instead of a hypocrite. 302 00:21:55,294 --> 00:21:56,921 BEASLEY: Let's move on. 303 00:21:57,046 --> 00:21:59,882 Alvie, are you making any progress writing your rap? 304 00:22:00,007 --> 00:22:04,178 Yeah. But really, no. I just don't want to write my songs down. 305 00:22:04,303 --> 00:22:08,098 It takes all the spontaneity out of it. It's not of the moment. 306 00:22:08,223 --> 00:22:09,767 Alvie, if you write things down... 307 00:22:09,892 --> 00:22:11,894 When the time comes, my rhyme comes 308 00:22:12,019 --> 00:22:14,188 When my spotlight shines... 309 00:22:15,648 --> 00:22:19,193 Yeah. You're a genius. Rhymes with penius. 310 00:22:19,318 --> 00:22:23,530 Sorry to interrupt, Dr. Beasley. Dr. Nolan asked me to give you this. 311 00:22:28,619 --> 00:22:31,413 - Is this a day pass? - He'd like to see you. 312 00:22:36,919 --> 00:22:38,337 (DOOR OPENING) 313 00:22:51,350 --> 00:22:53,143 Thanks for coming. 314 00:22:53,268 --> 00:22:56,188 I was hoping you could take a look at my dad's chart. 315 00:22:57,439 --> 00:23:00,234 A consult? What happened? 316 00:23:00,359 --> 00:23:02,653 You went through every sane doctor in town? 317 00:23:02,778 --> 00:23:05,114 I thought you wouldn't mind getting off the ward. 318 00:23:09,284 --> 00:23:12,037 The cleaning lady found him on the kitchen floor. 319 00:23:12,162 --> 00:23:16,125 Doctors here don't think that he'll recover. That I should pull the plug. 320 00:23:16,250 --> 00:23:20,546 I want a second opinion, so I thought I'd be a fool not to call you. 321 00:23:24,299 --> 00:23:28,470 Lacunar infarct converted to hemorrhagic stroke. 322 00:23:28,595 --> 00:23:32,558 He squashed his brain. They didn't miss anything. 323 00:23:34,184 --> 00:23:37,271 - That's what I thought. - That's what you knew. 324 00:23:38,397 --> 00:23:41,150 His brain has been replaced by blood. 325 00:23:41,275 --> 00:23:45,320 It's over, and it's obvious to any doctor who looked at that scan. 326 00:23:45,446 --> 00:23:46,864 Even a shrink. 327 00:23:46,989 --> 00:23:49,616 You want someone to tell you that what you need to do is okay. 328 00:23:49,742 --> 00:23:54,121 - You need permission. Absolution. - Not now, House. 329 00:23:55,247 --> 00:23:57,875 You have no friends, no family. 330 00:23:58,000 --> 00:24:02,463 At some point, you made a mistake, you lost everything. 331 00:24:04,048 --> 00:24:07,051 And now I'm the closest thing you got to a friend. 332 00:24:07,176 --> 00:24:08,510 Just shut up. 333 00:24:10,345 --> 00:24:14,016 I don't need you here to play this game. 334 00:24:40,292 --> 00:24:41,293 (LOCK BEEPING) 335 00:24:55,933 --> 00:24:57,768 (LYDIA CRYING) 336 00:25:05,943 --> 00:25:08,112 I'm sorry I pushed you away. 337 00:25:09,363 --> 00:25:13,242 - It's what I do when I'm afraid. - (LYDIA CHUCKLES) 338 00:25:13,367 --> 00:25:16,912 Again, the German-English translation may be a little off. 339 00:25:19,540 --> 00:25:22,793 I'm not crying because of you. 340 00:25:23,544 --> 00:25:26,839 I'm crying because I'm pathetic. 341 00:25:28,382 --> 00:25:33,220 I brought her cello. In case she magically wakes up for the show. 342 00:25:34,555 --> 00:25:37,432 - Well, then I take the apology back. - (LAUGHS) 343 00:25:38,267 --> 00:25:42,354 We're all pathetic. It's what makes everything interesting. 344 00:25:42,479 --> 00:25:45,274 I'm sick of life being interesting. 345 00:27:36,927 --> 00:27:38,387 (PANTING) 346 00:28:22,389 --> 00:28:24,516 (POP MUSIC PLAYING) 347 00:28:46,246 --> 00:28:47,831 (ALL CHEERING) 348 00:28:48,999 --> 00:28:55,422 (SINGING) You're nobody 'til somebody loves you 349 00:28:56,256 --> 00:29:01,678 You're nobody 'til somebody cares 350 00:29:33,502 --> 00:29:34,961 (ALL CHEERING) 351 00:29:35,712 --> 00:29:42,469 Ladies and gentlemen, the one, the only, Juan Alvarez! 352 00:29:48,517 --> 00:29:51,645 Yo, yo, what's up? Ward Six is jumping off, y'all. 353 00:29:51,770 --> 00:29:54,356 Give it up for DJ Richter on the ones and twos. 354 00:29:54,481 --> 00:29:56,733 Yo, DJ Richter, spin that. 355 00:29:57,484 --> 00:29:59,236 (DRUM BEAT STARTS) 356 00:30:02,155 --> 00:30:04,908 Welcome to Mayfield Where the day feels long 357 00:30:05,033 --> 00:30:07,577 We act strong But there's got to be something wrong 358 00:30:07,702 --> 00:30:10,914 See, we got hidden talents You don't see hidden secrets 359 00:30:11,039 --> 00:30:13,375 If we could show you those... 360 00:30:18,505 --> 00:30:20,507 (BEATBOXES) If we could show you those... 361 00:30:27,681 --> 00:30:30,392 Then we wouldn't have no regrets 362 00:30:35,480 --> 00:30:38,233 Wanna know my secret? Sit back and let me explain it 363 00:30:38,358 --> 00:30:41,027 My Pop split, Momma got sick Cliche', ain't it? 364 00:30:41,153 --> 00:30:43,613 Now I'm a manic Hispanic I'm trying to make it work 365 00:30:43,738 --> 00:30:46,199 But the doctors think I'm lazy... 366 00:30:52,873 --> 00:30:55,375 And my roommate is a jerk 367 00:30:56,877 --> 00:30:58,879 Dr. House is in the house, y'all 368 00:30:59,004 --> 00:31:01,965 Give it up for Dr. House to the stage, y'all 369 00:31:02,090 --> 00:31:05,051 Paging Dr. House to the stage, y'all 370 00:31:05,177 --> 00:31:10,724 Are you there, Dr. House? It's on, bring it on, on 371 00:31:10,849 --> 00:31:14,144 Oh, yo, he's coming to the stage, y'all 372 00:31:14,269 --> 00:31:18,815 It's Dr. House on the remix Dr. House on the remix 373 00:31:18,940 --> 00:31:21,485 YO, yo] yo! yo! 374 00:31:21,610 --> 00:31:24,362 They say to take their pills They say don't be a creep 375 00:31:24,488 --> 00:31:26,823 But how can I get better 376 00:31:28,033 --> 00:31:30,577 If I can't get no sleep 377 00:31:30,702 --> 00:31:34,789 You gotta think before you act in order to progress 378 00:31:36,666 --> 00:31:40,128 If you don't make connections then your whole life is a mess 379 00:31:40,253 --> 00:31:42,047 (ALL LAUGHING) 380 00:31:42,172 --> 00:31:44,883 Yeah, so tell me, Doctor what I really gotta know 381 00:31:45,008 --> 00:31:46,718 How do I get better? 382 00:31:47,719 --> 00:31:49,638 Just do a talent show! 383 00:31:49,763 --> 00:31:50,847 (ALVIE EXCLAIMING) 384 00:31:50,972 --> 00:31:54,100 Oh, well, I guess I'm just a mess, yes! Preach it to me, brother 385 00:31:54,226 --> 00:31:55,519 A life of restlessness 386 00:31:55,644 --> 00:31:57,354 But at least we have each other 387 00:31:57,479 --> 00:31:59,648 We got each other We got each other 388 00:31:59,773 --> 00:32:01,274 Like two brothers from another mother 389 00:32:01,399 --> 00:32:03,902 Duck and run for cover Ward Six 390 00:32:04,027 --> 00:32:06,029 (ALL CHEERING) 391 00:32:13,078 --> 00:32:16,164 How are you doing? You hanging in there? 392 00:32:16,998 --> 00:32:18,833 Usually, I open with that. 393 00:32:21,336 --> 00:32:23,505 Thanks for staying. 394 00:32:25,757 --> 00:32:28,426 So, what do you want to talk about? 395 00:32:30,095 --> 00:32:31,888 Things are actually... 396 00:32:33,515 --> 00:32:35,100 Actually good. 397 00:32:35,225 --> 00:32:37,727 You're not just saying that because you don't want to complain 398 00:32:37,852 --> 00:32:40,355 in front of the guy who just lost his father? 399 00:32:40,480 --> 00:32:41,982 I'm not that cured. 400 00:32:43,066 --> 00:32:45,110 I still got stuff to do. 401 00:32:47,612 --> 00:32:49,197 But I'm good. 402 00:32:57,080 --> 00:32:58,540 I'm sorry. 403 00:33:13,471 --> 00:33:15,890 I was trying to prove a point. 404 00:33:18,101 --> 00:33:20,145 I was trying to be right. 405 00:33:21,146 --> 00:33:24,649 I ended up putting you in a dangerous situation, 406 00:33:24,774 --> 00:33:27,110 and I was not equipped to handle it. 407 00:33:27,235 --> 00:33:30,530 And you got hurt, and it's my fault. 408 00:33:33,700 --> 00:33:35,118 And I'm sorry. 409 00:33:44,669 --> 00:33:46,087 SAFER: Med time. 410 00:33:51,468 --> 00:33:54,763 I'm going to try one of those pink ones today. You? 411 00:34:32,759 --> 00:34:35,136 (SOFT MUSIC PLAYING) 412 00:34:48,775 --> 00:34:51,820 - Thank you. - You're welcome. 413 00:35:01,413 --> 00:35:03,123 Got a surprise. 414 00:35:06,668 --> 00:35:08,545 (ANNIE PLAYING CELLO) 415 00:36:03,850 --> 00:36:05,435 (ALL APPLAUDING) 416 00:36:18,031 --> 00:36:22,118 Today we're here to congratulate Annie. 417 00:36:22,243 --> 00:36:24,829 (ALL APPLAUD) 418 00:36:24,954 --> 00:36:28,124 We are proud of her, we wish her well, and we hope to... 419 00:36:28,249 --> 00:36:31,252 ALL: Never see her again. 420 00:36:35,173 --> 00:36:37,175 (ALL CHEERING) 421 00:36:43,765 --> 00:36:46,017 If you go silent for over a decade, 422 00:36:46,142 --> 00:36:48,853 you don't just get to slide right back into society. 423 00:36:52,065 --> 00:36:55,485 She's going to a rehab facility first. In Arizona. 424 00:36:58,571 --> 00:37:00,615 Her family's moving there. 425 00:37:03,117 --> 00:37:06,454 I'm sorry, House. I just found out myself. 426 00:37:11,459 --> 00:37:13,837 I want an overnight pass. 427 00:37:19,467 --> 00:37:20,385 I can help you with this. 428 00:37:20,510 --> 00:37:21,970 - I've earned it. - You have, but... 429 00:37:22,095 --> 00:37:25,223 Isn't extending trust part of the whole "getting me better" thing? 430 00:37:25,348 --> 00:37:27,684 If you insist on a pass, I'll give it to you. 431 00:37:27,809 --> 00:37:30,728 But I know where you're going and I know you haven't thought it through. 432 00:37:32,313 --> 00:37:35,400 We need to sit down and talk about this. 433 00:37:35,525 --> 00:37:38,903 (SIGHS) Please give me the pass. 434 00:37:56,379 --> 00:37:57,881 (RINGING DOORBELL) 435 00:38:06,347 --> 00:38:07,599 Hi. 436 00:38:07,724 --> 00:38:09,559 Hello. Who are you? 437 00:38:09,684 --> 00:38:11,185 I'm... 438 00:38:12,812 --> 00:38:14,856 Ben, go inside, okay? 439 00:38:20,778 --> 00:38:22,322 You didn't say anything. 440 00:38:23,364 --> 00:38:27,368 And now Annie's leaving, and I hear you're going to Arizona. 441 00:38:28,870 --> 00:38:33,666 My husband travels to Phoenix a lot. His corporate headquarters are there. 442 00:38:33,791 --> 00:38:37,879 We've been wanting to move for years, but we've been tethered here. 443 00:38:38,004 --> 00:38:39,380 Now we're not. 444 00:38:41,966 --> 00:38:43,801 I don't want you to go. 445 00:38:45,595 --> 00:38:47,055 I don't want to go. 446 00:38:49,641 --> 00:38:52,352 But I can't break up my family. 447 00:38:52,477 --> 00:38:54,479 I can't leave my children. 448 00:38:56,564 --> 00:38:58,942 I just don't want it to change. 449 00:39:03,029 --> 00:39:06,449 I'm sorry that I didn't come to say goodbye. 450 00:39:08,660 --> 00:39:12,080 I thought it ended kind of perfect. 451 00:39:19,629 --> 00:39:21,422 I have to go. 452 00:39:36,270 --> 00:39:37,897 (UNLOCKING CAR) 453 00:39:40,149 --> 00:39:44,153 Not the most exciting use of the overnight pass I've ever seen. 454 00:39:44,278 --> 00:39:45,488 She left. 455 00:39:47,198 --> 00:39:48,616 And... 456 00:39:49,742 --> 00:39:51,160 I'm lost. 457 00:39:58,459 --> 00:40:00,294 (SIGHING) 458 00:40:04,507 --> 00:40:08,928 I'm gonna write your letter to the medical board, 459 00:40:09,053 --> 00:40:11,723 recommending that they give your license back. 460 00:40:11,848 --> 00:40:16,102 You can't just console me by giving me a lollipop when I skin my knee. 461 00:40:16,227 --> 00:40:17,478 Two things just happened. 462 00:40:17,603 --> 00:40:20,481 You got hurt, which means you connected to someone else 463 00:40:20,606 --> 00:40:22,108 strongly enough to miss them. 464 00:40:22,233 --> 00:40:26,779 And more important, you recognized the pain and came to talk to me, 465 00:40:26,904 --> 00:40:29,282 instead of hiding from it in a Vicodin bottle. 466 00:40:30,491 --> 00:40:33,453 The fact that you're hurting and you came here, 467 00:40:33,578 --> 00:40:37,248 the fact that you're taking your meds, and we're talking right now. 468 00:40:39,876 --> 00:40:42,128 Come inside and get some sleep. 469 00:40:42,253 --> 00:40:44,505 Tomorrow, you can start saying your goodbyes. 470 00:40:51,721 --> 00:40:54,640 Today we're here to congratulate Greg. 471 00:40:56,267 --> 00:40:59,479 We are proud of him, we wish him well, and we hope to... 472 00:40:59,604 --> 00:41:02,899 ALL: Never see him again. 473 00:41:03,024 --> 00:41:04,400 House. 474 00:41:06,277 --> 00:41:07,904 (PATIENT WHOOPING) 475 00:41:10,406 --> 00:41:12,450 (ALL CHEERING) 476 00:41:18,414 --> 00:41:21,084 Back off. People already think we're gay. 477 00:41:21,209 --> 00:41:22,627 (ALL LAUGHING) 478 00:41:25,046 --> 00:41:26,756 (ALL APPLAUDING) 479 00:41:32,804 --> 00:41:35,181 (ALL LAUGHING) 480 00:41:48,486 --> 00:41:50,279 (SOULFUL MUSIC PLAYING) 481 00:42:33,698 --> 00:42:35,491 (KNOCKING ON WINDOW) 482 00:42:40,705 --> 00:42:43,708 - What do you need, Alvie? - My meds. 483 00:42:46,460 --> 00:42:48,004 I want to get better.