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(BREATHING HEAVILY)
2
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(PEOPLE SNIFFLING)
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(STABILIZED MONITOR BEEP)
4
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CHARLOTTE: Bye.
5
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I want to be
alone with my wife.
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I'm a selfish SOB.
7
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I never got you to Rio.
8
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There was always
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one more problem
at the stores.
10
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You deserved
better than that.
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I love you.
12
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I always have.
13
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I'm ready.
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CHARLOTTE: It's okay.
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(SNIFFLING)
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I know...
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(GASPING)
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(wmzeznqe)
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(GASPING)
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(GRUNTING)
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(WEAKLY) Somebody
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help her.
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Help her!
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Fifty-four-year-old woman with acute
respiratory failure.
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No anaphylaxis, lung issues
or tracheal lesions.
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Tox screen was clean for coke
and amphetamines.
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I will give you 30 reasons, one for each
pound that caused the apnea,
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which inflamed
the epiglottis.
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Why's our rainbow coalition
missing Brown and Bi?
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Thirteen's with the patient,
and Kutner's dog's sick.
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He should be in
by lunch.
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No apnea because no sleeping problems
when she's sleeping.
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She's spent
the last six months
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caring for her husband who's dying
of heart failure.
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Reason 31, whatever whacked
the husband's heart
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is also
whacking her airway.
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And, oh, good, I thought maybe Kutner
was home nursing the rib you broke
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when you elbowed your way
in for credit on the last patient.
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I contributed. And the patient's illness
wasn't caused by her husband,
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unless lung cancer
is contagious.
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Interesting.
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Not about the patient,
that was kind of dull.
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I thought maybe you were lying
to cover for Kutner, which sounds noble,
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except you're doing it
out of guilt, instead of love.
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She visited her sister
in Hawaii about six months ago,
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just before
her husband got sick.
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Could've picked up
melioidosis from one of the islands.
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Would have jumped
to the husband,
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finished off him
and his lame immune system.
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TAUB: No tumors,
no drugs, no bacteria...
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Leaves viral.
Varicella zoster.
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Start her on IV fluids
and acyclovir.
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Can't. She's demanding
to be released
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so she can get
home to her husband.
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How sweet.
They can die together,
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instead of separately,
40 years apart.
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She claims he got stronger
as soon as she stopped breathing.
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The mind
can heal the body.
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Seeing his wife in distress might have
actually slowed down his death.
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Or he just had
an adrenaline surge
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when he saw his chance
to hit the singles market.
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- Send her home.
- We don't need to.
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I had an idea,
all by myself.
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CHARLOTTE: Eddie?
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Found him loitering
in the lobby.
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You're still with me.
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Where the hell else
am I gonna go?
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TAUB: And now,
with your permission,
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we'd like to try
to make you better.
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KATHERINE: The pageant starts in
an hour. You have to do something.
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There's something wrong
inside her head.
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It's like she has no idea
what's going on around her.
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I thought she was just
flirting with me.
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I could fix it,
but it's gonna cost you $3.75.
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Well, I'm not
just gonna give you my coffee.
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Think of it
as Costa Rican sober juice.
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She's drunk?
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That little minty scent
hiding beneath the rose petal perfume,
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00:05:07,829 --> 00:05:09,664
and the cherry blossom
moisturizer,
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and the morning dew
hairspray...
81
00:05:12,751 --> 00:05:14,711
You sneak into
Mommy's bathroom
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and gulp some
of her mouthwash?
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Gotta be perfect.
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You spit it out?
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Mommy doesn't.
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Treatment worked.
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Charlotte's breathing's back to normal.
She's being discharged.
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She can resume her vigil over her
husband. He's started fading again.
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Win some, lose some.
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And, strictly speaking,
since he's not my patient, win some.
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Oh, look at the time.
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It's half past Taub
was lying about Kutner.
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He probably went to
a comic book fest,
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spent the night at some
Wonder Woman's lair. I'm sure he'll...
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Find out what,
or who, he's doing.
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Either way, Cuddy's gonna want me to
write it under "Reason for Termination."
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(PAGER BEEPING)
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- Is that Kutner?
- Charlotte.
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O2 sat and S-T are normal.
It's not her airway.
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(CHARLOTTE GASPING)
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You're okay.
102
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Yeah, don't worry about me,
she's in pain.
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Pulse is rapid and regular,
no fluid in her lungs.
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What's happening?
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I don't know.
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(KNOCKING)
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Kutner.
It's Foreman and 13.
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Where are you going?
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House didn't ask us
to find out where he wasn't.
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If you wanna climb
a fifth-floor fire escape...
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(KEYS RATTLING)
This might be faster.
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Kutner!
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Man-boy heaven.
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Surprised
he ever leaves.
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There's nothing on his calendar.
His pager's still here.
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Oh, God.
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(DIALING)
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00:07:01,693 --> 00:07:04,779
Need an ambulance
at 410 Willis, apartment 5C.
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Twenty-eight-year-old male, single
gunshot wound to the right temple.
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THIRTEEN:
No pulse.
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00:07:08,867 --> 00:07:11,119
FOREMAN: Alert Princeton-Plainsboro,
have a trauma unit ready.
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(THIRTEEN PANTING)
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His pupils are dilated,
his head's swollen.
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Still no pulse.
Come on, Kutner!
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Let me try.
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(FOREMAN PANTING)
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He's cold.
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(PANTING)
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Eric.
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(SIRENS APPROACHING)
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He didn't say anything
to any of you?
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Family problems? Bad relationship?
Financial pressures?
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His parents were shot
right in front of him.
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Parents are
ancient history.
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Not to someone
who actually cares.
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He didn't slit his wrists and peacefully
drift away, he shot himself.
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He didn't leave a note,
that means panic.
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Which could've been pre-empted if
the idiots who worked alongside him
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for 80 hours a week
had seen this coming.
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You're blaming us?
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I'm just trying
to figure it out.
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We would've helped him
if he'd reached out to us. He didn't.
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We should've
picked up on something.
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This isn't our fault.
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Something like 25%
of suicidal people
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show no outward signs
of depression.
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No, 25% of suicidal people
have friends
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who didn't notice anything
and don't want to feel guilty.
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00:09:05,525 --> 00:09:09,154
Killing yourself
also kills all other options.
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00:09:09,279 --> 00:09:11,573
Makes Kutner an idiot.
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00:09:11,698 --> 00:09:14,534
So pity, yes,
but guilt, no.
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00:09:14,659 --> 00:09:16,536
If that's what
you want to tell yourself.
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We still have a patient.
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00:09:18,621 --> 00:09:22,667
Actually, two. One worsening,
one who should be worsening.
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00:09:22,792 --> 00:09:25,461
You can't be in denial
about Kutner and the husband.
156
00:09:25,587 --> 00:09:28,548
It is possible Eddie's body
is willing itself to live.
157
00:09:28,673 --> 00:09:30,425
Well, call the tabloids.
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Tell them you just witnessed the miracle
of slightly increased kidney function.
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00:09:35,680 --> 00:09:39,309
Maybe we should pass this file off
to another doctor.
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00:09:39,434 --> 00:09:42,437
And the next one, too?
And the one after that?
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How many files till it's okay
that Kutner's dead?
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00:09:51,321 --> 00:09:54,490
Cardiac enzymes means
she didn't have a heart attack.
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00:09:54,616 --> 00:09:57,660
No vision problems means
no mitochondrial disease.
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00:09:57,785 --> 00:09:59,954
Could be
a metabolic disorder. Acidosis.
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00:10:00,121 --> 00:10:01,456
THIRTEEN:
Blood pH was normal.
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00:10:01,581 --> 00:10:04,667
Polyserositis would inflame
the membranes near her epiglottis
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00:10:04,792 --> 00:10:08,087
and the heart's pericardium,
causing the chest pain.
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00:10:08,755 --> 00:10:10,048
I'm sorry.
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00:10:11,382 --> 00:10:14,844
I've hired a grief counselor,
who I'm sure none of you will see.
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00:10:14,969 --> 00:10:17,430
And I'm offering time off,
which I'm sure none of you will take.
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00:10:17,555 --> 00:10:19,557
But just know
it's available.
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00:10:24,270 --> 00:10:27,398
Polyserositis fits.
Start her on indomethacin.
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00:10:32,362 --> 00:10:34,072
CUDDY: If you'd rather
not deal with this case...
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00:10:34,197 --> 00:10:38,284
I'm fine, despite
what Wilson will say.
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00:10:38,409 --> 00:10:39,661
He hasn't come to you?
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00:10:39,786 --> 00:10:41,996
Pretty sure he has Mahjong
Tuesday mornings.
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00:10:42,121 --> 00:10:44,499
I assume he thinks that I will work
through this better
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00:10:44,624 --> 00:10:48,378
if I don't have to keep
flicking his wings off my shoulder.
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00:10:51,422 --> 00:10:52,548
You didn't even
have an inkling?
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00:10:52,674 --> 00:10:56,594
I know his fantasy football team
cratered, figured he'd gotten over it.
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00:10:59,013 --> 00:11:00,265
Well...
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00:11:05,061 --> 00:11:06,479
Sorry for your loss.
183
00:11:07,814 --> 00:11:10,275
Thanks.
It's not my loss.
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00:11:10,900 --> 00:11:12,902
Then I'm sorry
you don't think it is.
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00:11:22,036 --> 00:11:24,956
Patient's membranes
aren't going to heal themselves.
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00:11:25,540 --> 00:11:27,250
Taub went
to run the treatment.
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00:11:27,667 --> 00:11:30,503
We'd like to go
see Kutner's parents.
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00:11:33,298 --> 00:11:34,590
I'll join you.
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00:11:42,724 --> 00:11:46,394
Polyserositis damages the protective
covering around tissue and organs.
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00:11:46,519 --> 00:11:48,646
The indomethacin is simply
an anti-inflammatory,
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00:11:48,771 --> 00:11:50,064
but it should fix it.
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00:11:50,189 --> 00:11:52,066
Just make
the pain stop.
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Charlotte.
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00:11:57,697 --> 00:11:58,865
Close your eyes.
195
00:12:00,908 --> 00:12:02,201
Now.
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00:12:03,828 --> 00:12:07,915
Pretend you finally
made it down to Rio.
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00:12:08,666 --> 00:12:10,710
You're on the balcony of
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00:12:11,586 --> 00:12:12,754
(CHUCKLES)
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00:12:13,588 --> 00:12:15,798
some fancy hotel.
200
00:12:17,592 --> 00:12:19,510
You never talk like this.
201
00:12:19,635 --> 00:12:23,264
Yeah, just shut up
and let me do this.
202
00:12:23,389 --> 00:12:26,976
And you're on that balcony,
and you are watching the Mardi Gras.
203
00:12:27,185 --> 00:12:29,187
It's called Carnival.
204
00:12:31,356 --> 00:12:33,816
And I don't want
to go without you.
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00:12:35,568 --> 00:12:36,736
I want you to.
206
00:12:38,488 --> 00:12:41,783
And I want it to be everything
you've ever dreamed of.
207
00:12:43,159 --> 00:12:47,330
Sorry to interrupt,
but I'd like to run one more test.
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00:12:48,206 --> 00:12:49,582
On you.
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00:12:53,461 --> 00:12:56,631
JULIA: This is the
first day we got him. He was six.
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00:12:57,840 --> 00:12:59,801
Sweetest little boy
you ever met.
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00:13:01,260 --> 00:13:02,845
FOREMAN:
Must have been scary,
212
00:13:03,805 --> 00:13:07,141
going through a trauma, and then
being handed off to a new family.
213
00:13:07,433 --> 00:13:10,645
We kept telling him
to call us Richard and Julia,
214
00:13:10,978 --> 00:13:12,980
but it was always
Mr. and Mrs. Kutner.
215
00:13:14,273 --> 00:13:17,735
Then, on his ninth birthday,
we gave him a chemistry set.
216
00:13:18,820 --> 00:13:21,155
(CHUCKLES) Lawrence always loved
blowing things up.
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00:13:22,740 --> 00:13:26,702
And he said, "Thanks, Mom.
Thanks, Dad."
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00:13:27,912 --> 00:13:29,705
That's who we were
from then on.
219
00:13:33,084 --> 00:13:36,295
He was pretty special.
We were lucky to have him.
220
00:13:38,464 --> 00:13:40,675
You spent the most time
with him.
221
00:13:41,592 --> 00:13:44,345
He spoke so highly
of all of you.
222
00:13:45,680 --> 00:13:47,265
Do you have any idea...
223
00:13:48,558 --> 00:13:49,934
I wish we did.
224
00:13:50,977 --> 00:13:51,811
We all...
225
00:13:51,936 --> 00:13:53,729
HOUSE: It was his name.
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00:13:54,730 --> 00:13:58,276
He was conflicted.
Didn't know where he fit in.
227
00:13:59,110 --> 00:14:02,447
Being ripped out of his world
and stuck into yours.
228
00:14:02,780 --> 00:14:05,199
We encouraged him
to hold on to his heritage.
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00:14:05,324 --> 00:14:07,785
HOUSE: It's hard
to still be Lawrence Choudhary
230
00:14:07,952 --> 00:14:09,912
when everyone sees you
as Lawrence Kutner.
231
00:14:10,037 --> 00:14:12,498
It was his idea
to take our name.
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00:14:12,623 --> 00:14:14,459
- You should have said no.
- House.
233
00:14:14,584 --> 00:14:17,879
All his Anglo name gave him was the
illusion that he was someone he wasn't.
234
00:14:18,004 --> 00:14:20,214
You were being emotional,
not rational.
235
00:14:20,548 --> 00:14:21,716
You didn't understand him.
236
00:14:21,966 --> 00:14:24,302
We loved that boy,
you son of a bitch.
237
00:14:24,427 --> 00:14:27,305
You wanted to make him happy
by shutting out his pain.
238
00:14:27,430 --> 00:14:30,349
When he looked happy, you assumed
the pain had gone,
239
00:14:30,475 --> 00:14:32,685
but it just
got buried deeper,
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00:14:33,102 --> 00:14:36,397
leaving him tormented about who he was,
until finally he put a bullet...
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00:14:36,522 --> 00:14:37,482
House.
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00:14:39,233 --> 00:14:40,902
Go back
to the hospital.
243
00:15:02,423 --> 00:15:03,925
I'm sorry
about your son.
244
00:15:16,562 --> 00:15:20,608
Indomethacin had no effect, she's still
in pain. Rules out polyserositis.
245
00:15:20,733 --> 00:15:22,235
I ran a hormone panel
on Eddie.
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00:15:22,360 --> 00:15:23,986
His prolactin's
above normal.
247
00:15:24,111 --> 00:15:25,696
Means
he's actually improving.
248
00:15:27,406 --> 00:15:29,909
Body chemistry changes
for all sorts of reasons.
249
00:15:30,034 --> 00:15:31,744
Stress, fear,
why not love?
250
00:15:31,869 --> 00:15:34,747
Maybe he's going into
some sort of remission.
251
00:15:34,872 --> 00:15:38,000
You haven't asked if I learned anything
relevant from the Kutners.
252
00:15:38,167 --> 00:15:39,919
If you had, I'm sure
you'd have mentioned it.
253
00:15:40,044 --> 00:15:42,713
Or you're just afraid
there is something relevant,
254
00:15:42,838 --> 00:15:45,132
which would mean
you could have saved him.
255
00:15:45,258 --> 00:15:47,385
I don't buy that suicide
is always a cry for help.
256
00:15:47,510 --> 00:15:49,595
Sometimes you just
don't want help.
257
00:15:51,347 --> 00:15:52,640
Good thing
you got some,
258
00:15:54,725 --> 00:15:57,395
or you'd have tried again
and gotten it right.
259
00:15:59,188 --> 00:16:01,190
She doesn't have
Wegener's.
260
00:16:02,483 --> 00:16:04,110
Kidney function's normal.
261
00:16:04,235 --> 00:16:07,238
It's not byssinosis,
it's not mitral valve stenosis.
262
00:16:07,363 --> 00:16:08,823
Nothing fits.
263
00:16:09,699 --> 00:16:12,243
If it doesn't fit
any diagnosis,
264
00:16:12,368 --> 00:16:14,537
that just leaves
one diagnosis.
265
00:16:20,334 --> 00:16:21,627
I'm Dr. House.
266
00:16:21,752 --> 00:16:24,297
You have hypertrophic
cardiomyopathy.
267
00:16:24,422 --> 00:16:26,215
His heart is too weak,
yours is too strong.
268
00:16:26,340 --> 00:16:27,717
Good news is
it's fixable.
269
00:16:27,842 --> 00:16:30,678
We induce a massive heart attack
and kill off the extra muscle.
270
00:16:30,803 --> 00:16:32,388
You want to give me
a heart attack?
271
00:16:32,513 --> 00:16:34,640
It's only dangerous if your heart
is normal-sized.
272
00:16:34,765 --> 00:16:36,642
- But since all the...
- Are you serious?
273
00:16:37,685 --> 00:16:38,894
No.
274
00:16:39,687 --> 00:16:42,273
This is actually very annoying,
and I'm getting really bored
275
00:16:42,398 --> 00:16:44,066
of lying to patients
to scare them
276
00:16:44,191 --> 00:16:46,444
into telling me the truth.
She's faking.
277
00:16:46,902 --> 00:16:48,529
And, yes,
if she keeps faking,
278
00:16:48,654 --> 00:16:50,865
I'm going to eventually do something
that will kill her.
279
00:16:50,990 --> 00:16:54,201
How could she be...
The windpipe thing?
280
00:16:54,327 --> 00:16:56,370
That was real.
The treatment made her better.
281
00:16:56,495 --> 00:16:58,372
But good for her was bad for you,
which was bad for her,
282
00:16:58,497 --> 00:17:00,666
so she made herself bad.
It's all so simple.
283
00:17:00,791 --> 00:17:04,587
She figured that the sicker she was,
the longer you'd hang on.
284
00:17:06,339 --> 00:17:07,548
Charlotte?
285
00:17:13,262 --> 00:17:15,389
We haven't been
this close for years.
286
00:17:15,514 --> 00:17:17,558
I wanted to
hang on to that.
287
00:17:18,559 --> 00:17:19,810
(EXCLAIMS)
288
00:17:19,935 --> 00:17:21,145
HOUSE: Oh, please.
289
00:17:21,729 --> 00:17:23,022
People hate reruns.
290
00:17:23,147 --> 00:17:25,358
It's my leg.
I swear, this is real.
291
00:17:25,483 --> 00:17:28,611
Do you pinky swear or you just
plain swear, because...
292
00:17:29,111 --> 00:17:30,571
How can she fake that?
293
00:17:34,283 --> 00:17:35,576
She can't.
294
00:17:35,743 --> 00:17:37,328
(CHARLOTTE GROANING)
295
00:17:40,665 --> 00:17:45,544
So, what can shred an epiglottis
and make muscle disappear?
296
00:17:46,712 --> 00:17:48,547
Mr. and Mrs. Kutner.
297
00:17:49,548 --> 00:17:51,634
They caused Kutner's death,
why not Charlotte's?
298
00:17:51,759 --> 00:17:55,554
Mourning period's over.
Foreman's sense of irony is back.
299
00:17:55,680 --> 00:17:57,765
I was wrong
about the ethnic reason.
300
00:17:58,516 --> 00:18:00,768
Step one,
change your name back.
301
00:18:00,893 --> 00:18:04,063
Step two,
if step one fails, move to Bangalore.
302
00:18:04,271 --> 00:18:08,109
Step 14,
if step 13 doesn't work, kill yourself.
303
00:18:08,234 --> 00:18:10,444
So, what now? You gonna insult your way
through his rolodex
304
00:18:10,569 --> 00:18:11,821
till you find someone
with an answer?
305
00:18:11,946 --> 00:18:15,366
I've been polite to the friends I've
called, all of whom were useless.
306
00:18:15,491 --> 00:18:18,327
They weren't useless, they just didn't
know anything more than we did.
307
00:18:18,452 --> 00:18:19,412
Tomato, tomato.
308
00:18:19,537 --> 00:18:22,748
MS. Weakens myelin sheath,
compromises nerve conduction.
309
00:18:22,873 --> 00:18:25,918
I'm talking about Charlotte,
the one who's still alive.
310
00:18:26,043 --> 00:18:29,213
You two,
stick her in an MRI, confirm MS,
311
00:18:29,338 --> 00:18:31,090
and you,
run the echo on Eddie
312
00:18:31,215 --> 00:18:32,591
that you're planning
to do behind my back
313
00:18:32,717 --> 00:18:34,468
to see if
his heart's improving.
314
00:18:38,055 --> 00:18:40,349
Did you let me
hire a pervert?
315
00:18:40,474 --> 00:18:42,435
Well, it'd be hypocritical
of me not to.
316
00:18:42,560 --> 00:18:45,604
Kutner's police background check
from when he started.
317
00:18:45,730 --> 00:18:47,690
He was charged with
indecent exposure.
318
00:18:47,815 --> 00:18:50,359
Kutner streaked at the Penn-Dartmouth
football game.
319
00:18:50,484 --> 00:18:53,529
Precisely the kind of thing
you'd expect him to do.
320
00:18:53,654 --> 00:18:55,072
It's okay.
321
00:18:55,823 --> 00:18:57,158
You should be upset.
322
00:18:57,283 --> 00:18:59,994
He thought like you,
pushed boundaries like you.
323
00:19:00,119 --> 00:19:01,912
If he thought like me,
324
00:19:02,037 --> 00:19:03,706
he'd have known that
living in misery
325
00:19:03,831 --> 00:19:06,250
sucks marginally less
than dying in it.
326
00:19:10,463 --> 00:19:12,715
Just a few more minutes,
then we'll get you back to Eddie.
327
00:19:14,383 --> 00:19:16,969
What's it like,
30 years with the same man?
328
00:19:17,803 --> 00:19:21,807
Great for me,
good for him, I hope.
329
00:19:23,142 --> 00:19:25,186
What, you don't think
he loves you?
330
00:19:25,311 --> 00:19:27,563
I think he always
loved me, in his way.
331
00:19:27,688 --> 00:19:30,399
(ON SPEAKER) Just notin a "spend time
with me"or "show emotion"
332
00:19:30,524 --> 00:19:33,903
or "any affection
for me" sort of way.
333
00:19:35,696 --> 00:19:37,114
Why did you stay?
334
00:19:38,324 --> 00:19:42,328
I didn't need him to feel about me
the way I did about him.
335
00:19:43,329 --> 00:19:47,082
(FAINTLY) Love doesn't...
336
00:19:47,541 --> 00:19:48,667
Charlotte?
337
00:19:48,793 --> 00:19:50,544
(MACHINE BEEPING)
338
00:19:53,506 --> 00:19:56,342
I've heard stories
of cancer patients
339
00:19:56,467 --> 00:20:00,095
going into
spontaneous remission.
340
00:20:00,429 --> 00:20:02,515
You think this might be
that sort of thing?
341
00:20:02,640 --> 00:20:04,391
It's unlikely,
but you never know.
342
00:20:04,517 --> 00:20:08,062
If I just had a little more time
to be with Charlotte.
343
00:20:08,187 --> 00:20:09,522
Try and do better by her.
344
00:20:10,356 --> 00:20:11,649
Yeah, maybe.
345
00:20:12,775 --> 00:20:14,485
You don't think
I mean it.
346
00:20:15,402 --> 00:20:16,904
I think you mean it now.
347
00:20:17,029 --> 00:20:19,907
I think it's much easier to mean it
than to do anything about it.
348
00:20:20,032 --> 00:20:21,242
(LAUGHS)
349
00:20:21,575 --> 00:20:22,952
(HEART BEATING)
350
00:20:28,999 --> 00:20:31,752
Chamber walls
are barely moving. I'm sorry.
351
00:20:36,507 --> 00:20:38,133
(DOOR OPENING)
352
00:20:47,935 --> 00:20:49,395
He needs a friend.
353
00:20:50,312 --> 00:20:53,732
I can't deal with this
and House.
354
00:20:53,858 --> 00:20:55,526
You need a friend, too.
355
00:20:55,651 --> 00:20:57,570
You couldn't give
a crap what I need,
356
00:20:57,695 --> 00:21:00,447
you just want someone
to take care of him.
357
00:21:06,245 --> 00:21:08,455
He told Kutner's parents
it was their fault.
358
00:21:13,669 --> 00:21:14,920
(DOOR CLOSES)
359
00:21:15,129 --> 00:21:17,506
CHASE: Ruptured spleen.
Means it's not MS.
360
00:21:19,300 --> 00:21:20,593
What are you doing here?
361
00:21:20,718 --> 00:21:21,969
Waiting for you to fix herspleen,
362
00:21:22,094 --> 00:21:24,513
so we can biopsy it
for rheumatoid arthritis.
363
00:21:24,638 --> 00:21:25,931
I'll do it. Go home.
364
00:21:26,056 --> 00:21:27,474
She's not your patient.
365
00:21:27,600 --> 00:21:29,977
And Kutner
wasn't my friend.
366
00:21:31,520 --> 00:21:33,731
Kutner wanted to die,
Charlotte doesn't,
367
00:21:33,856 --> 00:21:37,484
so in a contestfor my concern
and interests,she wins.
368
00:21:37,610 --> 00:21:39,737
Okay, either you're
a cold-hearted bastard,
369
00:21:39,862 --> 00:21:41,864
or you're too miserable
to face it.
370
00:21:41,989 --> 00:21:43,532
Go home and cry.
371
00:21:44,325 --> 00:21:47,661
It's not rheumatoid arthritis,
her liver's scarred.
372
00:21:47,786 --> 00:21:49,538
Whatever she's got,
it's spreading.
373
00:22:03,135 --> 00:22:04,637
(FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING)
374
00:22:08,182 --> 00:22:09,600
For the record,
375
00:22:09,725 --> 00:22:13,687
I'm uncomfortable violating
a dead colleague's dignity.
376
00:22:17,691 --> 00:22:19,985
It's only violating
if we find something.
377
00:22:22,905 --> 00:22:24,365
Good to see you.
378
00:22:25,824 --> 00:22:27,409
What are
we looking for?
379
00:22:29,286 --> 00:22:30,454
He was hiding.
380
00:22:32,206 --> 00:22:33,332
Why?
381
00:22:33,999 --> 00:22:37,419
Shame? Fear?
Are you okay?
382
00:22:38,671 --> 00:22:40,798
It's okay
not to be okay.
383
00:22:42,549 --> 00:22:45,678
"Colonial Warrior Blaster.
Number 101 ."
384
00:22:47,554 --> 00:22:50,599
He spent months
tracking this down.
385
00:22:50,724 --> 00:22:52,434
He had passions.
386
00:22:52,559 --> 00:22:54,436
He was obviously in pain.
387
00:22:55,938 --> 00:22:57,815
Does it really
matter why?
388
00:22:59,942 --> 00:23:02,403
He hung the bad
with the good.
389
00:23:02,987 --> 00:23:05,614
His loss beside a reminder
of what he'd gained.
390
00:23:07,324 --> 00:23:09,118
Means he was open
about the pain.
391
00:23:11,245 --> 00:23:14,748
Should mean that if it got worse,
he had no reason to hide it.
392
00:23:18,419 --> 00:23:20,963
Here's how we're gonna
handle this, House.
393
00:23:21,088 --> 00:23:25,342
We're going to leave here and go
to the closest bar and drink,
394
00:23:25,467 --> 00:23:29,430
tell stories about the time Kutner
almost blew up an OR,
395
00:23:29,555 --> 00:23:31,432
and pass out
in our own sick.
396
00:23:33,183 --> 00:23:34,643
Sound like a plan?
397
00:23:36,145 --> 00:23:37,688
(SWITCH CLICKING)
398
00:23:45,571 --> 00:23:46,739
(SIGHS)
399
00:23:55,789 --> 00:23:57,458
What am I missing?
400
00:24:03,756 --> 00:24:05,758
You've got that look.
401
00:24:06,675 --> 00:24:07,885
You figured this out.
402
00:24:10,596 --> 00:24:12,347
You're not here because
you care about Kutner.
403
00:24:12,473 --> 00:24:14,516
You're here
because it's a mystery.
404
00:24:14,641 --> 00:24:16,268
You're here
for the puzzle.
405
00:24:18,228 --> 00:24:21,732
What if I didn't miss anything
because there's nothing to miss?
406
00:24:25,360 --> 00:24:26,779
He didn't kill himself.
407
00:24:28,781 --> 00:24:30,324
He was murdered.
408
00:24:52,096 --> 00:24:54,848
TAUB: Epiglottis, muscle,
spleen, and now her liver,
409
00:24:54,973 --> 00:24:58,435
which is operating at 20%
and deteriorating fast.
410
00:24:58,560 --> 00:25:00,813
Autoimmune hepatitis?
Did you page Foreman?
411
00:25:00,938 --> 00:25:03,273
He took up Cuddy's offer
of time off.
412
00:25:03,440 --> 00:25:05,442
Normal thyroid
means no hepatitis.
413
00:25:05,567 --> 00:25:06,777
Could be amyloidosis.
414
00:25:06,902 --> 00:25:08,946
Amyloid build-up
hits the organs, tissue...
415
00:25:09,071 --> 00:25:10,614
HOUSE: Her muscles
wouldn't have atrophied.
416
00:25:10,739 --> 00:25:12,157
You run the echo
on the husband?
417
00:25:12,324 --> 00:25:15,577
Heart's still failing.
The improvement was only temporary.
418
00:25:15,702 --> 00:25:17,287
I prefer the
less subtle answer.
419
00:25:17,412 --> 00:25:18,789
"You were right, House."
420
00:25:19,498 --> 00:25:23,001
So, less time proving
why hubby isn't dead,
421
00:25:23,127 --> 00:25:25,671
more time proving
why Kutner is.
422
00:25:28,257 --> 00:25:29,925
Motives for murder.
423
00:25:30,050 --> 00:25:32,594
House, it was a suicide.
424
00:25:32,719 --> 00:25:34,012
The police have
already investigated.
425
00:25:34,138 --> 00:25:37,224
They investigated what they saw,
not what they didn't saw.
426
00:25:37,349 --> 00:25:42,146
Talk to friends, classmates,
pizza delivery guy. Draft Foreman.
427
00:25:42,271 --> 00:25:44,356
- He can make calls through his tears.
- No.
428
00:25:44,481 --> 00:25:46,441
Is that, "No, I'm not calling
my boyfriend
429
00:25:46,567 --> 00:25:49,278
"who apparently called my boss instead
of me to say he wasn't coming in"?
430
00:25:49,403 --> 00:25:52,030
'Cause it's really not fair to have
that much subtext in one syllable.
431
00:25:52,156 --> 00:25:54,324
We all want to know
why Kutner did it,
432
00:25:54,449 --> 00:25:57,369
but we're not
gonna waste time chasing ghosts.
433
00:26:00,914 --> 00:26:02,624
You're not
remotely curious?
434
00:26:02,749 --> 00:26:05,085
Only why a man
who embraces the rational
435
00:26:05,210 --> 00:26:07,129
is suddenly pursuing
the irrational.
436
00:26:10,424 --> 00:26:13,969
She could have
Alpha 1-antitrypsin deficiency.
437
00:26:14,094 --> 00:26:15,929
Run her AAT proteins.
438
00:26:21,935 --> 00:26:23,562
I'd like to be
with Eddie.
439
00:26:23,687 --> 00:26:25,564
It's too soon
after your surgery.
440
00:26:26,398 --> 00:26:30,485
You can ask if someone
gets your organs if you die, right?
441
00:26:30,611 --> 00:26:33,071
Even if the donor bank
turned them down?
442
00:26:33,197 --> 00:26:35,616
Individual donors can bypass
the registry,
443
00:26:35,741 --> 00:26:37,868
but there are a lot
of other factors.
444
00:26:38,202 --> 00:26:40,370
- Blood type...
- I've given him blood.
445
00:26:40,495 --> 00:26:42,456
- It's not just...
- Please.
446
00:26:43,749 --> 00:26:47,669
If I go before him, I want
you to give him my heart.
447
00:26:50,881 --> 00:26:52,591
This isn't over yet.
448
00:26:53,467 --> 00:26:54,885
For me.
449
00:26:55,552 --> 00:26:57,304
But it is for him,
isn't it?
450
00:26:59,389 --> 00:27:00,390
Yes.
451
00:27:01,391 --> 00:27:03,101
(DOOR OPENING)
452
00:27:04,436 --> 00:27:07,314
Remy Hadley.
I also answer to 13.
453
00:27:07,439 --> 00:27:09,942
I sometimes
sleep with you.
454
00:27:10,317 --> 00:27:11,735
I know
I should have called.
455
00:27:12,444 --> 00:27:14,404
I just need some time.
456
00:27:14,529 --> 00:27:15,948
Alone?
457
00:27:17,950 --> 00:27:20,494
I've worked through
a lot of bad stuff in my life,
458
00:27:21,161 --> 00:27:22,454
always done it solo.
459
00:27:30,671 --> 00:27:32,172
So I should go?
460
00:27:33,924 --> 00:27:35,133
I'm sorry.
461
00:27:36,760 --> 00:27:37,803
Okay-
462
00:27:47,604 --> 00:27:49,189
(DOOR OPENS)
463
00:27:49,314 --> 00:27:50,232
(CUDDY CLEARS THROAT)
464
00:27:50,565 --> 00:27:54,152
lT's been trying to close out
Kutner's email account.
465
00:27:54,278 --> 00:27:56,446
Apparently, someone's
still logged on to it.
466
00:27:56,571 --> 00:27:59,866
Wasn't hard to figure out
that his password was "Kutner."
467
00:28:00,826 --> 00:28:02,452
He did what
they tell you not to.
468
00:28:02,577 --> 00:28:04,913
- He wasn't murdered.
- But his parents were.
469
00:28:05,038 --> 00:28:06,873
And the guy who
killed them is coming up for parole.
470
00:28:06,999 --> 00:28:09,626
He's coming up for parole,
he's not out on parole.
471
00:28:09,751 --> 00:28:12,671
Kutner testified at
every one of his hearings.
472
00:28:13,130 --> 00:28:15,465
Guy wouldn't be the first
to see the clock ticking...
473
00:28:15,590 --> 00:28:17,509
He was killed
by his own gun.
474
00:28:17,634 --> 00:28:19,928
Which he bought years ago,
obviously for self-defense.
475
00:28:20,053 --> 00:28:22,389
- In the temple, cops found residue.
- Right.
476
00:28:22,514 --> 00:28:26,393
A murderer would never try to make it
look like suicide, that'd be unethical.
477
00:28:31,815 --> 00:28:33,942
You haven't asked
about my patient.
478
00:28:34,109 --> 00:28:36,278
You're waiting on
AAT protein results.
479
00:28:36,403 --> 00:28:38,739
Means you checked up to see
that I'm still on it.
480
00:28:38,864 --> 00:28:40,532
You want to
transfer the case,
481
00:28:40,657 --> 00:28:44,578
but you won't because you think it's the
only thing that's holding me together.
482
00:28:44,703 --> 00:28:46,079
Well, relax.
483
00:28:46,204 --> 00:28:47,539
Either I'm right
or I'm wrong.
484
00:28:47,664 --> 00:28:49,166
We'll know soon enough.
485
00:28:49,291 --> 00:28:51,209
Find what's
killing your patient,
486
00:28:52,044 --> 00:28:54,629
and then I'll find you
another patient.
487
00:29:00,260 --> 00:29:01,094
TAUB: What happened?
488
00:29:01,219 --> 00:29:02,054
Nurses found her like this.
489
00:29:02,179 --> 00:29:04,681
She broke into the cart,
injected whatever she could grab.
490
00:29:04,806 --> 00:29:06,350
Dumb way to look
worse for Eddie.
491
00:29:06,475 --> 00:29:08,018
She wasn't trying
to look worse.
492
00:29:08,143 --> 00:29:09,436
(CHARLOTTE GASPING)
493
00:29:09,561 --> 00:29:11,104
She was trying
to kill herself.
494
00:29:15,108 --> 00:29:17,361
TAUB: She's stable, but whatever was
left of her liver
495
00:29:17,486 --> 00:29:19,363
is definitely shot now,
496
00:29:19,488 --> 00:29:21,365
and there's no change in Eddie.
497
00:29:21,490 --> 00:29:24,701
HOUSE: So, thanks
to her idiotic move,
498
00:29:24,826 --> 00:29:27,662
she's dead in 24 hours
if she doesn't get a new liver.
499
00:29:27,788 --> 00:29:30,165
It was selfless.
She loves him.
500
00:29:30,332 --> 00:29:31,917
How does that disagree
with what I just said?
501
00:29:32,084 --> 00:29:33,960
Test was negative
for AAT deficiency.
502
00:29:34,086 --> 00:29:37,339
Myelofibrosis fits, but testing
takes at least 48 hours.
503
00:29:37,464 --> 00:29:39,758
TAUB: We should try
a partial donation from a live donor.
504
00:29:39,883 --> 00:29:41,635
Damage is too severe.
She needs a whole new liver.
505
00:29:41,760 --> 00:29:45,347
No diagnosis, no liver.
No liver, no living.
506
00:29:45,972 --> 00:29:47,140
What do you know?
507
00:29:48,100 --> 00:29:50,602
It is myelofibrosis.
508
00:29:51,311 --> 00:29:52,521
Says so right here.
509
00:29:52,687 --> 00:29:53,939
Who wants to tell Cuddy?
510
00:29:54,064 --> 00:29:56,316
How many times have you lied
to the transplant committee?
511
00:29:56,483 --> 00:29:57,317
Just twice.
512
00:29:57,442 --> 00:29:58,902
How many times
has it worked?
513
00:29:59,027 --> 00:30:00,821
I don't quite see
how that's relevant.
514
00:30:01,947 --> 00:30:03,657
(CELL PHONE RINGING)
515
00:30:05,951 --> 00:30:07,536
Cheese it,
it's the coppers.
516
00:30:07,661 --> 00:30:10,872
We're not just gonna leave them to die
while you fixate on Kutner.
517
00:30:10,997 --> 00:30:13,542
Technically,
he's not our patient,
518
00:30:13,667 --> 00:30:15,419
so I'm really only
leaving her to die.
519
00:30:15,585 --> 00:30:17,045
We've already explored
the usual options,
520
00:30:17,170 --> 00:30:19,756
shouldn't we at least
explore unusual ones?
521
00:30:19,881 --> 00:30:23,427
Absolutely. Don't worry, this is why
God gave me two ears.
522
00:30:23,552 --> 00:30:27,264
Kutner would say we should just
come clean with Cuddy.
523
00:30:28,432 --> 00:30:31,643
Wow, if only
he were here to say that.
524
00:30:31,768 --> 00:30:34,146
I'm sure Cuddy would be
bound to fall for the old,
525
00:30:34,271 --> 00:30:37,732
"Hey, the dead guy won't mind
that we're wasting..."
526
00:30:44,656 --> 00:30:48,410
I need an incurable romantic to talk
to an incurable romantic.
527
00:30:48,535 --> 00:30:49,703
Kutner wasn't murdered.
528
00:30:49,828 --> 00:30:53,373
You deduce that by removing your
sunglasses to the strains of a Who song?
529
00:30:53,498 --> 00:30:57,794
Suicide means you could have helped him,
murder lets you off the hook.
530
00:31:01,256 --> 00:31:04,050
Needs a liver.
Has a liver.
531
00:31:04,176 --> 00:31:06,261
He can make
a partial donation.
532
00:31:06,386 --> 00:31:09,723
The faster he agrees,
the faster she gets to not die.
533
00:31:09,848 --> 00:31:11,516
Partial won't be enough,
she needs a whole liver.
534
00:31:11,641 --> 00:31:14,436
And he'd never
survive the procedure.
535
00:31:16,897 --> 00:31:18,356
Nice symmetry, huh?
536
00:31:20,317 --> 00:31:23,445
He dies on the table,
you give her his whole liver.
537
00:31:23,570 --> 00:31:26,406
If he's gonna do this,
he's gonna do this for love.
538
00:31:26,531 --> 00:31:29,367
Thought he should talk
to someone who spoke the language.
539
00:31:31,828 --> 00:31:33,788
You want me to
die on the table?
540
00:31:33,955 --> 00:31:35,790
We don't want you to.
541
00:31:35,916 --> 00:31:37,209
Your wife needs you to.
542
00:31:38,251 --> 00:31:39,461
MY heart?
543
00:31:39,586 --> 00:31:40,712
Is still dying.
544
00:31:40,837 --> 00:31:42,923
You have
a couple days at most.
545
00:31:43,507 --> 00:31:46,092
But this could buy us
enough time to save her.
546
00:31:46,551 --> 00:31:48,220
When can I say goodbye?
547
00:31:49,179 --> 00:31:50,555
You can't.
548
00:31:51,056 --> 00:31:54,184
If she knew what we were planning,
would she be okay?
549
00:31:55,727 --> 00:31:57,062
She'll resent me.
550
00:31:58,730 --> 00:32:02,150
She'll be alive.
Nothing else matters.
551
00:32:22,712 --> 00:32:23,880
CAMERON: You can't
do the transplant.
552
00:32:24,089 --> 00:32:28,009
Only if he said no, but your urgent
hovering means he said yes.
553
00:32:28,134 --> 00:32:31,221
His fingers have nodules.
I think his doctors misdiagnosed him.
554
00:32:31,346 --> 00:32:34,266
Or you sprinkled
too much wishful thinking in your tea.
555
00:32:34,391 --> 00:32:37,561
Obese man with lung cancer. Two easy
explanations for his heart failure.
556
00:32:37,978 --> 00:32:40,105
Nodules could mean something else,
something curable.
557
00:32:40,230 --> 00:32:41,523
Go back to the ER.
558
00:32:41,648 --> 00:32:43,692
My thanks to you
and your cold feet.
559
00:32:43,817 --> 00:32:46,152
What's going on?
I'm giving you a shot at a cool result.
560
00:32:46,278 --> 00:32:48,780
Better yet, a chance to prove
other doctors idiotic.
561
00:32:48,947 --> 00:32:50,574
Except you're wrong.
562
00:32:51,491 --> 00:32:53,118
You figure that out by taking off
your sunglasses
563
00:32:53,243 --> 00:32:55,704
to the strains
of a Who song?
564
00:32:55,829 --> 00:32:57,872
The guy who killed
Kutner's parents
565
00:32:58,039 --> 00:33:00,417
died of an aneurysm
two months ago.
566
00:33:00,542 --> 00:33:02,669
Kutner hid
from everyone.
567
00:33:02,794 --> 00:33:05,255
You didn't get a chance
to save him. No one did.
568
00:33:05,797 --> 00:33:09,259
Run the test. Find out if you have
a chance to save Eddie.
569
00:33:18,685 --> 00:33:20,103
Bad news.
570
00:33:20,979 --> 00:33:22,105
Love can't save you.
571
00:33:22,897 --> 00:33:24,065
(DOOR CLOSING)
572
00:33:24,274 --> 00:33:25,942
On the other hand,
573
00:33:28,153 --> 00:33:29,946
mold can.
574
00:33:30,071 --> 00:33:32,991
Your heart failure was caused
by a fungal infection
575
00:33:33,116 --> 00:33:35,619
called cardiac blastomycosis.
576
00:33:35,744 --> 00:33:37,287
Started as nodules
in your lungs,
577
00:33:37,412 --> 00:33:41,416
which every doc, except one,
mistook for cancer.
578
00:33:41,541 --> 00:33:43,084
It's very rare,
very curable.
579
00:33:43,209 --> 00:33:44,919
I'm starting you
on itraconazole.
580
00:33:45,045 --> 00:33:47,255
But how come I was getting better
without the medicine?
581
00:33:47,380 --> 00:33:50,258
Your emotional state
bumps your catecholamines,
582
00:33:50,383 --> 00:33:51,718
which help raise
your prolactin...
583
00:33:51,843 --> 00:33:53,136
My emotional state?
584
00:33:53,261 --> 00:33:57,265
Three months of treatment, you'll be
back to your buff, chiseled self.
585
00:33:58,183 --> 00:34:00,226
I don't want
the treatment.
586
00:34:02,145 --> 00:34:03,313
Do the transplant.
587
00:34:04,397 --> 00:34:08,401
You'd be trading the certainty
that you'll live
588
00:34:09,069 --> 00:34:11,321
for the uncertainty
that she'll live.
589
00:34:11,821 --> 00:34:13,907
I was ready
to die anyway.
590
00:34:14,658 --> 00:34:16,993
Now you get to be nicer
to your next wife.
591
00:34:20,914 --> 00:34:23,917
If you won't do it,
release me.
592
00:34:24,542 --> 00:34:29,255
And when I get hit
by a car and show up in your morgue,
593
00:34:31,758 --> 00:34:34,052
you can give her
my liver then.
594
00:34:40,100 --> 00:34:42,435
You're basically asking us
to commit murder.
595
00:34:43,061 --> 00:34:44,187
I was yesterday, too.
596
00:34:44,312 --> 00:34:47,649
There's a difference when he has 20
years to live instead of two days.
597
00:34:47,774 --> 00:34:49,776
Not really,
not legally.
598
00:34:50,193 --> 00:34:51,903
That's your way
of convincing us to do this,
599
00:34:52,028 --> 00:34:53,530
by saying
it's no more immoral?
600
00:34:53,655 --> 00:34:55,949
The idiot is gonna do this
with or without us.
601
00:34:56,074 --> 00:34:57,617
This way, we can
protect the organ.
602
00:34:57,742 --> 00:34:59,035
We should be
protecting him.
603
00:34:59,160 --> 00:35:02,163
So we strap him to the bed,
wait till his wife dies?
604
00:35:02,288 --> 00:35:03,957
I'm not doing this.
605
00:35:08,962 --> 00:35:10,171
TAUB: I will.
606
00:35:12,590 --> 00:35:14,926
We've already had
one pointless death.
607
00:35:20,181 --> 00:35:23,059
Eddie?
What's going on?
608
00:35:23,184 --> 00:35:25,895
I don't know.
He just came and got me.
609
00:35:26,020 --> 00:35:27,021
(MOANING)
610
00:35:27,147 --> 00:35:28,898
Your husband
has a curable disease,
611
00:35:29,023 --> 00:35:31,359
but he wants to die
so he can give you his liver.
612
00:35:31,484 --> 00:35:33,778
Are you okay with that, or would you
rather he take the treatment?
613
00:35:33,903 --> 00:35:35,238
You son of a bitch.
614
00:35:35,363 --> 00:35:36,573
Eddie, don't.
615
00:35:36,698 --> 00:35:37,991
You have to
let me do this.
616
00:35:38,116 --> 00:35:39,909
Charlotte,
can you hear me?
617
00:35:40,034 --> 00:35:41,745
(SHIVERING)
618
00:35:42,912 --> 00:35:45,582
She spiked a fever. LP shows her
white cells through the roof.
619
00:35:45,707 --> 00:35:46,958
She's infected
everywhere.
620
00:35:47,083 --> 00:35:48,042
I should fire you.
621
00:35:48,168 --> 00:35:50,003
I just did
what you failed to do.
622
00:35:50,128 --> 00:35:52,172
Convince Eddie to live
and let his wife die.
623
00:35:52,297 --> 00:35:54,257
THIRTEEN: Infection means
we have a new clue.
624
00:35:54,382 --> 00:35:56,509
And a full
two or three hours to figure it out.
625
00:35:56,634 --> 00:35:58,553
Sarcoidosis.
Hits the spleen and the liver.
626
00:35:58,678 --> 00:35:59,679
She'd have lung issues.
627
00:35:59,804 --> 00:36:01,014
Sclerodenna
inflames the tissue.
628
00:36:01,139 --> 00:36:03,767
HOUSE: No skin
or GI problems.
629
00:36:03,892 --> 00:36:06,019
(SIGHS)
What is she hiding?
630
00:36:06,144 --> 00:36:07,187
You don't know that...
631
00:36:07,312 --> 00:36:09,022
Either we have all the clues
and we're idiots
632
00:36:09,147 --> 00:36:10,815
or we don't have
all the clues.
633
00:36:10,940 --> 00:36:13,401
Possible exposure.
People, places.
634
00:36:15,653 --> 00:36:16,863
Both.
635
00:36:21,117 --> 00:36:22,619
Bad lie.
636
00:36:23,036 --> 00:36:24,913
Did you really think
the beaches in Hawaii
637
00:36:25,038 --> 00:36:27,040
were just like
the beaches in Rio?
638
00:36:27,165 --> 00:36:30,084
The disease-bearing sand flies
are completely different.
639
00:36:30,210 --> 00:36:31,711
She's never
been to Rio.
640
00:36:31,836 --> 00:36:32,921
Who'd you go with?
641
00:36:33,755 --> 00:36:35,590
Why are you doing this?
642
00:36:36,257 --> 00:36:38,718
I don't actually
need to know who it was,
643
00:36:38,843 --> 00:36:40,470
I just need to know
that you went,
644
00:36:40,595 --> 00:36:43,848
so we can know that you have
visceral leishmaniasis.
645
00:36:44,933 --> 00:36:48,269
But since Lancelot there
was ready to die for you,
646
00:36:48,394 --> 00:36:50,814
he might want
the answer to both.
647
00:36:53,483 --> 00:36:54,734
(SIGHS)
648
00:37:00,156 --> 00:37:01,741
Last year.
649
00:37:03,743 --> 00:37:05,203
It was nobody you knew.
650
00:37:08,081 --> 00:37:10,625
Rio was supposed
to be ours.
651
00:37:11,835 --> 00:37:13,837
I got tired
of waiting.
652
00:37:15,839 --> 00:37:18,216
I'm so sorry.
653
00:37:30,061 --> 00:37:31,479
Start her on antimony.
654
00:37:32,272 --> 00:37:34,023
Have Cuddy
find her a liver.
655
00:37:37,694 --> 00:37:39,696
They were all
ready to die.
656
00:37:40,071 --> 00:37:41,990
But for guilt, not love.
657
00:37:42,115 --> 00:37:44,701
You can't feel
that much guilt without love.
658
00:37:52,667 --> 00:37:56,212
New York Mercy's medevacing a liver.
It should be here...
659
00:37:56,337 --> 00:37:59,465
Tell them to turn around.
Charlotte's treatment isn't taking.
660
00:38:00,967 --> 00:38:02,468
We diagnosed it too late.
661
00:38:06,014 --> 00:38:07,015
(CUDDY SIGHS)
662
00:38:08,099 --> 00:38:10,226
Everyone's heading over
to Kutner's funeral.
663
00:38:10,393 --> 00:38:12,770
You're welcome
to ride with me.
664
00:38:12,937 --> 00:38:15,106
I'm going to
stay with Charlotte.
665
00:38:16,941 --> 00:38:19,527
She bought you some time
to save Eddie,
666
00:38:19,652 --> 00:38:21,404
it'll give her death
some meaning.
667
00:38:22,322 --> 00:38:24,282
No, it won't.
668
00:38:29,954 --> 00:38:31,331
(DOOR OPENING)
669
00:38:33,041 --> 00:38:34,792
- I was wrong about you.
- No, you weren't.
670
00:38:34,918 --> 00:38:36,669
You're in pain.
671
00:38:37,003 --> 00:38:39,213
And you're romanticizing.
Again.
672
00:38:39,339 --> 00:38:42,050
You worked with him
every day for two years,
673
00:38:42,175 --> 00:38:43,468
and you never
saw this coming.
674
00:38:43,593 --> 00:38:44,928
No one saw it coming.
675
00:38:45,053 --> 00:38:47,305
But you see
everything coming.
676
00:38:47,430 --> 00:38:49,098
This has never been
about what you missed,
677
00:38:49,223 --> 00:38:50,934
this is about
why you missed it.
678
00:38:51,059 --> 00:38:56,522
You're terrified that you're losing
your gift, losing who you are.
679
00:38:57,732 --> 00:39:00,360
And I'm terrified
of what you'd do then.
680
00:39:02,445 --> 00:39:05,031
Unless you feel there's more to do here
to cure me,
681
00:39:05,156 --> 00:39:07,533
don't you have
the funeral to go to?
682
00:39:16,626 --> 00:39:18,002
(DOOR CLOSING)
683
00:39:41,067 --> 00:39:44,946
I'm taking a ride
684
00:39:45,321 --> 00:39:47,907
Off to one side
685
00:39:48,408 --> 00:39:52,286
It is a personal thing
686
00:39:52,578 --> 00:39:56,499
Where?
When I can't stand
687
00:39:56,874 --> 00:40:02,630
Up in this cage
I'm not regretting
688
00:40:04,215 --> 00:40:09,387
I don't need a better thing
689
00:40:10,805 --> 00:40:13,891
I'll settle for less
690
00:40:15,852 --> 00:40:20,773
It's another thing for me
691
00:40:21,607 --> 00:40:25,361
I just have to wander
692
00:40:25,570 --> 00:40:30,908
Through this world alone
693
00:40:32,660 --> 00:40:34,120
(INAUDIBLE)
694
00:40:53,264 --> 00:40:56,976
Stop before you fall
695
00:40:57,685 --> 00:41:03,066
Into the hole
that I have dug here
696
00:41:04,984 --> 00:41:08,571
Rest even as you
697
00:41:09,030 --> 00:41:15,161
Are starting to feel
the way I used to
698
00:41:16,496 --> 00:41:21,667
I don't need a better thing
699
00:41:22,168 --> 00:41:26,339
Just to sound confused
700
00:41:28,758 --> 00:41:33,137
Don't talk about everyone
701
00:41:33,846 --> 00:41:40,812
I am not amused by you
702
00:41:43,523 --> 00:41:47,110
'Cause I'm gonna lose you
703
00:41:49,278 --> 00:41:52,698
Yes, I'm gonna lose you
704
00:41:54,992 --> 00:41:58,329
If I'm gonna lose you
705
00:42:06,796 --> 00:42:10,174
'Cause I'm gonna lose you
706
00:42:12,468 --> 00:42:15,888
Yes, I'm gonna lose you
707
00:42:18,182 --> 00:42:21,894
If I'm gonna lose you
708
00:42:25,231 --> 00:42:29,610
I'll lose you now for good