1 00:00:01,940 --> 00:00:03,984 (CLASSICAL MUSIC PLAYING) 2 00:00:26,089 --> 00:00:28,175 - It's way too fast. - It felt good. 3 00:00:28,300 --> 00:00:30,260 If we can clear the stage, quickly please. 4 00:00:30,385 --> 00:00:31,803 Maury, it's too fast. 5 00:00:31,928 --> 00:00:32,804 It's exactly the same. 6 00:00:33,055 --> 00:00:33,930 Then slow it down. 7 00:00:34,264 --> 00:00:35,265 Everything all right, Jeremy? 8 00:00:35,390 --> 00:00:37,851 Sure. Ready whenever you are. 9 00:00:37,976 --> 00:00:38,977 From the allegro please. 10 00:00:45,942 --> 00:00:47,110 What's his problem? 11 00:00:47,235 --> 00:00:48,820 His back's not 100%. 12 00:00:48,945 --> 00:00:50,572 He can't talk to the conductor like that. 13 00:00:50,697 --> 00:00:52,366 No, he can't. 14 00:00:53,033 --> 00:00:54,326 She could. 15 00:01:00,332 --> 00:01:01,583 You okay with the lift? 16 00:01:01,708 --> 00:01:03,710 I'll be fine unless you mess up the timing. 17 00:01:10,967 --> 00:01:12,552 My timing is perfect. 18 00:01:12,678 --> 00:01:14,596 Was last night. 19 00:01:18,058 --> 00:01:19,851 Moment of truth. 20 00:01:35,617 --> 00:01:36,868 (GROANING) 21 00:01:42,165 --> 00:01:43,625 Damn it. 22 00:01:44,835 --> 00:01:46,503 (GASPING) 23 00:01:46,920 --> 00:01:48,630 Penelope, are you all right? 24 00:01:56,805 --> 00:01:59,433 She can't breathe. Call the doctor! 25 00:02:46,354 --> 00:02:48,690 Are you gonna ignore me all day again? 26 00:02:48,815 --> 00:02:49,900 I help you. 27 00:02:50,025 --> 00:02:51,860 You tried to kill Chase. 28 00:02:51,985 --> 00:02:54,279 Doing what you wanted, that's all, boss. 29 00:02:57,949 --> 00:02:59,826 - I exist. - No, you don't. 30 00:03:00,911 --> 00:03:03,830 I acknowledge my subconscious exists. Now go away. 31 00:03:03,955 --> 00:03:05,332 (KNOCKING ON DOOR) 32 00:03:05,457 --> 00:03:08,794 Saying it is one thing. Living it is another. 33 00:03:10,378 --> 00:03:14,966 You're not rational. Not completely. 34 00:03:19,971 --> 00:03:21,014 Put the phone on the receiver, 35 00:03:21,139 --> 00:03:22,557 send the hookers home and get dressed. 36 00:03:22,682 --> 00:03:24,392 - We've got a case. - I'm taking a personal day. 37 00:03:24,518 --> 00:03:27,187 21-year-old star of the New York Ballet collapsed on stage. 38 00:03:27,312 --> 00:03:29,898 I love ballet. But as someone may have mentioned, 39 00:03:30,023 --> 00:03:31,775 I'm taking a personal day. 40 00:03:31,900 --> 00:03:34,110 Cuddy said get your ass in or you're fired. 41 00:03:34,236 --> 00:03:35,821 She's not going to fire me. 42 00:03:35,946 --> 00:03:38,281 She's not going to fire you? If you don't go to work? 43 00:03:38,406 --> 00:03:39,950 - Okay. - How long, do you figure, 44 00:03:40,075 --> 00:03:42,285 till I just disappear? 45 00:03:45,622 --> 00:03:47,040 Hold on. 46 00:03:47,499 --> 00:03:49,709 No tumors or punctures in the lungs, 47 00:03:49,835 --> 00:03:52,963 no bruising, no sign of trauma, no STDs. 48 00:03:53,088 --> 00:03:56,299 And supplemental oxygen's only gotten her saturation level to 60. 49 00:03:56,424 --> 00:03:58,468 Lungs keep collapsing despite a chest tube. 50 00:03:58,593 --> 00:03:59,845 ER ruled out the obvious, 51 00:03:59,970 --> 00:04:01,721 white count and temp are normal, so no pneumonia. 52 00:04:01,847 --> 00:04:04,266 The coffee's burnt, Thirteen's wearing cherry-flavored lip gloss. 53 00:04:04,391 --> 00:04:06,852 Foreman's staring at you. Any of that helpful? 54 00:04:06,977 --> 00:04:08,186 House. 55 00:04:10,313 --> 00:04:12,315 - STD? - We just said the tests were negative. 56 00:04:12,440 --> 00:04:13,483 - You think we should... - No. 57 00:04:13,608 --> 00:04:16,820 She's a dancer. What about dehydration? 58 00:04:16,945 --> 00:04:18,989 What about a pulmonary contusion? 59 00:04:19,114 --> 00:04:21,324 CT showed no inflammation on the lungs. 60 00:04:21,449 --> 00:04:23,410 What about dehydration? 61 00:04:25,745 --> 00:04:28,331 BUN and creatinine are elevated but within range. 62 00:04:28,456 --> 00:04:32,043 Hey. I'm just the irrational part of your brain, 63 00:04:32,168 --> 00:04:34,546 but elevated means high, right? 64 00:04:35,088 --> 00:04:37,173 Dehydration could hide an infection. 65 00:04:38,884 --> 00:04:41,219 Dehydration could hide an infection. 66 00:04:41,344 --> 00:04:42,470 Go treat her for the obvious. 67 00:04:42,596 --> 00:04:45,015 IV fluids and antibiotics for pneumonia. 68 00:04:49,185 --> 00:04:51,187 We're like Magic and Kareem. 69 00:04:53,732 --> 00:04:56,276 Mr. Pietramala, you have kidney cancer. 70 00:04:56,401 --> 00:05:00,405 Wow. Is that a bad one? I mean, they're all bad, but... 71 00:05:01,990 --> 00:05:03,909 The door was closed for a reason. 72 00:05:04,034 --> 00:05:07,037 Well, now it's open for a reason. We need to talk. 73 00:05:07,162 --> 00:05:09,205 He just told me I have kidney cancer. 74 00:05:09,331 --> 00:05:11,666 Then you'll obviously need a moment to process. 75 00:05:11,791 --> 00:05:13,126 House. 76 00:05:14,836 --> 00:05:16,838 I'm hallucinating. 77 00:05:18,465 --> 00:05:21,635 I'm... I'll be right back. 78 00:05:27,307 --> 00:05:29,309 I need you to sit in on my differentials, 79 00:05:29,434 --> 00:05:30,685 double-check everything I do. 80 00:05:30,810 --> 00:05:32,145 You can't treat patients... 81 00:05:32,270 --> 00:05:33,563 It's gotta be sleep apnea. 82 00:05:33,688 --> 00:05:35,732 I get a good night's sleep, and I still feel exhausted. 83 00:05:35,857 --> 00:05:38,526 Lack of delta sleep can lead to hallucinations. 84 00:05:38,652 --> 00:05:40,862 Do you have any other neurological symptoms? 85 00:05:40,987 --> 00:05:41,863 Don't think so. 86 00:05:41,988 --> 00:05:42,822 - Aphasia? - No. 87 00:05:43,114 --> 00:05:44,074 - Memory loss? - No. 88 00:05:44,199 --> 00:05:45,909 - Irritability? - Yeah, that one. 89 00:05:46,034 --> 00:05:47,410 Don't deflect. He cares about you. 90 00:05:47,535 --> 00:05:49,329 - You shouldn't be practicing. - You care about him. Tell him... 91 00:05:49,454 --> 00:05:50,872 - At least until... - Enough. 92 00:05:53,083 --> 00:05:55,919 Don't give me the look. I told you I was hallucinating. 93 00:05:57,963 --> 00:05:59,047 Who were you talking to? 94 00:05:59,172 --> 00:06:02,175 Someone who's not actually here, beyond that seems irrelevant. 95 00:06:02,300 --> 00:06:04,970 Your mind made a choice. It means something. 96 00:06:05,095 --> 00:06:07,263 AMBER: You know he's just gonna keep asking. 97 00:06:07,389 --> 00:06:08,390 Kutner. 98 00:06:11,226 --> 00:06:13,728 Good choice. He feels bad. 99 00:06:13,853 --> 00:06:14,980 You gonna help me or not? 100 00:06:17,065 --> 00:06:18,358 Yeah. 101 00:06:21,903 --> 00:06:23,822 I could eat from this place seven days a week. 102 00:06:23,947 --> 00:06:26,574 We practically do. 103 00:06:26,700 --> 00:06:27,993 You can order tomorrow night. 104 00:06:29,035 --> 00:06:30,870 - Do you want some wine? - No, thanks. 105 00:06:32,872 --> 00:06:34,624 I have my husband's sperm. 106 00:06:37,002 --> 00:06:39,796 Your dead husband's? 107 00:06:39,921 --> 00:06:42,882 We froze it when he got diagnosed. 108 00:06:43,008 --> 00:06:47,846 And you kept it? All this time? 109 00:06:47,971 --> 00:06:51,016 I used to think, if I didn't find anyone... 110 00:06:51,141 --> 00:06:52,225 You found someone. 111 00:06:52,350 --> 00:06:53,351 I know. 112 00:06:54,894 --> 00:06:57,147 - But... - What if it goes wrong? 113 00:06:57,272 --> 00:07:00,525 What if I turn out to be a radical anarchist 114 00:07:00,650 --> 00:07:03,987 with a secret family, and that I age backwards? 115 00:07:05,947 --> 00:07:08,908 Nobody plans on getting divorced. 116 00:07:09,034 --> 00:07:12,996 I didn't plan on my husband dying. But he did. 117 00:07:14,789 --> 00:07:17,709 So, you're saying you want a pre-nup? 118 00:07:19,544 --> 00:07:21,296 In liquid form? 119 00:07:21,921 --> 00:07:22,964 (SIGHS) 120 00:07:27,552 --> 00:07:29,763 What if it's not sleep apnea? 121 00:07:29,888 --> 00:07:31,890 Trauma from your motorcycle accident? 122 00:07:32,015 --> 00:07:34,893 Vicodin abuse? You need to be admitted. 123 00:07:35,018 --> 00:07:36,770 I know you're wrong about sleep apnea, 124 00:07:36,895 --> 00:07:38,897 which means you know you're wrong about sleep apnea. 125 00:07:39,022 --> 00:07:40,982 You're scared. Tell him you're scared. 126 00:07:45,320 --> 00:07:46,988 I can't sleep with you here. 127 00:07:48,448 --> 00:07:49,866 (SIGHS) 128 00:08:03,463 --> 00:08:04,297 Did it work? 129 00:08:04,422 --> 00:08:07,008 Do you see someone standing beside me? 130 00:08:07,133 --> 00:08:08,718 No. 131 00:08:08,843 --> 00:08:09,844 Then no. 132 00:08:09,969 --> 00:08:13,098 So what's next on your list of things it's not? 133 00:08:13,223 --> 00:08:16,309 Patient's not responding to the antibiotics. Still can't breathe. 134 00:08:16,434 --> 00:08:18,061 So run a test to confirm it's pneumonia. 135 00:08:18,186 --> 00:08:20,730 We can't do a bronc because her lungs are still collapsed. 136 00:08:20,855 --> 00:08:22,690 Transtracheal aspiration. 137 00:08:23,191 --> 00:08:24,734 That's basically waterboarding. 138 00:08:24,859 --> 00:08:25,777 It is pretty radical. 139 00:08:25,902 --> 00:08:28,279 It's a great idea. 140 00:08:28,404 --> 00:08:32,909 Regular radical, me radical or me-out-of-my-mind radical? 141 00:08:33,034 --> 00:08:35,912 Somewhere between regular and you. 142 00:08:36,037 --> 00:08:38,206 So what's the problem? 143 00:08:38,331 --> 00:08:39,332 Everything okay? 144 00:08:40,291 --> 00:08:43,169 No. Our patient can't breathe. 145 00:08:44,295 --> 00:08:46,756 Either do the test or come up with a better one. 146 00:08:53,054 --> 00:08:55,306 So we're down to infection, trauma, 147 00:08:55,431 --> 00:08:58,351 MS, schizophrenia, or pills. 148 00:08:59,102 --> 00:09:01,563 Schizophrenia usually manifests younger. 149 00:09:01,688 --> 00:09:03,439 That's why it's further down the list. 150 00:09:03,565 --> 00:09:06,568 I can confirm an infection with a simple blood test. 151 00:09:06,693 --> 00:09:09,154 An infection can be treated, cured. 152 00:09:09,279 --> 00:09:12,907 Means you've still got a job, means you've still got a life. 153 00:09:13,032 --> 00:09:15,743 Doesn't make it a better idea, just a nicer one. 154 00:09:15,869 --> 00:09:18,246 This the rational you talking? 155 00:09:19,789 --> 00:09:21,499 Can't do this on my own. 156 00:09:26,713 --> 00:09:29,591 FOREMAN: When we inject the water it's gonna feel like you're drowning. 157 00:09:29,716 --> 00:09:31,968 But it'll be over in a few seconds. 158 00:09:32,093 --> 00:09:33,178 And then it'll be better? 159 00:09:33,303 --> 00:09:34,304 A little. 160 00:09:34,429 --> 00:09:36,431 Hold her shoulders down a little. 161 00:09:41,186 --> 00:09:42,687 Ready? 162 00:09:44,772 --> 00:09:46,149 (MOANS) 163 00:09:49,861 --> 00:09:51,029 (WHIMPERING) 164 00:09:52,447 --> 00:09:54,908 You're doing great. Here comes the liquid. 165 00:09:59,996 --> 00:10:00,830 (COUGHING) 166 00:10:01,539 --> 00:10:02,373 FOREMAN: Taub. 167 00:10:02,498 --> 00:10:03,333 I slipped. 168 00:10:03,458 --> 00:10:04,876 - Oh, no. - What? 169 00:10:05,001 --> 00:10:06,461 Her skin came off. 170 00:10:06,586 --> 00:10:07,795 (CRYING) 171 00:10:19,641 --> 00:10:21,267 Her skin's sloughing off faster than 172 00:10:21,392 --> 00:10:23,228 we can replace it with the artificial skin. 173 00:10:23,519 --> 00:10:24,395 THIRTEEN: Could be autoimmune. 174 00:10:24,520 --> 00:10:26,648 FOREMAN: ANA was negative. 175 00:10:26,773 --> 00:10:28,191 HOUSE: Focus on the lungs. 176 00:10:28,316 --> 00:10:31,945 FOREMAN: You want us to ignore the fact that she's lost 80% of her skin? 177 00:10:32,070 --> 00:10:35,198 We know it's not lung cancer. Could be a liver tumor. 178 00:10:35,323 --> 00:10:38,409 Eats through to the lungs. Get an ultrasound of her liver. 179 00:10:38,534 --> 00:10:40,286 If you find masses, get a biopsy. 180 00:10:40,411 --> 00:10:42,121 We can't just ignore the skin. 181 00:10:42,247 --> 00:10:43,456 It's obviously the most significant 182 00:10:43,581 --> 00:10:45,333 and dangerous symptom right now. 183 00:10:45,458 --> 00:10:49,212 I don't think it is a symptom. I think we caused it. 184 00:10:49,337 --> 00:10:50,421 By doing what? 185 00:10:50,546 --> 00:10:52,715 I prescribed antibiotics. 186 00:10:52,840 --> 00:10:57,095 Toxic epidermal necrolysis? That's a one-in-a-million reaction. 187 00:10:57,220 --> 00:11:00,306 Yeah, well, maybe this is the one. 188 00:11:00,431 --> 00:11:03,184 Get swabs of her old skin to confirm. 189 00:11:21,119 --> 00:11:22,495 Where the hell were you? 190 00:11:22,620 --> 00:11:23,997 I do have a practice. 191 00:11:24,122 --> 00:11:27,542 Ballerina has toxic epidermal necrolysis. 192 00:11:27,667 --> 00:11:29,294 Are you sure? 193 00:11:29,419 --> 00:11:30,420 About to be. 194 00:11:30,545 --> 00:11:31,629 I'm sorry. 195 00:11:31,754 --> 00:11:33,339 I feel guilty. 196 00:11:33,464 --> 00:11:34,299 You didn't do anything wrong. 197 00:11:34,424 --> 00:11:36,175 You prescribed antibiotics. 198 00:11:36,301 --> 00:11:38,219 Any other doctor would have done the exact same thing. 199 00:11:38,344 --> 00:11:41,222 "Any other doctor"? Words can hurt, you know. 200 00:11:43,391 --> 00:11:46,978 I have no reason to feel guilty. It doesn't make any sense. 201 00:11:47,103 --> 00:11:48,104 Unless there's something wrong 202 00:11:48,229 --> 00:11:50,315 in the limbic area of my brain. 203 00:11:50,440 --> 00:11:51,482 Guilt as a symptom? 204 00:11:51,607 --> 00:11:53,693 It's consistent with MS. 205 00:11:55,069 --> 00:11:59,324 And since the blood tests were negative, I have to apologize. 206 00:11:59,866 --> 00:12:02,201 If I feel better, then you're right. I'm just feeling an emotion. 207 00:12:02,327 --> 00:12:06,664 If I feel nothing, means my limbic brain is shot. 208 00:12:21,679 --> 00:12:23,348 I'm Dr. House. 209 00:12:25,475 --> 00:12:27,643 Anyone explain to you your status? 210 00:12:29,896 --> 00:12:32,440 They found a mass in my liver, cancer. 211 00:12:32,565 --> 00:12:34,442 They said they think they can treat it. 212 00:12:34,567 --> 00:12:36,319 And that the skin is starting to take. 213 00:12:36,444 --> 00:12:38,279 I'll be able to dance again. 214 00:12:38,404 --> 00:12:42,116 She's half-dead and she's wondering if she'll ever plié again. 215 00:12:42,241 --> 00:12:45,161 Healthy priorities. Let the mocking begin. 216 00:12:47,997 --> 00:12:49,374 I'm sorry. 217 00:12:52,168 --> 00:12:57,006 I treated you for infection before confirming that you had one. 218 00:12:58,091 --> 00:12:59,801 That's why you lost your skin. 219 00:12:59,926 --> 00:13:04,931 I know you're in pain. I know that I caused it. I'm sorry. 220 00:13:06,682 --> 00:13:08,226 Very nice. 221 00:13:12,021 --> 00:13:13,523 Thank you. 222 00:13:19,320 --> 00:13:20,655 Nothing. 223 00:13:29,455 --> 00:13:31,457 Maybe you didn't mean it. 224 00:13:31,582 --> 00:13:33,251 I meant it. 225 00:13:33,376 --> 00:13:34,669 Did you do a liver biopsy to confirm... 226 00:13:34,794 --> 00:13:38,589 FOREMAN: Couldn't. The artificial skin was too thin, she'd bleed out. 227 00:13:38,714 --> 00:13:40,842 Why were you talking to the patient? 228 00:13:40,967 --> 00:13:43,052 I think skinless women are hot. 229 00:13:43,177 --> 00:13:45,221 Do a transjugular liver biopsy. 230 00:13:45,346 --> 00:13:47,515 If she bleeds, at least it stays in her veins. 231 00:13:50,518 --> 00:13:52,979 Did you just check with Wilson again? 232 00:13:53,104 --> 00:13:54,105 No. 233 00:13:59,152 --> 00:14:01,487 I felt nothing. It's MS. 234 00:14:01,612 --> 00:14:03,364 Apologies aren't supposed to make you feel better, 235 00:14:03,489 --> 00:14:04,866 they're supposed to make the other person feel better. 236 00:14:04,991 --> 00:14:06,284 In order to make you feel better. 237 00:14:06,492 --> 00:14:08,369 Fine. You want to do an LP to confirm 238 00:14:08,494 --> 00:14:11,372 or is guilt enough to start filling prescriptions? 239 00:14:15,626 --> 00:14:18,171 Last mass, about a centimeter to your right. 240 00:14:21,257 --> 00:14:22,300 Problem? 241 00:14:22,425 --> 00:14:24,594 Short burst of flutter. We're almost done. 242 00:14:24,719 --> 00:14:26,596 Entering the right hepatic vein. 243 00:14:28,306 --> 00:14:31,058 Cameron kept her dead husband's sperm. 244 00:14:33,644 --> 00:14:35,396 She doesn't like yours? 245 00:14:35,521 --> 00:14:37,482 She likes his better. 246 00:14:38,399 --> 00:14:40,902 Or at least she wants to hang on to it 247 00:14:41,027 --> 00:14:44,363 in case mine is unfaithful or something. 248 00:14:45,698 --> 00:14:47,033 Wow. 249 00:14:50,411 --> 00:14:52,330 Advancing two centimeters. 250 00:14:52,455 --> 00:14:54,415 You gotta let her do it. 251 00:14:54,540 --> 00:14:57,210 If you don't, you'll be stuck with her forever. 252 00:14:57,335 --> 00:14:59,295 I want to be stuck with her forever. 253 00:14:59,420 --> 00:15:03,216 She married a dying guy. She has issues. 254 00:15:03,341 --> 00:15:08,930 You cannot leave her. Ever. For any reason. 255 00:15:09,055 --> 00:15:10,598 Because then you're not just the guy who left her, 256 00:15:10,723 --> 00:15:13,351 you're the guy who killed her kids. 257 00:15:13,726 --> 00:15:15,645 (MACHINE BEEPING RAPIDLY) 258 00:15:15,770 --> 00:15:17,313 That's not a good rhythm. Get out. 259 00:15:17,438 --> 00:15:19,982 Narrow complex tachycardia. She's gonna crash. 260 00:15:25,279 --> 00:15:27,823 TAUB: Liver biopsy was negative for cancer. 261 00:15:27,949 --> 00:15:29,742 But the procedure sent her heart into A-Fib. 262 00:15:29,867 --> 00:15:31,827 We don't know it was the biopsy that caused the heart problem. 263 00:15:31,953 --> 00:15:34,080 Maybe the heart caused the lungs to collapse. 264 00:15:34,205 --> 00:15:35,831 Why is Wilson here? 265 00:15:35,957 --> 00:15:38,042 You were looking for cancer. I thought it'd be helpful if... 266 00:15:38,167 --> 00:15:39,502 - We didn't find cancer. - Yes, 267 00:15:39,627 --> 00:15:41,587 which you reported to me five seconds ago. 268 00:15:41,712 --> 00:15:43,256 I thought I'd let him finish his hols d'oeuvre 269 00:15:43,381 --> 00:15:44,757 before getting the bouncer to take care of him. 270 00:15:45,216 --> 00:15:46,467 Until we can regulate the heart, 271 00:15:46,592 --> 00:15:47,969 we can't get any meaningful pictures, 272 00:15:48,094 --> 00:15:49,053 so we can't tell... 273 00:15:49,262 --> 00:15:50,888 Metoprolol can correct irregular heart. 274 00:15:51,013 --> 00:15:52,765 FOREMAN: Tried it. Didn't work. 275 00:15:52,890 --> 00:15:54,267 Is Cuddy making him oversee... 276 00:15:54,392 --> 00:15:55,685 No. 277 00:15:55,810 --> 00:15:58,688 TAUB: Heart's too irregular for MRI, other scans wouldn't... 278 00:15:58,813 --> 00:16:01,607 Then you're making him oversee your choices. 279 00:16:01,732 --> 00:16:04,944 You don't trust yourself. Why? 280 00:16:08,489 --> 00:16:10,241 Wilson, get out. 281 00:16:10,366 --> 00:16:11,367 Are you sure? 282 00:16:11,492 --> 00:16:13,744 Do I need your approval to throw you out? 283 00:16:20,334 --> 00:16:21,711 You happy now? 284 00:16:22,962 --> 00:16:26,132 There's only one time her heart's going to be perfectly still for our pictures 285 00:16:26,257 --> 00:16:27,550 and that's when she's dead. 286 00:16:28,134 --> 00:16:32,054 If it's not MS, severe mental illness 287 00:16:32,179 --> 00:16:33,889 and Vicodin are all that's left. 288 00:16:35,099 --> 00:16:38,644 Mental illness means you can no longer practice medicine. 289 00:16:38,769 --> 00:16:44,233 Vicodin means detox, which means pain. For the rest of your life. 290 00:16:44,358 --> 00:16:47,153 Which means you can no longer practice medicine. 291 00:16:56,120 --> 00:16:58,706 Are you saying we should kill her? 292 00:16:58,831 --> 00:16:59,832 TAUB: No. 293 00:17:03,127 --> 00:17:06,297 If we stopped her heart, we could get our pictures and then restart it. 294 00:17:06,922 --> 00:17:08,883 What if we can't restart it? 295 00:17:09,008 --> 00:17:10,718 Then she stays dead. 296 00:17:10,843 --> 00:17:13,054 We restart hearts all the time. 297 00:17:13,179 --> 00:17:16,223 It'll take four minutes for us to MRI her entire heart. 298 00:17:16,349 --> 00:17:19,685 And we only have three minutes until there's brain damage. 299 00:17:20,811 --> 00:17:22,980 You sure about this? 300 00:17:23,105 --> 00:17:24,106 Yeah. 301 00:17:26,776 --> 00:17:29,862 Gonna stop her heart so I can MRI it. 302 00:17:29,987 --> 00:17:34,992 I think it was her idea. The pneumonia was her idea, almost killed the patient. 303 00:17:35,117 --> 00:17:36,077 "Her"? 304 00:17:36,202 --> 00:17:37,244 Oops. 305 00:17:39,413 --> 00:17:43,584 Kutner was secretly a woman, that's why he killed himself. 306 00:17:46,170 --> 00:17:47,672 It's Amber. 307 00:17:48,923 --> 00:17:51,926 Your subconscious picked my dead girlfriend? 308 00:17:52,051 --> 00:17:54,011 Yeah, the irrational part of my brain 309 00:17:54,136 --> 00:17:55,179 works like the rational part of yours. 310 00:17:55,304 --> 00:17:56,263 How about that? 311 00:17:56,389 --> 00:17:58,974 It raises questions. 312 00:17:59,100 --> 00:18:00,017 It answers questions. 313 00:18:00,142 --> 00:18:01,227 Who cares? 314 00:18:01,352 --> 00:18:03,729 I've got competing ideas. They can't both be right. 315 00:18:03,854 --> 00:18:06,565 Everybody gets competing ideas. Everybody has doubts. 316 00:18:06,691 --> 00:18:10,277 So is it regular radical, me radical or me-out-of-my-mind radical? 317 00:18:10,403 --> 00:18:12,279 It's on the upper end of you radical. 318 00:18:12,405 --> 00:18:14,448 Do you have any alternative? 319 00:18:14,573 --> 00:18:17,159 Nothing that anyone in my head has come up with. 320 00:18:17,284 --> 00:18:19,578 Then you're as safe as you can be. 321 00:18:19,704 --> 00:18:20,705 Great. 322 00:18:23,082 --> 00:18:26,001 You get the LP results back? 323 00:18:26,127 --> 00:18:27,628 Yeah. 324 00:18:27,753 --> 00:18:29,130 It's a big shock. You don't have MS. 325 00:18:29,255 --> 00:18:32,341 But while I had your blood sample, I checked Vicodin levels. 326 00:18:32,466 --> 00:18:33,551 Way too high. 327 00:18:33,676 --> 00:18:34,885 I need the pills. 328 00:18:35,010 --> 00:18:37,304 Not an argument. He knows that's not an argument. 329 00:18:37,430 --> 00:18:38,806 It could still be schizophrenia. 330 00:18:38,931 --> 00:18:41,434 House, if you're on anti-psych meds, 331 00:18:41,559 --> 00:18:42,810 you're not going to be able to practice... 332 00:18:42,935 --> 00:18:44,103 I know. 333 00:18:44,228 --> 00:18:47,022 You'd prefer electroshock therapy to rehab? 334 00:18:47,148 --> 00:18:49,442 I'd prefer something that could actually work. 335 00:18:49,567 --> 00:18:50,651 You're rationalizing. 336 00:18:50,776 --> 00:18:52,111 No kidding. 337 00:18:52,236 --> 00:18:55,948 I know that you're afraid of the pain, but electroshock... 338 00:18:56,073 --> 00:18:59,994 Don't give me the cancer voice, that overly earnest tone. 339 00:19:00,119 --> 00:19:04,415 Heart attack, stroke, seizure, death or worse. 340 00:19:04,540 --> 00:19:06,167 Worse? Double death? 341 00:19:06,292 --> 00:19:08,544 You live but you damage the only thing you care about: 342 00:19:08,669 --> 00:19:10,296 your rational mind. 343 00:19:17,178 --> 00:19:18,554 I'll make some calls. 344 00:19:24,310 --> 00:19:26,353 I'll actually be dead? 345 00:19:26,479 --> 00:19:29,315 Just your heart. And just for a little while. 346 00:19:29,440 --> 00:19:30,775 Hopefully. 347 00:19:49,794 --> 00:19:51,212 I had an idea. 348 00:19:52,713 --> 00:19:54,048 Stop having ideas. 349 00:19:54,173 --> 00:19:55,424 Insulin shock. 350 00:19:56,425 --> 00:19:59,720 Yes, that's marginally less dangerous than ECT, 351 00:19:59,845 --> 00:20:02,139 - puts you in a coma, could cause... - It could work. 352 00:20:02,264 --> 00:20:04,225 If you had psychosis, which you don't. 353 00:20:04,350 --> 00:20:07,228 I have no diarrhea, no sweating, no vomiting, 354 00:20:07,353 --> 00:20:09,355 none of the symptoms of Vicodin overdose. 355 00:20:09,480 --> 00:20:11,857 Yeah, except the "I see dead people" thing. 356 00:20:11,982 --> 00:20:13,859 I've been popping pills for years. 357 00:20:13,984 --> 00:20:17,154 I've only been seeing things for days. Something changed. 358 00:20:17,279 --> 00:20:19,532 Vicodin addiction is still more likely. 359 00:20:19,657 --> 00:20:21,784 So we're no longer dealing in absolutes. 360 00:20:21,909 --> 00:20:23,494 House, I'll be up in five minutes, 361 00:20:23,619 --> 00:20:26,539 then we can talk about how you'd rather be in a coma than in rehab. 362 00:20:26,664 --> 00:20:31,168 Actually, if you could be up here in two, that'd be really helpful. 363 00:20:31,293 --> 00:20:32,169 Why? 364 00:20:33,420 --> 00:20:36,173 Because I'm about to put myself into insulin shock. 365 00:20:36,632 --> 00:20:37,758 Left atrium is fine. 366 00:20:37,883 --> 00:20:39,593 Left coronary artery also fine. 367 00:20:39,718 --> 00:20:41,387 - We're almost at three minutes. - Keep going. 368 00:20:41,512 --> 00:20:43,138 - Chordae tendineae clear. - Right atrium is fine. 369 00:20:43,264 --> 00:20:44,849 - I gotta start her back up. - We have some time. 370 00:20:44,974 --> 00:20:47,017 - We're over. - Right coronary artery is fine. 371 00:20:47,142 --> 00:20:48,227 The three-minute threshold is a guideline. 372 00:20:48,352 --> 00:20:50,104 She might have less. We have to stop. 373 00:20:50,229 --> 00:20:52,314 What's that by the aorta? 374 00:20:52,439 --> 00:20:53,899 - I don't see anything. - I'm restarting her heart. 375 00:20:54,024 --> 00:20:55,818 That's a shadow! Two centimeters... 376 00:20:59,154 --> 00:21:02,324 You're only scared because you know this is going to work. 377 00:21:13,002 --> 00:21:14,712 We're over three minutes. 378 00:22:03,636 --> 00:22:05,721 I need glucose in here! 379 00:22:26,825 --> 00:22:27,660 (SIGHS) 380 00:22:28,661 --> 00:22:30,287 You could have died. 381 00:22:39,380 --> 00:22:43,425 It worked. Where are my pants? 382 00:22:47,304 --> 00:22:48,138 Are you sure? 383 00:22:48,263 --> 00:22:50,432 She's been everywhere I've been for days. 384 00:22:50,557 --> 00:22:52,393 She's not here. Ergo... 385 00:22:52,726 --> 00:22:54,979 This was not the next rational step. 386 00:22:55,104 --> 00:22:57,147 Now who's being biased? 387 00:22:57,272 --> 00:22:59,650 You wanted me to detox as much as I wanted... 388 00:23:01,527 --> 00:23:02,903 I forgot how to do my zipper. 389 00:23:03,028 --> 00:23:05,072 Any other neurological deficits? 390 00:23:05,197 --> 00:23:09,451 You don't seem to annoy me as much as usual. Not sure that's a deficit. 391 00:23:09,660 --> 00:23:12,496 And I'm all better. 392 00:23:16,291 --> 00:23:18,335 - Is she really gone? - Absolutely. 393 00:23:18,460 --> 00:23:22,131 I can feel myself repressing all kinds of icky things. 394 00:23:22,256 --> 00:23:23,799 I check out, don't I? 395 00:23:26,510 --> 00:23:27,928 (PAGER BEEPING) 396 00:23:29,596 --> 00:23:30,806 Damn. 397 00:23:36,311 --> 00:23:38,564 He didn't see anything. He saw an artifact on the monitor. 398 00:23:38,689 --> 00:23:40,774 It was a shadow on her heart. 399 00:23:40,899 --> 00:23:43,152 She'd already been technically dead for three minutes. 400 00:23:43,277 --> 00:23:47,114 I thought keeping her alive took precedence over prolonging the photo op. 401 00:23:47,239 --> 00:23:48,198 Any brain damage? 402 00:23:48,323 --> 00:23:49,533 No, all tests indicate that... 403 00:23:49,658 --> 00:23:52,703 Obviously you had more time. 404 00:23:52,828 --> 00:23:53,871 Best of luck. 405 00:23:56,457 --> 00:23:59,460 I assume we can't kill her again, take more pictures. 406 00:23:59,585 --> 00:24:00,836 You don't want to check with Wilson? 407 00:24:00,961 --> 00:24:03,672 - Good one. - It's something, a lesion. 408 00:24:03,797 --> 00:24:05,424 Tumor, scar tissue. 409 00:24:05,549 --> 00:24:07,134 Could be an abscess. Infection. 410 00:24:07,259 --> 00:24:08,761 Explains why it's invisible in the blood. 411 00:24:08,886 --> 00:24:11,388 It's doing its damage behind closed doors. Sealed off. 412 00:24:11,513 --> 00:24:13,599 See, the problem with speculation is 413 00:24:13,724 --> 00:24:17,561 you make a "spec" out of you and some guy named "Lation," 414 00:24:17,686 --> 00:24:18,854 which really doesn't affect me at all. 415 00:24:18,979 --> 00:24:21,148 We have to guess. It's all we've got. 416 00:24:21,273 --> 00:24:23,233 We can't do a biopsy. Last time we went into her heart 417 00:24:23,358 --> 00:24:25,319 she had a major cardiac event. 418 00:24:26,070 --> 00:24:28,614 Which just leaves... 419 00:24:34,203 --> 00:24:36,705 What are you looking for? 420 00:24:36,830 --> 00:24:37,664 I don't know yet. 421 00:24:38,540 --> 00:24:44,046 Picture doesn't change. She lies there in pain, he sits there worried. 422 00:24:47,382 --> 00:24:49,134 Nothing changes. 423 00:24:53,263 --> 00:24:57,184 I just had an epiphany. All by myself. 424 00:24:57,309 --> 00:24:58,769 Popped into my head out of nothing. 425 00:24:58,894 --> 00:25:00,229 Care to share? 426 00:25:00,354 --> 00:25:01,480 He's too devoted. 427 00:25:01,605 --> 00:25:04,900 Too devoted? You think he feels guilty? 428 00:25:05,025 --> 00:25:06,110 Right, I'm being cynical. 429 00:25:06,235 --> 00:25:08,487 People can care because they care, and not because they cheated. 430 00:25:08,612 --> 00:25:11,824 Theoretically true, but gonorrhea fits better. 431 00:25:11,949 --> 00:25:13,867 No. No STDs. We tested her. 432 00:25:13,992 --> 00:25:15,244 You tested her blood. 433 00:25:15,369 --> 00:25:16,745 TAUB: That is the test. 434 00:25:16,870 --> 00:25:18,831 That's not where her problem is. 435 00:25:20,040 --> 00:25:22,626 Gonorrhea disseminated to her heart. 436 00:25:22,751 --> 00:25:25,587 If it got walled off in an abscess, it'd be invisible. 437 00:25:25,712 --> 00:25:28,590 And would look like a shadow. 438 00:25:28,715 --> 00:25:31,718 No need to test her again. But we can check Prince Charming. 439 00:25:31,844 --> 00:25:35,097 Once you confirm, cut the abscess out of her heart. 440 00:25:38,517 --> 00:25:41,478 Here are your onion rings, extra well done. 441 00:25:41,603 --> 00:25:42,855 Thank you, Molly. 442 00:25:42,980 --> 00:25:45,315 And another beer when you get a chance. I'm celebrating. 443 00:25:45,440 --> 00:25:47,568 Alone? 444 00:25:47,693 --> 00:25:48,652 Thank goodness. 445 00:25:50,821 --> 00:25:52,531 (CELL PHONE RINGING) 446 00:25:55,784 --> 00:25:57,286 Don't tell me, I was right. 447 00:25:57,411 --> 00:25:59,454 Yep. Boyfriend has gonorrhea. 448 00:25:59,580 --> 00:26:01,165 And everyone's a winner. 449 00:26:01,290 --> 00:26:02,416 He's not too happy about it. 450 00:26:02,541 --> 00:26:05,002 He insists he's never cheated, must have gotten it from her. 451 00:26:05,127 --> 00:26:06,211 Don't think so. 452 00:26:06,336 --> 00:26:07,337 Timing would fit. 453 00:26:07,462 --> 00:26:09,173 He's got no symptoms and she's dying. 454 00:26:09,298 --> 00:26:11,049 Lying would fit, too. 455 00:26:11,175 --> 00:26:13,135 He's not hanging out in her room anymore. 456 00:26:14,636 --> 00:26:17,556 What does it matter? You were right. 457 00:26:17,681 --> 00:26:18,807 We're prepping her for surgery. 458 00:26:22,352 --> 00:26:24,146 I saw guilt in him. 459 00:26:26,523 --> 00:26:31,862 If he's not actually guilty, I wasn't right, I was lucky. 460 00:26:32,571 --> 00:26:36,200 House, you made a brilliant deduction about her heart. 461 00:26:36,325 --> 00:26:38,493 And if I was just lucky... 462 00:26:38,619 --> 00:26:40,287 (AMBER HUMMING) 463 00:26:49,880 --> 00:26:53,592 (SINGING) Enjoy yourself 464 00:26:54,885 --> 00:26:57,971 It's later than you think 465 00:26:59,514 --> 00:27:02,809 Enjoy yourself 466 00:27:04,478 --> 00:27:07,606 While you're still in the pink. 467 00:27:09,316 --> 00:27:12,736 The years g0 by 468 00:27:12,861 --> 00:27:13,820 (LAUGHING) 469 00:27:14,696 --> 00:27:18,283 As quickly as a wink 470 00:27:19,243 --> 00:27:21,453 Enjoy yourself 471 00:27:21,578 --> 00:27:24,373 Wilson, come get me. 472 00:27:24,665 --> 00:27:27,751 It's later than you think 473 00:27:27,876 --> 00:27:29,294 (LAUGHING) 474 00:27:41,139 --> 00:27:43,767 I know a nice facility outside Philly. 475 00:27:44,309 --> 00:27:46,645 I went to undergrad with one of the directors. 476 00:27:48,855 --> 00:27:49,982 Thanks. 477 00:28:04,162 --> 00:28:06,081 How many shirts do I need? 478 00:28:06,206 --> 00:28:09,584 They said three. They have laundry. 479 00:28:09,710 --> 00:28:12,462 Like living with Mom again. Delightful. 480 00:28:12,587 --> 00:28:14,840 (CELL PHONE RINGING) It's probably Foreman. 481 00:28:18,885 --> 00:28:20,178 He's unavailable. 482 00:28:20,304 --> 00:28:21,930 Tell him the infection's made her septic. 483 00:28:22,055 --> 00:28:23,890 We can't remove the abscess until we get her BP up, 484 00:28:24,016 --> 00:28:25,809 and it's not responding to fluids, it's not... 485 00:28:25,934 --> 00:28:27,394 He's off the case. 486 00:28:30,689 --> 00:28:31,815 Patient okay? 487 00:28:31,940 --> 00:28:32,941 Yeah. 488 00:28:33,066 --> 00:28:34,526 He's lyifl9- 489 00:28:43,118 --> 00:28:45,037 Why don't I feel scared? 490 00:28:46,913 --> 00:28:50,042 I'd say you're unaware of what you're feeling at this moment. 491 00:28:51,293 --> 00:28:55,464 I feel like crap, my life is falling apart, but I don't feel scared. 492 00:28:56,256 --> 00:28:58,008 Not of the rehab, anyway. 493 00:28:58,133 --> 00:29:00,969 We've always been able to find a way to cheat. 494 00:29:06,683 --> 00:29:08,060 It won't work. 495 00:29:08,185 --> 00:29:10,062 You want it to work this time. 496 00:29:10,187 --> 00:29:11,730 Do we? 497 00:29:12,064 --> 00:29:15,484 House, it's your only option. 498 00:29:16,276 --> 00:29:18,945 And what do I do if my only option won't work? 499 00:29:20,155 --> 00:29:22,532 You don't give up. 500 00:29:26,787 --> 00:29:29,956 It's either that or electroshock every six hours. 501 00:29:31,541 --> 00:29:32,918 Good night, Wilson. 502 00:29:34,711 --> 00:29:36,004 What if we put her on a heart-lung machine? 503 00:29:36,129 --> 00:29:37,172 She's septic. 504 00:29:37,297 --> 00:29:38,507 We don't need a heart-lung machine. 505 00:29:38,632 --> 00:29:41,134 We need a blood vessel holder-together machine. 506 00:29:41,259 --> 00:29:42,886 FOREMAN: We could try a high-dose dopamine. 507 00:29:43,011 --> 00:29:44,554 It's a vasoconstrictor. 508 00:29:44,679 --> 00:29:46,807 It'll close the blood vessels so she won't bleed out. 509 00:29:46,932 --> 00:29:49,810 Her heart can't take that much dopamine. It'll explode. 510 00:29:49,935 --> 00:29:52,104 FOREMAN: And if we don't use the dopamine, it'll implode. 511 00:29:52,229 --> 00:29:54,439 Is House really done? 512 00:29:54,564 --> 00:29:55,732 Sounded that way. 513 00:29:58,777 --> 00:30:00,487 Dopamine it is. 514 00:30:20,549 --> 00:30:21,842 It's late and I'm tired. 515 00:30:21,967 --> 00:30:24,719 Can we get to the talking part of this conversation? 516 00:30:25,595 --> 00:30:26,888 (SIGHS) 517 00:30:27,514 --> 00:30:29,307 I quit. 518 00:30:29,433 --> 00:30:30,517 Great. 519 00:30:32,853 --> 00:30:35,564 My nanny is off the clock at 7:30. 520 00:30:35,689 --> 00:30:40,068 So your week off, bigger desk, 521 00:30:41,903 --> 00:30:44,781 tighter nurses' uniforms, or whatever 522 00:30:44,906 --> 00:30:47,242 other stupid thing you're about to demand 523 00:30:47,367 --> 00:30:49,202 is gonna have to wait until... 524 00:30:49,327 --> 00:30:51,621 You can go suckle the little bastard child 525 00:30:51,746 --> 00:30:53,874 who makes you feel good about yourself. 526 00:30:55,959 --> 00:30:57,169 Screw you. 527 00:31:02,757 --> 00:31:04,301 Don't do this. 528 00:31:04,426 --> 00:31:05,760 I'm hallucinating. 529 00:31:08,430 --> 00:31:09,890 From the Vicodin? 530 00:31:12,559 --> 00:31:14,186 Ruled out everything else. 531 00:31:21,818 --> 00:31:25,155 We can admit you through the ER 532 00:31:25,280 --> 00:31:27,532 under a pseudonym. No one has to... 533 00:31:27,657 --> 00:31:31,786 I'll cheat, scam, find some way to keep using. 534 00:31:31,912 --> 00:31:33,371 These people know what they're doing. 535 00:31:33,497 --> 00:31:35,207 These people don't know me. 536 00:31:36,666 --> 00:31:37,501 You do. 537 00:31:37,626 --> 00:31:41,630 She's not your keeper. She has no responsibility for you. 538 00:31:45,008 --> 00:31:46,259 I need you. 539 00:31:52,265 --> 00:31:53,808 Let me call my babysitter. 540 00:32:07,989 --> 00:32:09,324 TAUB: Blood pressure is 90 over 60. 541 00:32:09,574 --> 00:32:10,408 We know. 542 00:32:10,534 --> 00:32:13,745 I'm just saying, it's still 90 over 60. It's holding. 543 00:32:13,870 --> 00:32:15,455 Abscess is intact. 544 00:32:15,580 --> 00:32:18,083 Doesn't look like any of the surrounding tissue is affected. 545 00:32:18,208 --> 00:32:19,834 She's gonna be fine. 546 00:32:19,960 --> 00:32:21,002 NURSE: Doctor. 547 00:32:35,058 --> 00:32:36,476 We've got a problem. 548 00:32:39,354 --> 00:32:40,647 (BREATHING HEAVILY) 549 00:32:44,276 --> 00:32:46,987 Lie down. I'll get you some tea. 550 00:32:48,863 --> 00:32:51,408 Yeah, then I'll be better. 551 00:33:00,250 --> 00:33:03,878 You really think she hasn't searched this place for your secret stash? 552 00:33:08,300 --> 00:33:13,305 I already did this room, and the bathroom and your bedroom. 553 00:33:15,181 --> 00:33:17,976 Where should I look in the kitchen? 554 00:33:20,061 --> 00:33:23,398 Coffee cup. In the top shelf. 555 00:33:23,523 --> 00:33:26,526 That was a test. I already did the kitchen. 556 00:33:26,651 --> 00:33:30,322 Nicely played. She'll think you've come clean, given her everything. 557 00:33:32,532 --> 00:33:33,742 There's more. 558 00:33:33,867 --> 00:33:37,329 Don't. You're hurting already. It'll only get worse. 559 00:33:38,204 --> 00:33:40,081 House, you should tell me where it is now, 560 00:33:40,206 --> 00:33:43,877 because you won't have the will to tell me in two hours. 561 00:33:48,673 --> 00:33:50,884 In my shoes. In the closet. 562 00:33:52,552 --> 00:33:55,764 It's like I don't even know who you are anymore. 563 00:34:02,771 --> 00:34:03,938 (GRUNTING) 564 00:34:04,606 --> 00:34:07,233 It's okay. Hold my hand. 565 00:34:27,837 --> 00:34:29,339 Am I Okay? 566 00:34:29,839 --> 00:34:33,301 We were able to successfully remove the abscess from your heart. 567 00:34:33,426 --> 00:34:34,928 But the dopamine caused the blood vessels 568 00:34:35,053 --> 00:34:37,722 in your hands and feet to clamp shut. 569 00:34:38,348 --> 00:34:42,644 We need to amputate or the gangrene will spread, and you'll die. 570 00:34:43,186 --> 00:34:44,270 (CLEARS THROAT) 571 00:34:44,729 --> 00:34:46,523 My feet? 572 00:34:46,648 --> 00:34:49,901 And your hands. I'm sorry. 573 00:34:53,238 --> 00:34:55,907 No. I'm a dancer. 574 00:34:56,032 --> 00:34:58,868 The tissue can't be saved. 575 00:34:58,993 --> 00:34:59,994 No. 576 00:35:06,376 --> 00:35:08,044 TAUB: We know what House would do. 577 00:35:08,169 --> 00:35:10,547 CHASE: House would have never woken her up to ask for consent. 578 00:35:10,672 --> 00:35:12,424 If you can't live with the answer, don't ask the question. 579 00:35:12,549 --> 00:35:14,426 You're saying we should accept her decision? 580 00:35:14,551 --> 00:35:16,386 Bold idea, I know. 581 00:35:16,511 --> 00:35:18,388 Maybe we can get the boyfriend to convince her to do it. 582 00:35:18,513 --> 00:35:20,974 Yeah, boyfriends get everything they want. 583 00:35:22,392 --> 00:35:25,603 Forget it. The boyfriend doesn't want to talk to her at all. 584 00:35:26,813 --> 00:35:27,814 TAUB: Where are you going? 585 00:35:27,939 --> 00:35:29,357 Home. The case is over. 586 00:35:29,482 --> 00:35:31,526 No, it's not. Not until we come up 587 00:35:31,651 --> 00:35:33,778 with something that might work. 588 00:35:33,903 --> 00:35:35,780 It's a shame that she might die 589 00:35:35,905 --> 00:35:38,533 because House has some personal crap to work through. 590 00:35:38,658 --> 00:35:40,368 Technically, if she dies, 591 00:35:40,493 --> 00:35:42,370 it's because House has some personal crap to work through 592 00:35:42,495 --> 00:35:45,749 and we weren't smart enough to get the answer without him. 593 00:36:02,348 --> 00:36:04,309 False alarm. 594 00:36:04,434 --> 00:36:06,102 Drink this. 595 00:36:06,227 --> 00:36:08,480 That's your advice? Drink this? 596 00:36:09,314 --> 00:36:12,358 It's ginger. It'll ease the nausea. 597 00:36:12,484 --> 00:36:14,444 You know what would calm the nausea? 598 00:36:14,569 --> 00:36:19,407 Vicodin. Marijuana. A coma. 599 00:36:22,202 --> 00:36:24,287 Don't pretend you didn't see it. 600 00:36:24,412 --> 00:36:26,581 I saw it, which means you saw it. 601 00:36:27,457 --> 00:36:29,125 Send her away. 602 00:36:35,298 --> 00:36:38,968 Too bitter. I already have enough bitter. 603 00:36:39,093 --> 00:36:40,178 I'll add some honey. 604 00:36:47,310 --> 00:36:49,229 You're pathetic. 605 00:36:49,354 --> 00:36:51,606 If you want the pill, just send her home. 606 00:36:52,315 --> 00:36:56,194 But you can't, because that would be admitting defeat to her. 607 00:37:10,583 --> 00:37:12,418 Now this is interesting. 608 00:37:12,544 --> 00:37:15,380 If you take the pill, you don't deserve her. 609 00:37:15,505 --> 00:37:19,884 If you secretly take the pill, you don't deserve anyone. 610 00:37:25,223 --> 00:37:26,975 No! 611 00:37:27,100 --> 00:37:31,396 No. No! 612 00:37:51,666 --> 00:37:53,042 This isn't going to work. 613 00:37:53,251 --> 00:37:56,129 It might work. That's all we're going for. 614 00:37:56,254 --> 00:37:57,213 Vasodilators can... 615 00:37:57,338 --> 00:38:00,008 Big jump from reopening to reanimating. 616 00:38:00,425 --> 00:38:02,135 I'm out of the ulnar. 617 00:38:03,303 --> 00:38:05,889 Not seeing any clearing. This won't work. 618 00:38:06,014 --> 00:38:08,057 This probably won't work. 619 00:38:08,182 --> 00:38:09,225 Radial artery's really tight. 620 00:38:09,350 --> 00:38:12,312 Don't go too fast. If it clots, she loses the hand. 621 00:38:12,437 --> 00:38:14,731 If it clots, she's dead. 622 00:38:19,360 --> 00:38:20,695 I can't believe it. 623 00:38:20,820 --> 00:38:21,988 What? 624 00:38:23,615 --> 00:38:25,950 It might be working. 625 00:38:39,964 --> 00:38:41,507 Can you stop? 626 00:38:42,717 --> 00:38:44,427 The breathing. 627 00:38:46,471 --> 00:38:48,765 Air goes in, air goes out. 628 00:38:48,890 --> 00:38:50,391 Use your nose. 629 00:38:51,351 --> 00:38:55,021 You're supposed to feel like crap. You're doing great. 630 00:38:57,398 --> 00:39:00,401 - And after? - You come back to work. 631 00:39:01,986 --> 00:39:03,613 What if I can't? 632 00:39:07,200 --> 00:39:09,202 Opioid dependency can make you think 633 00:39:09,327 --> 00:39:11,412 you have more pain than you really have. 634 00:39:13,081 --> 00:39:14,707 You're going to be okay. 635 00:39:14,832 --> 00:39:17,418 You're telling me what I want to hear, with no evidence. 636 00:39:17,543 --> 00:39:19,504 I'm telling you what I believe to be the truth. 637 00:39:19,629 --> 00:39:20,755 With no evidence. 638 00:39:20,880 --> 00:39:23,174 You're hardly the most unbiased observer. 639 00:39:23,299 --> 00:39:24,467 Neither are you. 640 00:39:26,386 --> 00:39:28,471 I'm your hospital's biggest asset. 641 00:39:31,975 --> 00:39:33,893 Is that why you think I'm here? 642 00:39:34,310 --> 00:39:36,187 That's why you're here, that's why you're lying to me about... 643 00:39:36,312 --> 00:39:39,691 I haven't lied to you in 20 years. 644 00:39:39,816 --> 00:39:40,858 Sure you have. 645 00:39:44,904 --> 00:39:46,155 Which means that you just said that 646 00:39:46,280 --> 00:39:49,534 because you want to tell me what you lied to me about 20 years ago. 647 00:39:51,619 --> 00:39:53,788 You're an ass. 648 00:39:53,913 --> 00:39:55,164 Am I wrong? 649 00:39:58,501 --> 00:40:00,670 I wasn't in your endocrinology class. 650 00:40:03,756 --> 00:40:05,633 You sat next to me. I cheated off you in the mid-term. 651 00:40:05,758 --> 00:40:07,927 I audited your endocrinology class. 652 00:40:09,929 --> 00:40:11,431 Why would you... 653 00:40:11,556 --> 00:40:16,811 Because I thought you were an interesting lunatic even then. 654 00:40:20,314 --> 00:40:22,942 I'm not here protecting hospital property. 655 00:40:34,370 --> 00:40:35,830 We're alone. 656 00:40:38,833 --> 00:40:40,460 We've been alone all night. 657 00:40:42,378 --> 00:40:43,963 No, I mean Amber. 658 00:40:46,466 --> 00:40:47,633 She's gone. 659 00:41:06,736 --> 00:41:09,030 Where's Jeremy? 660 00:41:09,155 --> 00:41:10,156 He left. 661 00:41:15,369 --> 00:41:16,537 You Okay? 662 00:41:29,926 --> 00:41:32,095 The surgery worked. 663 00:41:32,220 --> 00:41:33,387 Congratulations. 664 00:41:38,351 --> 00:41:40,144 I can't do it. 665 00:41:43,773 --> 00:41:46,484 You have doubts. 666 00:41:46,609 --> 00:41:47,819 You don't? 667 00:41:49,153 --> 00:41:50,446 No. 668 00:41:52,990 --> 00:41:54,534 That's 669 00:41:57,245 --> 00:41:58,538 naive. 670 00:41:59,330 --> 00:42:02,834 I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I love you. 671 00:42:02,959 --> 00:42:04,460 That's how I feel right now, 672 00:42:04,585 --> 00:42:09,549 but I don't know. 673 00:42:13,010 --> 00:42:15,012 I'll wait until you do. 674 00:42:17,807 --> 00:42:22,478 I can't know. No one knows. 675 00:42:25,231 --> 00:42:26,190 I do. 676 00:42:34,782 --> 00:42:38,703 I'll see you in later? I have some papers to push for you. 677 00:42:41,998 --> 00:42:43,499 Thank you. 678 00:42:47,837 --> 00:42:49,422 You want to kiss me, don't you? 679 00:42:52,508 --> 00:42:53,885 I always want to kiss you.