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You're bleeding
through your bandage.
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Good morning.
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Don't we need to
get you to a doctor?
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I am a doctor.
That didn't come up last night?
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We didn't do a lot of talking.
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(CELL PHONE BUZZING)
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(SIGHS)
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I'm good.
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You never told me
what caused your accident.
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I was stabbed by a patient.
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That'll teach me to overbill.
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(CELL PHONE BUZZES)
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If she likes crippled guys,
I'm free for the next six minutes.
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What do you want?
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Forty-five year-old truck driver.
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Recurrent seizures,
no metabolic or structural...
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Does this look like a good time?
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Sort of. At least as good as the other
12 times that I've called and paged you
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in the last three weeks.
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Those times, I just didn't feel like
talking to you. Kinda like now.
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I'd apologize again,
but I'm still waiting
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for you to accept the first one.
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You do work for me. I am entitled
to ask when you're coming back.
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I don't know when I'm coming back.
I don't know if I'm coming back.
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Got a problem with that? Fire me.
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(GRUNTING)
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(EXHALES)
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It's good to see you in the hospital.
As a patient, if not as a doctor.
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Believe me, I'd rather be the guy
with the clipboard.
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How you doing?
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Arrhythmias are gone,
fine motor control's improving.
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Not what I meant.
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If you need to talk to someone,
a professional...
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I'm fine.
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Fine enough to get back to work?
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You don't have to work for House,
but you do owe me 20 clinic hours.
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What? Getting knifed
doesn't buy me an extension?
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Buys you whatever you need.
But I know you.
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If all you do is physical therapy,
and your nighttime version of it,
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you'll lose your mind faster
than you regain those fine motor skills.
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I have this terrible pain in my left
shoulder. It came out of nowhere.
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SISTER JOAN:
And nothing seems to help.
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(CLEARS THROAT)
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Any other symptoms?
Chest pain? Light-headedness?
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No, none at all.
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What were you doing
when the pain came on?
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Just sitting and praying.
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She'd been helping to make
the altar breads that morning,
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but no hard physical work,
or repetitive motion.
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Couple of possibilities.
You have enlarged lymph nodes,
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so I'd like to start by
ruling out breast cancer.
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And I do mean rule out.
It's probably nothing.
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I'm gonna do a quick breast exam. Do
you mind stepping out for a moment?
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Not at all.
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(DOOR OPENS AND CLOSES)
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That was so I could ask
about the second possibility.
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Left-sided pain means it could be
angina, which is made worse by stress.
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Might not be a coincidence
that the pain
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started on the verge
of a major life change.
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How did you know?
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Blue veil means you're a postulant,
haven't taken your vows yet.
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Brown vestments
means you're Carmelites,
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cloistered nuns,
which explains the chaperone.
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You're about to withdraw
from the world for good.
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I was a seminarian.
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Who obviously didn't take his vows.
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Cassock made my ass look fat.
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Do you mind unbuttoning your shirt
and lying down for me?
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Okay-
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I have had second thoughts.
I'm kind of a wreck.
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A life of perpetual enclosure
and almost complete silence?
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If you weren't wrestling with this,
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I'd say there's something
really wrong with you.
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I'm going to admit you.
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There's a little mass here,
and I'd like to get it checked out.
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It's just a benign fat deposit,
her imaging's clean.
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Stress test, too. It's not angina.
So why the shoulder pain?
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Is it possible
that she hurt her shoulder?
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- Thanks a lot.
- I didn't tell him.
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You were cagey about
where you were going,
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and Chase has been
cagey in general.
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Good chance I'd find the two of you
in the same cage,
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so I had Park follow you.
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- How are you feeling?
- Better.
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Heard your arm's healing nicely.
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- Good to see you on your feet.
- Patient's a nun?
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Were you turning back to your
long-abandoned faith in time of trouble?
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She was next up in the clinic.
And I don't want your help.
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You got stabbed, you blame me.
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But what did you learn about me
that you hadn't known for years?
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Maybe I was an idiot before,
and I'm not one now.
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Or maybe the reverse is true.
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Thanks for all your help.
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Your soul sister is
having a fungal infection
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from the unprocessed wheat
in the altar breads.
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Explains the shoulder pain
and the jumbo lymph nodes.
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Thanks for all my help.
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I'm sorry I led House to you.
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It's part of the job.
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Maybe we could get a meal
after work tonight
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if you want some companionship.
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You asking me out on a date?
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No. I just... I guess that sounded...
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Must be scary to be back.
All those knives and needles,
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infected blood and tissue
everywhere you look.
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Just thought you might need
someone to talk to about it.
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Just knowing you're there
for me is enough. Thanks.
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Ever surf Kirra Point?
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Obviously you're Australian.
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I've surfed all over the Gold Coast.
Don't tell me you have.
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The closest I got was Waimea Bay.
I grew up on Maui.
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If you don't mind me asking,
why are you becoming a nun?
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You're asking because I surf?
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Well, I know that Jesus walked
on water, but... (LAUGHS)
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Plus the average postulant's
a lot younger than you.
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What were you doing before this?
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Not much of anything.
Worked as a nanny,
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moved around a lot,
bunch of failed relationships.
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And then what? God spoke to you?
You heard the calling?
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Something like that.
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Does there have to be some dramatic
moment where the skies part?
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Usually, yeah.
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Is that what happened to you
when you entered the seminary?
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Mom drank, Dad worked,
they stuck me in Catholic school.
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Priests and nuns
were the closest I had to family.
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Turned out that wasn't much of
a reason to join the priesthood.
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Is that why you left?
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Something like that.
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I think I may throw up.
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What's wrong with me?
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Not a fungal infection.
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You're probably wondering,
why the soda balloons.
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I'm not.
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Well, I'll tell you.
You're not the only one
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whose life spiraled out of control
when you got knifed in the ventricle.
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- Taub has decided...
- I need help with my patient.
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She's vomiting.
That's not from a fungal infection.
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So what are you planning to do
now that you're not working for me?
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I have no idea. Almost dying's
been clarifying. I can do anything.
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You can do anything,
so you come back to
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the same building you
worked in for years?
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Guess you can cross
that off your bucket list.
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Can we get to my
patient sometime soon?
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As soon as you admit that
you're a confused mess, sure.
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You'll help me.
Because even though
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you don't find my case interesting,
you find my interest in it interesting.
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When you put it that way...
Ascending cholangitis.
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Missed me!
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It can't be, bilirubin's normal.
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Clinical signs can show up
days before lab signs.
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(LAUGHS MOCKINGLY)
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This is great, we should
make this a regular thing.
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She can't feel her foot at all.
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What does this mean?
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Means I've gotta spend more time
consulting with a colleague.
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His 17-ketosteroid levels are low.
How can he be...
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00:11:35,675 --> 00:11:38,636
He tried to tongue-kiss Park
when you were closer.
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Think his sexuality's normal?
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I need more help. My patient has
a new symptom, ischemic foot.
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Get the lecture out of your system,
so we can talk about my case.
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Let me start with an allegory...
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(EXCLAIMS IN SURPRISE)
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Okay, I'm curious...
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Your overreaction
to your stabbing is
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to blame me
even as you're drawn to me.
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Taub's is to take moronic
self-defense classes
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that won't defend
him against anything.
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Krav Maga.
Which helped me block your shot,
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and will continue to
help me defend myself
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in a building full
of drugged-up strangers.
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Taub has to accept
that by instinct and genetics,
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he is a coward, who's better off running
and hiding at the first sign of danger.
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I've already fended off
six of your blitzkriegs in a row.
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And the seventh?
And the eighth? And the nth?
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If you get him,
what's that gonna prove?
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That unexpected things happen.
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By definition, no class
can teach you to expect them.
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Which is why Taub
is idiotic to study them,
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and you're idiotic to attach
any significance to them.
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Blood clot.
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Her D-dimer's normal.
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On the other hand...
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(GRUNTS)
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What if he's right about the blockage,
but wrong about the cause?
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Vasospasm.
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Explain everything
but the lymph nodes...
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Any minor infection could
have caused those.
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00:13:08,768 --> 00:13:11,437
Calcium channel
blocker to treat.
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00:13:22,615 --> 00:13:24,534
Are you okay?
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00:13:24,659 --> 00:13:27,286
I almost got you killed by bringing
a scalpel into that room.
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- I could feel better about that.
- You saved my life, too.
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I think the ledger's clear.
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But how can you
not be traumatized?
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Can't change what happened.
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00:13:38,673 --> 00:13:41,509
I can only make
better choices from here.
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So you're Zen about it, but won't
let go of your anger toward House.
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I'm seeing a trauma counselor.
I think you should, too.
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I'm okay. Just knowing
you're there for me is enough.
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00:14:05,450 --> 00:14:07,201
The convent lets you have this?
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00:14:07,326 --> 00:14:11,539
I borrowed it from one of the nurses.
I'm still on temporary vows.
201
00:14:11,664 --> 00:14:15,168
It may be the last time
I hear Eminem for a while.
202
00:14:15,293 --> 00:14:19,464
You're using an iPod, but I've
never seen you use rosary beads.
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00:14:24,510 --> 00:14:26,721
What day did Jesus die?
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00:14:26,846 --> 00:14:31,225
I know, one gospel says Passover,
another says the day before.
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00:14:31,350 --> 00:14:34,770
How many times did the cock crow
before Peter's third denial?
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00:14:34,896 --> 00:14:38,566
- Once or twice?
- You can't argue away my faith.
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00:14:38,691 --> 00:14:42,612
Why? Because it's so strong
even plain contradictions...
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00:14:42,737 --> 00:14:44,363
Because it's not that strong.
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00:14:46,407 --> 00:14:51,954
I'm not saying I don't have faith.
I just haven't felt the calling yet.
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00:14:52,079 --> 00:14:55,374
No one joins the clergy
without having an epiphany.
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00:14:55,500 --> 00:14:58,169
Like God's love is
speaking to you directly.
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00:14:58,294 --> 00:15:03,299
It's the silence,
the contemplation, the order.
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00:15:04,634 --> 00:15:05,760
I need them.
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00:15:08,930 --> 00:15:10,765
I'm hoping everything
else will come later.
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00:15:11,349 --> 00:15:16,229
That's not an answer. If you want
silence, you can get earplugs.
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00:15:16,354 --> 00:15:20,024
I tried the outside world.
It wasn't enough.
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00:15:20,149 --> 00:15:22,527
- Have you been married?
- No.
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00:15:22,652 --> 00:15:24,487
No kids?
You never found a career?
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00:15:24,612 --> 00:15:28,032
Doesn't sound like the outside world
got much of a try.
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00:15:29,617 --> 00:15:31,911
What you're headed towards now...
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00:15:32,787 --> 00:15:37,375
Fourteen hours a day in silent prayer,
never having a family,
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never touching
another human being...
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00:15:39,627 --> 00:15:42,004
Just because that's what
you'd miss the most...
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The nurses talk.
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Nothing's wrong with having fun.
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00:15:52,223 --> 00:15:55,268
They said you were almost killed
three weeks ago.
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You go right back to fun?
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Is that why you want to be a nun?
Someone broke your heart?
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00:16:02,817 --> 00:16:04,443
No.
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I'm just looking for something more.
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00:16:12,577 --> 00:16:14,412
So am I.
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I'm late for work in the clinic.
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Really? George Washingbaum?
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00:16:48,863 --> 00:16:51,616
He was a character
in the Flintsteins.
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00:16:51,741 --> 00:16:54,160
Just hiding out
till House leaves the cafeteria.
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Those self-defense classes,
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00:17:00,875 --> 00:17:03,461
you think they're making
any kind of difference?
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00:17:03,586 --> 00:17:05,588
Not as much as
House's surprise attacks.
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00:17:05,713 --> 00:17:07,673
He thinks three steps ahead,
so I do, too.
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00:17:09,508 --> 00:17:12,762
Which is why you should accept his
apology and come back on the team.
241
00:17:12,887 --> 00:17:17,141
He's annoying, he's maddening,
but he makes us all better.
242
00:17:19,769 --> 00:17:21,687
Note to self.
243
00:17:25,358 --> 00:17:28,903
Foot color's good,
arterial pulse is good,
244
00:17:30,279 --> 00:17:31,656
capillary refill's good.
245
00:17:31,781 --> 00:17:33,574
And her shoulder pain's all gone.
246
00:17:33,699 --> 00:17:36,285
Looks like you're ready to go home.
247
00:17:36,911 --> 00:17:40,081
I'll get the car
and meet you out front.
248
00:17:43,501 --> 00:17:47,630
I'd say I'm in the book, but not
the one you'll be reading from now on.
249
00:17:55,554 --> 00:17:59,892
Six years ago,
I was a nanny in Honolulu.
250
00:18:00,017 --> 00:18:02,311
For this beautiful
two-year-old boy.
251
00:18:03,354 --> 00:18:08,818
I loved him, probably spent more time
with him than his own parents.
252
00:18:10,611 --> 00:18:14,532
One day, I was in the park,
talking with another nanny.
253
00:18:15,658 --> 00:18:18,703
He wandered out of the sandbox,
into the street,
254
00:18:20,037 --> 00:18:21,956
into the path of a moving car.
255
00:18:25,418 --> 00:18:26,961
That could've happened to anyone.
256
00:18:27,086 --> 00:18:28,838
I don't think so.
257
00:18:29,964 --> 00:18:32,675
And even if it did,
they'd blame themselves
258
00:18:32,800 --> 00:18:34,552
for the rest of their lives, too.
259
00:18:34,677 --> 00:18:36,178
You shouldn't.
260
00:18:38,973 --> 00:18:41,892
And you shouldn't run
from what can still be a good life.
261
00:18:42,017 --> 00:18:44,061
I'm running to God.
262
00:18:45,646 --> 00:18:49,650
After what happened to you,
don't you want to remake your life?
263
00:18:49,775 --> 00:18:52,486
Not by hiding myself away.
264
00:18:54,655 --> 00:18:56,615
I hope it works out for you.
265
00:19:00,161 --> 00:19:02,079
It is gonna be hard,
266
00:19:03,873 --> 00:19:06,000
not touching anyone.
267
00:19:51,045 --> 00:19:54,924
Who knew Mother Inferior
was a smokin' hottie?
268
00:19:55,049 --> 00:19:57,051
No wonder you're
playing handsies with her.
269
00:19:57,176 --> 00:19:59,136
You think I'm hitting on a nun?
270
00:19:59,261 --> 00:20:01,680
Angry at God,
or I just need a challenge?
271
00:20:02,306 --> 00:20:05,935
Or you're terrified of intimacy,
which is why you're a serial slut,
272
00:20:06,060 --> 00:20:09,855
but right now you're grasping
at an emotional life raft.
273
00:20:09,980 --> 00:20:13,317
Ideally, someone for whom
intimacy's not an option.
274
00:20:13,442 --> 00:20:14,944
That actually makes sense,
which I can't say
275
00:20:15,069 --> 00:20:16,654
about anything else
you've been doing.
276
00:20:16,779 --> 00:20:18,739
I'm not emotionally
involved with her.
277
00:20:18,864 --> 00:20:20,991
And much as I'd love
to hear you contradict me,
278
00:20:21,116 --> 00:20:25,079
I have a 7:30 appointment to explore
my intimacy issues at La Scala.
279
00:20:27,081 --> 00:20:29,625
I'm talking to this agent,
he's a bit of a sleaze,
280
00:20:29,750 --> 00:20:31,877
but he's really excited
about representing me.
281
00:20:32,002 --> 00:20:34,004
Although he can't take on
any new clients right now,
282
00:20:34,129 --> 00:20:36,966
he's trying to get me an audition
for one of those online soaps.
283
00:20:37,091 --> 00:20:39,385
Have you ever watched one of those?
284
00:20:42,096 --> 00:20:44,181
Am I boring you?
285
00:20:48,102 --> 00:20:51,605
Unfortunately, yeah. Sorry.
286
00:21:03,993 --> 00:21:05,160
Hi.
287
00:21:07,955 --> 00:21:11,667
You're not supposed to be here.
Or anywhere.
288
00:21:16,171 --> 00:21:20,134
You were right,
I was running away.
289
00:22:03,177 --> 00:22:05,346
Oh, now you're shy.
290
00:22:08,182 --> 00:22:10,559
It's brighter in the morning.
291
00:22:16,649 --> 00:22:20,444
So, are we gonna spend
the rest of eternity in a lake of fire
292
00:22:20,569 --> 00:22:24,198
while pointy-tailed demons
poke at us with sticks?
293
00:22:28,577 --> 00:22:30,245
This is a little scary for me.
294
00:22:31,246 --> 00:22:35,709
I had a whole life planned,
not that I wasn't struggling with it...
295
00:22:36,710 --> 00:22:38,003
And then I met you.
296
00:22:39,672 --> 00:22:42,967
Don't worry,
I know you're not the relationship type.
297
00:22:43,092 --> 00:22:46,095
I'm not not the relationship type.
I was married once.
298
00:22:46,220 --> 00:22:49,098
(LAUGHS) Relax. You're fine.
299
00:22:52,142 --> 00:22:53,310
So what's next for you?
300
00:22:56,271 --> 00:22:59,274
I have to find a place to live,
301
00:22:59,400 --> 00:23:01,318
get my old job back...
302
00:23:02,236 --> 00:23:05,489
I'm sure I'll feel guilty,
start doubting...
303
00:23:05,614 --> 00:23:08,909
Well, as long as you keep dealing with
your doubts in the same way, then...
304
00:23:12,246 --> 00:23:13,247
Moira?
305
00:23:13,831 --> 00:23:15,708
I'm sorry, did you say something?
306
00:23:18,752 --> 00:23:20,713
Your neck... What?
307
00:23:21,505 --> 00:23:22,840
Are your ears ringing?
308
00:23:22,965 --> 00:23:24,258
Yeah.
309
00:23:25,426 --> 00:23:26,552
What does that mean?
310
00:23:27,261 --> 00:23:28,262
(VOMITS)
311
00:23:29,304 --> 00:23:32,141
Let me get you back
to the hospital right away.
312
00:23:32,266 --> 00:23:35,144
The artery that's bringing blood
to your brain, it's coming apart.
313
00:23:35,269 --> 00:23:38,147
It means you could stroke.
I've paged a team of our best doctors.
314
00:23:38,272 --> 00:23:40,274
I don't have to cough as much.
315
00:23:41,650 --> 00:23:43,027
It's clotted up.
316
00:23:43,152 --> 00:23:44,987
- Is that bad?
- We're almost there.
317
00:23:48,115 --> 00:23:50,617
CHASE: Get me her O2 level.
318
00:23:51,744 --> 00:23:52,828
What are you doing?
319
00:23:52,953 --> 00:23:54,747
I want to make sure
I can position her wrist properly.
320
00:23:54,872 --> 00:23:56,331
- For what?
- ABG.
321
00:23:56,457 --> 00:23:59,209
I don't need an ABG,
just get a pulse ox.
322
00:23:59,334 --> 00:24:02,296
I'll do it, grab a consent form. Go.
323
00:24:03,922 --> 00:24:05,299
We need to operate right now, okay?
324
00:24:05,424 --> 00:24:07,009
Good. To operate.
325
00:24:09,178 --> 00:24:11,680
Can you repeat this?
"No ifs, ands or buts about it."
326
00:24:11,805 --> 00:24:15,017
No about it, and no ifs...
327
00:24:15,142 --> 00:24:16,894
Get her into OR 11.
328
00:24:24,485 --> 00:24:26,820
Carotid dissection,
four-inch pulsatile mass
329
00:24:26,945 --> 00:24:28,655
in her neck,
and some Broca's aphasia.
330
00:24:28,781 --> 00:24:30,574
There's gotta be a clot
keeping her from bleeding out.
331
00:24:30,699 --> 00:24:31,658
Pulse?
332
00:24:31,784 --> 00:24:35,412
Bounding, four-plus. It was a three-plus
twenty minutes ago.
333
00:24:35,537 --> 00:24:38,332
Twenty?
I thought she just got here.
334
00:24:41,710 --> 00:24:45,214
That blood looks pretty dry.
Cut yourself shaving?
335
00:24:46,548 --> 00:24:48,425
You know, that can
happen when the nun
336
00:24:48,550 --> 00:24:50,427
you woke up with
coughs blood on you.
337
00:24:51,261 --> 00:24:53,180
You slept with a nun?
338
00:24:53,305 --> 00:24:55,140
Forget nun, you slept with a patient?
339
00:24:55,265 --> 00:24:56,767
Former. To both.
340
00:24:56,892 --> 00:24:59,228
HOUSE: Internal neck trauma?
That's impressive.
341
00:24:59,353 --> 00:25:02,147
It's happened to me a few times.
Up high.
342
00:25:03,524 --> 00:25:04,608
Dr. Chase.
343
00:25:07,569 --> 00:25:10,405
The clot's broken.
Bring her in and pack her nose.
344
00:25:10,531 --> 00:25:12,282
We're gonna need
number three Vicryls.
345
00:25:12,407 --> 00:25:13,951
We're gonna fix this.
346
00:25:14,076 --> 00:25:15,244
You're not going to operate on her?
347
00:25:15,369 --> 00:25:17,037
Kapur and Carlyle are unavailable,
348
00:25:17,162 --> 00:25:19,248
Reilly's done far fewer
dissections than I have.
349
00:25:19,373 --> 00:25:21,250
He's also slept with her
far fewer times than you have.
350
00:25:21,375 --> 00:25:22,751
Yourjudgment's compromised.
351
00:25:22,876 --> 00:25:25,379
I spent the night with her,
doesn't change how I make an incision.
352
00:25:25,504 --> 00:25:26,922
Tell him.
353
00:25:29,174 --> 00:25:30,384
Do the surgery.
354
00:25:31,760 --> 00:25:35,472
You're trying to score points with him
at the risk of a patient's life.
355
00:25:35,597 --> 00:25:37,641
He's the better surgeon.
356
00:25:40,227 --> 00:25:42,437
- Vascular clamp.
- You're not going to put her on bypass?
357
00:25:42,563 --> 00:25:45,274
- It'd take a half hour to set up.
- You clamp now, she could stroke out.
358
00:25:45,399 --> 00:25:47,568
She's already got
neurological symptoms.
359
00:25:47,693 --> 00:25:49,736
We wait 30 minutes,
she'll definitely have brain damage.
360
00:25:49,862 --> 00:25:52,281
You're trying to make sure
she's either perfect or dead.
361
00:25:52,406 --> 00:25:54,158
She's not going to die.
If I get this done
362
00:25:54,283 --> 00:25:55,951
in five minutes,
she won't stroke out.
363
00:25:56,076 --> 00:25:57,286
You don't know that you will.
364
00:25:57,411 --> 00:26:00,289
And you can't know because
you can't think clearly about her.
365
00:26:01,415 --> 00:26:02,416
Vascular clamp.
366
00:26:10,507 --> 00:26:14,595
Occlusion time,
9:46, 23 seconds.
367
00:26:14,720 --> 00:26:16,430
Vascular scissors.
368
00:26:50,881 --> 00:26:52,466
We're over five minutes.
369
00:26:55,510 --> 00:26:57,262
Ultrasound.
370
00:27:03,894 --> 00:27:05,729
Good flow.
Lighten the anesthesia.
371
00:27:06,521 --> 00:27:07,731
You're not going to
close the wound first?
372
00:27:07,856 --> 00:27:08,857
No.
373
00:27:17,032 --> 00:27:18,492
(COUGHING)
374
00:27:24,539 --> 00:27:26,375
Can you hear me?
375
00:27:29,211 --> 00:27:33,173
Repeat this.
"No ifs, ands or buts."
376
00:27:34,508 --> 00:27:37,427
"No ifs, ands or buts."
377
00:27:43,892 --> 00:27:46,561
I'm sorry about before.
378
00:27:48,522 --> 00:27:50,565
You're scared, aren't you?
379
00:27:50,691 --> 00:27:52,401
That's why you wanted companionship.
380
00:27:52,526 --> 00:27:55,362
It's why you cried out
when House shot at Taub.
381
00:27:55,487 --> 00:27:57,406
What exactly are you scared of?
382
00:27:57,531 --> 00:28:01,618
A needle stick?
Some other nut pulling a scalpel?
383
00:28:01,743 --> 00:28:04,037
I'm scared of everything.
384
00:28:04,162 --> 00:28:08,208
It sucks that there was a stabbing,
but you'll get over it.
385
00:28:08,333 --> 00:28:10,252
Like you have?
386
00:28:10,377 --> 00:28:13,213
- You weren't even there.
- I know. I...
387
00:28:13,338 --> 00:28:16,174
I left the room, it was pure luck...
388
00:28:16,300 --> 00:28:19,136
I was in the room.
That was pure luck, too.
389
00:28:22,556 --> 00:28:26,393
I get that you're scared and guilty.
You're still a doctor.
390
00:28:26,518 --> 00:28:28,562
I don't have time to
teach you to act like one.
391
00:28:34,318 --> 00:28:36,737
We removed the artery,
found nodules.
392
00:28:36,862 --> 00:28:38,196
Could mean lupus.
393
00:28:38,322 --> 00:28:41,408
Negative ANA. Where are you going?
394
00:28:41,992 --> 00:28:44,911
Great thing about assigning Taub
fraudulent lab work
395
00:28:45,037 --> 00:28:47,873
is you know exactly
where he's gonna end up.
396
00:28:47,998 --> 00:28:51,460
Great thing about assigning Taub
obviously fraudulent lab work
397
00:28:51,585 --> 00:28:54,129
is you get to watch
his inner paranoiac at work.
398
00:29:02,471 --> 00:29:03,597
And then,
399
00:29:05,015 --> 00:29:06,683
two to the head.
400
00:29:06,808 --> 00:29:09,853
- Can we talk about my patient?
- Quite a journey.
401
00:29:09,978 --> 00:29:11,813
Starts with a surgical tool
in your heart,
402
00:29:11,938 --> 00:29:13,940
and ends with
a surgeon's tool in a nun.
403
00:29:14,066 --> 00:29:16,068
- What's the plan?
- The plan's to cure her.
404
00:29:17,861 --> 00:29:21,156
If it's not meaningless sex,
kinda screams out for an end-game.
405
00:29:21,281 --> 00:29:24,993
You're the dog that's chasing
the Popemobile. You sure you want...
406
00:29:26,828 --> 00:29:27,913
Oh, my God.
407
00:29:30,957 --> 00:29:33,335
Taub is interrogating the janitor.
408
00:29:33,460 --> 00:29:35,629
He must think
that I hired him to attack.
409
00:29:36,296 --> 00:29:39,007
Actually, why didn't I do that?
410
00:29:40,425 --> 00:29:43,512
Plaques could be confused for nodules.
411
00:29:43,637 --> 00:29:46,348
- Which would mean...
- Syphilis?
412
00:29:46,473 --> 00:29:48,266
Explains the shoulder
and foot involvement.
413
00:29:49,476 --> 00:29:51,812
Hope you practiced
immaculate contraception.
414
00:29:57,109 --> 00:29:59,027
Lock and load.
415
00:30:01,029 --> 00:30:02,948
Boo-yaw.!
416
00:30:03,073 --> 00:30:04,074
(SPUTTERS)
417
00:30:05,784 --> 00:30:07,244
Boo-yah to you, too.
418
00:30:10,705 --> 00:30:12,916
But I hadn't had sex in years.
419
00:30:13,041 --> 00:30:15,877
Tertiary syphilis means you've had
the disease for at least that long.
420
00:30:16,670 --> 00:30:18,463
Does that mean you also have it?
421
00:30:19,589 --> 00:30:21,716
Probably not contagious at this point.
422
00:30:25,053 --> 00:30:26,680
Can it cause hallucinations?
423
00:30:27,639 --> 00:30:28,890
It's unlikely. Why?
424
00:30:31,685 --> 00:30:36,440
While I was on the operating table,
it didn't feel like a dream,
425
00:30:36,565 --> 00:30:40,902
I saw the boy who I was caring for,
426
00:30:41,903 --> 00:30:44,030
the one who died.
427
00:30:46,032 --> 00:30:48,160
He walked right up to me.
428
00:30:49,619 --> 00:30:51,246
What did he say?
429
00:30:51,371 --> 00:30:53,707
He just held my hand.
430
00:30:53,832 --> 00:30:56,042
It was like he forgave me.
431
00:30:57,961 --> 00:30:59,546
Do you think that's crazy?
432
00:31:01,173 --> 00:31:05,969
I think it should give you solace,
help you to move on.
433
00:31:08,305 --> 00:31:09,306
(KNOCKING)
434
00:31:13,727 --> 00:31:15,854
FOREMAN: You slept with your patient?
435
00:31:19,774 --> 00:31:20,901
You're off the case.
436
00:31:21,568 --> 00:31:23,612
I saved her from brain damage.
437
00:31:23,737 --> 00:31:25,489
You think my judgment's
the least bit compromised?
438
00:31:25,614 --> 00:31:28,241
She's still sick. If she dies, we'll be
439
00:31:28,366 --> 00:31:30,160
in the middle of
a brand new investigation.
440
00:31:30,285 --> 00:31:32,120
This is about you
covering your own ass?
441
00:31:32,245 --> 00:31:34,998
I gave you time, leeway,
442
00:31:35,123 --> 00:31:36,791
and you decided to do
whatever the hell you wanted.
443
00:31:36,917 --> 00:31:40,670
House can dance all over the rules,
gets me knifed, and he gets a pass.
444
00:31:40,795 --> 00:31:44,132
I break a rule, no one gets hurt,
but you kick me off my own case?
445
00:31:44,925 --> 00:31:46,760
Unfortunately, yes.
446
00:31:52,516 --> 00:31:54,684
- I'm sorry.
- I took that scalpel for you.
447
00:31:54,809 --> 00:31:56,645
That's why I did this.
448
00:31:57,771 --> 00:32:00,440
Three weeks ago, you never
would have slept with a patient.
449
00:32:00,565 --> 00:32:04,653
And you never would have
operated on her after.
450
00:32:04,778 --> 00:32:06,071
You need help.
451
00:32:06,196 --> 00:32:09,658
I need to get away from House
and everything that reminds me of him.
452
00:32:09,783 --> 00:32:13,245
By breaking the rules,
not caring what anyone else thinks?
453
00:32:14,204 --> 00:32:16,790
You're gonna get away from him
by turning into him?
454
00:32:18,166 --> 00:32:19,501
(PAGER BEEPING)
455
00:32:23,964 --> 00:32:25,632
It hurts.
456
00:32:34,808 --> 00:32:36,142
(GROANS)
457
00:32:36,268 --> 00:32:38,812
Right upper quadrant,
pain and distension.
458
00:32:40,772 --> 00:32:42,148
What's wrong with my stomach?
459
00:32:42,274 --> 00:32:43,817
Nothing. This is your liver.
460
00:32:50,824 --> 00:32:53,827
The liver failure could be
from intraoperative hypotension.
461
00:32:53,952 --> 00:32:56,538
Checked the anesthesia sheet,
pressure was fine throughout.
462
00:32:56,663 --> 00:32:57,706
Thrombus?
463
00:32:57,831 --> 00:33:00,375
That voice in the hall
that none of us have any reason
464
00:33:00,500 --> 00:33:03,336
to be listening to is,
not surprisingly, wrong.
465
00:33:04,379 --> 00:33:05,839
Abdominal ultrasound was negative.
466
00:33:05,964 --> 00:33:07,716
Then we have to assume liver failure's
467
00:33:07,841 --> 00:33:09,843
just another symptom
of whatever she's got.
468
00:33:10,468 --> 00:33:13,471
Trousseau's syndrome could send clots,
cause the ischemic foot,
469
00:33:13,597 --> 00:33:15,765
add the enlarged lymph node,
macrocytosis...
470
00:33:15,890 --> 00:33:17,851
Disseminated T-cell lymphoma.
471
00:33:18,852 --> 00:33:22,063
- Wilson said it wasn't cancer.
- Wilson says it's not breast cancer.
472
00:33:23,815 --> 00:33:25,775
- Sarcoidosis.
- Normal ACE level.
473
00:33:25,900 --> 00:33:28,903
- Highly insensitive for sarcoid.
- Negative chest X-rays aren't.
474
00:33:29,029 --> 00:33:32,741
- Then we've gotta biopsy.
- Yeah, Foreman's clearly wrong.
475
00:33:32,866 --> 00:33:34,993
You're clearly not grasping at straws,
476
00:33:35,118 --> 00:33:37,245
because you're clearly not
emotionally involved.
477
00:33:37,871 --> 00:33:39,748
I know you want to believe
this is something
478
00:33:39,873 --> 00:33:43,501
we can cure. It's not. I'm sorry.
479
00:33:55,555 --> 00:33:57,974
How soon will they know if it's cancer?
480
00:33:58,099 --> 00:33:59,893
Within hours.
481
00:34:00,894 --> 00:34:02,854
And if it is?
482
00:34:03,938 --> 00:34:06,608
There's always chemo.
483
00:34:06,733 --> 00:34:08,777
You say that like it's not gonna work.
484
00:34:10,111 --> 00:34:12,072
It could extend your life.
485
00:34:12,197 --> 00:34:13,615
Years?
486
00:34:19,037 --> 00:34:20,914
I'll be here as much as you need.
487
00:34:24,918 --> 00:34:27,962
You still never told me
why you left the seminary.
488
00:34:31,383 --> 00:34:35,720
Mary Knoller.
Wife of the groundskeeper.
489
00:34:37,055 --> 00:34:40,058
He caught me with her,
got me with a rake.
490
00:34:40,183 --> 00:34:43,770
Those scars on my ass you may
have noticed... (CHUCKLES)
491
00:34:44,938 --> 00:34:46,815
Why didn't you tell me that before?
492
00:34:46,940 --> 00:34:48,566
Because it was so shallow.
493
00:34:48,692 --> 00:34:52,112
I wasn't exactly wrestling
with great theological questions.
494
00:34:53,071 --> 00:34:56,825
I don't believe that. You don't sleep
with the groundskeeper's wife,
495
00:34:56,950 --> 00:35:00,370
not unless you're struggling
with whether you belong there.
496
00:35:04,165 --> 00:35:08,795
I always wanted to believe.
Would've made my life a lot easier.
497
00:35:10,755 --> 00:35:12,215
It never took.
498
00:35:13,758 --> 00:35:16,553
Doesn't mean
499
00:35:17,971 --> 00:35:19,723
it's too late.
500
00:35:19,848 --> 00:35:21,683
Are you having trouble
talking, like before?
501
00:35:23,977 --> 00:35:26,146
I can get the words out...
502
00:35:26,646 --> 00:35:28,815
Just feels heavy when I do.
503
00:35:28,940 --> 00:35:29,858
Where?
504
00:35:29,983 --> 00:35:33,903
Wherever my chewing muscles are.
505
00:35:35,155 --> 00:35:36,573
I'll be right back.
506
00:35:41,661 --> 00:35:43,246
House finally got you?
507
00:35:43,371 --> 00:35:44,873
- He tried, but...
- I gotta go.
508
00:35:44,998 --> 00:35:47,250
You should have seen it,
it was perfect. (YELLING)
509
00:35:47,375 --> 00:35:48,376
(GRUNTS)
510
00:35:51,588 --> 00:35:53,006
She has jaw claudication.
511
00:35:54,257 --> 00:35:56,968
If you only heard claudication
and carotid dissection...
512
00:35:57,093 --> 00:35:59,095
I'd say giant cell arteritis,
513
00:36:00,388 --> 00:36:03,516
and I'd tell your former teammates
to put her on steroids.
514
00:36:04,267 --> 00:36:06,394
She's gonna live.
515
00:36:06,519 --> 00:36:09,481
Yeah. And then what?
516
00:36:16,029 --> 00:36:19,282
They say my liver function's better,
that I can get out of here soon.
517
00:36:20,408 --> 00:36:23,536
And when you do, I want to
take you to Puerto Escondido.
518
00:36:24,621 --> 00:36:27,123
- Mexico?
- The Mexican Pipeline.
519
00:36:27,248 --> 00:36:30,084
Early May is when the surf
really picks up, but...
520
00:36:33,254 --> 00:36:34,464
What's wrong?
521
00:36:36,341 --> 00:36:37,926
I spoke to the prioress...
522
00:36:38,843 --> 00:36:39,969
You're going back?
523
00:36:40,762 --> 00:36:42,055
I felt the calling.
524
00:36:43,056 --> 00:36:44,432
When you saw the boy?
525
00:36:44,557 --> 00:36:49,938
I felt God's love, his grace. I've been
waiting my entire life for that.
526
00:36:50,063 --> 00:36:51,147
It's not real.
527
00:36:51,272 --> 00:36:54,400
I know you didn't feel anything
when you almost died. I did.
528
00:36:54,526 --> 00:36:59,072
You felt oxygen deprivation, you felt
your brain releasing noradrenaline.
529
00:36:59,656 --> 00:37:01,366
You didn't say that before.
530
00:37:01,491 --> 00:37:04,452
I wanted you to move on with your life.
531
00:37:04,577 --> 00:37:07,455
I wanted to reassure you.
I wanted you to feel better.
532
00:37:08,081 --> 00:37:09,958
And now you don't?
533
00:37:10,083 --> 00:37:11,584
Now...
534
00:37:14,087 --> 00:37:15,088
I think I love you.
535
00:37:26,766 --> 00:37:31,980
"Noradrenaline and Near-Death
Experiences." Oh, dear.
536
00:37:32,105 --> 00:37:33,982
You saw God?
537
00:37:34,107 --> 00:37:37,485
She did. She wants to
go back to the monastery.
538
00:37:37,610 --> 00:37:39,988
And now you're preparing
a PowerPoint presentation
539
00:37:40,113 --> 00:37:43,241
to keep her in your garden
of earthly delights.
540
00:37:43,366 --> 00:37:45,159
You're an idiot.
541
00:37:45,952 --> 00:37:47,787
Because I've found someone I love?
542
00:37:47,912 --> 00:37:49,664
Because you're an idiot.
543
00:37:49,789 --> 00:37:52,000
At least you two have that in common.
544
00:37:52,125 --> 00:37:55,295
Her feelings are based on a chemical
process. They're gonna wear off.
545
00:37:55,420 --> 00:37:59,215
You just slept with her,
your brain is exploding with oxytocin.
546
00:37:59,340 --> 00:38:01,009
You think that's gonna last
through the ages?
547
00:38:01,134 --> 00:38:03,219
She's throwing away her life
because of blind faith.
548
00:38:03,344 --> 00:38:04,512
So are you.
549
00:38:05,805 --> 00:38:08,224
She's found something
she wants to build her life around.
550
00:38:08,850 --> 00:38:10,894
It's a total illusion,
but apparently she'll take
551
00:38:11,019 --> 00:38:13,813
a little ignorance with her bliss.
And you want to take that away.
552
00:38:13,938 --> 00:38:16,232
How many times have you thrown
the truth in people's faces?
553
00:38:16,357 --> 00:38:20,069
Because it's the truth. Not because
we're gonna live happily ever after.
554
00:38:21,779 --> 00:38:26,451
Either your relationship just blows up
like every other non-magical romance,
555
00:38:26,576 --> 00:38:28,286
or she stays with you but blames you
556
00:38:28,411 --> 00:38:30,747
for stripping all the meaning
out of her life.
557
00:38:30,872 --> 00:38:33,875
This has nothing to do with the truth.
558
00:38:34,000 --> 00:38:36,377
You don't like that
I'm reassessing my life,
559
00:38:36,502 --> 00:38:39,047
that I want to change it, that I can.
560
00:38:39,172 --> 00:38:42,050
Anyone can screw up a life.
I never said that wasn't possible.
561
00:38:42,175 --> 00:38:44,218
You're incapable
of human connection,
562
00:38:44,344 --> 00:38:46,387
so you want
everyone to be like you.
563
00:38:48,181 --> 00:38:51,059
If I wanted you to be like me,
564
00:38:54,187 --> 00:38:58,316
I would be urging you to make
a stupid, stubborn decision
565
00:38:58,441 --> 00:39:01,277
that blows up your life and
leaves you lonely and miserable.
566
00:39:07,867 --> 00:39:11,120
You reassess your life
when you've made mistakes.
567
00:39:11,245 --> 00:39:13,706
You didn't. You just got stabbed.
568
00:40:13,975 --> 00:40:15,685
Don't look at the book.
569
00:40:15,810 --> 00:40:18,146
I haven't done a jugular line
since my residency,
570
00:40:18,271 --> 00:40:20,523
I don't want to needle the carotid.
571
00:40:24,277 --> 00:40:25,278
What's the first step?
572
00:40:26,988 --> 00:40:29,282
- Palpate the SCM.
- Where?
573
00:40:30,533 --> 00:40:32,285
Middle third of the neck.
574
00:41:03,524 --> 00:41:05,318
I'm happy I knew you.
575
00:41:06,819 --> 00:41:08,279
So am I.
576
00:41:25,046 --> 00:41:26,297
Robert.
577
00:42:23,396 --> 00:42:25,273
FOREMAN: Twenty-four-year-old
water treatment worker
578
00:42:25,398 --> 00:42:27,400
with pyrexia and double vision.
579
00:42:28,401 --> 00:42:29,694
A mystery-
580
00:42:30,862 --> 00:42:33,531
HOUSE: How'd he get sick
working in a sewer?
581
00:42:33,656 --> 00:42:35,658
Ed Norton was the picture of health.
582
00:42:49,463 --> 00:42:51,007
Abscess?
583
00:42:51,132 --> 00:42:53,176
Would have seen it on the MRI.
584
00:42:53,301 --> 00:42:55,469
Diphtheria paralyzing
the ocular muscles?
585
00:42:55,595 --> 00:42:58,306
PARK: No, paralysis
was first. Aneurysm?
586
00:42:58,431 --> 00:42:59,640
(INDISTINCT CHATTERING)