1 00:00:06,778 --> 00:00:08,196 PATTY: Who picked this dump? 2 00:00:08,322 --> 00:00:09,531 LOU: You suggested it. 3 00:00:10,824 --> 00:00:12,326 I suggested you look into it. 4 00:00:12,451 --> 00:00:13,869 Sorry, the online reviews... 5 00:00:13,994 --> 00:00:16,830 Were obviously written by some geek in their own marketing department. 6 00:00:16,955 --> 00:00:18,582 Next time, call someone you know. 7 00:00:18,707 --> 00:00:21,209 Stop relying on a computer to do your job for you. 8 00:00:21,335 --> 00:00:22,169 Brightsize Apparel, 9 00:00:22,294 --> 00:00:24,087 eight sexual harassment suits in two years. 10 00:00:24,212 --> 00:00:25,672 - Who asked for the meeting? - They did. 11 00:00:25,797 --> 00:00:27,215 (SNEEZES) 12 00:00:27,341 --> 00:00:28,508 (ELEVATOR BELL DINGS) 13 00:00:30,802 --> 00:00:33,513 Patty Michener, President of Women's Majority. 14 00:00:33,639 --> 00:00:37,517 And, wow, do you guys need me. 15 00:00:39,144 --> 00:00:40,896 Nine men? 16 00:00:41,021 --> 00:00:43,940 No one thought it might be a good idea to put a suit on one of the gals 17 00:00:44,066 --> 00:00:46,360 from the steno pool to make it look like you give a damn? 18 00:00:46,485 --> 00:00:48,904 We've made it a priority to promote more women, but... 19 00:00:49,029 --> 00:00:51,698 PATTY: Well, from now on, you have me standing beside you. 20 00:00:51,823 --> 00:00:55,077 Which is good, because your problem is a national problem. 21 00:00:55,202 --> 00:00:56,411 MAN: With all due respect, Miss Michener, 22 00:00:56,536 --> 00:00:59,915 I'd hardly call a few isolated incidents a national problem. 23 00:01:00,040 --> 00:01:04,086 PATTY: Six out of 10 victims never even report harassment, 24 00:01:04,211 --> 00:01:05,754 this is bigger than just eight women. 25 00:01:05,879 --> 00:01:07,339 That still only means 20. 26 00:01:07,464 --> 00:01:09,049 Not enough for you? 27 00:01:09,174 --> 00:01:13,011 How many asses does your corporate policy allow you to grab? 28 00:01:13,136 --> 00:01:14,721 Tell you what you're going to do, 29 00:01:14,846 --> 00:01:17,224 you're gonna settle with anyone you haven't settled with, 30 00:01:17,349 --> 00:01:19,518 you're going to fire any man who's even been accused. 31 00:01:19,643 --> 00:01:20,686 Somebody, help me! 32 00:01:20,811 --> 00:01:22,646 Please, help me! I can't get them off! 33 00:01:22,771 --> 00:01:26,983 Please help me! Help me, please! 34 00:01:27,109 --> 00:01:29,903 Somebody help me! Get them off! 35 00:01:30,028 --> 00:01:33,573 You gonna call an ambulance or you just gonna sit there and stare? 36 00:01:33,699 --> 00:01:36,868 Help me, please! 37 00:02:11,403 --> 00:02:13,447 (GRUNTING ON TV) 38 00:02:19,494 --> 00:02:21,163 (WOMAN CHATTERING ON PA) 39 00:02:25,667 --> 00:02:28,003 Wilson's back. You gonna... 40 00:02:28,128 --> 00:02:29,713 Been gone two months, 41 00:02:30,213 --> 00:02:34,092 he can wait till I finish slaying a guy in a skullcap and a pair of tights. 42 00:02:34,217 --> 00:02:36,344 On a video game you stole from the pediatric ward? 43 00:02:36,470 --> 00:02:40,766 On advice of counsel, I assert my privilege pursuant to the Fifth. 44 00:02:47,272 --> 00:02:48,857 When was the last time you talked to him? 45 00:02:48,982 --> 00:02:51,818 Uh, I think it was after... 46 00:02:51,943 --> 00:02:53,737 When did his girlfriend die? 47 00:02:55,489 --> 00:02:57,282 He wanted time alone. 48 00:02:57,407 --> 00:02:59,493 I considered being a horrendous pain in the ass, 49 00:02:59,618 --> 00:03:01,995 but I didn't want to tread on your turf. 50 00:03:02,120 --> 00:03:03,747 We got a case. 51 00:03:03,872 --> 00:03:05,040 I got to remember to close the blinds. 52 00:03:05,165 --> 00:03:06,875 Just got a call from Patty Michener, 53 00:03:07,000 --> 00:03:08,543 from Women's Majority, the women's rights... 54 00:03:08,668 --> 00:03:11,254 - We know who she is. - I dated her. 55 00:03:11,379 --> 00:03:12,798 Well, not really dated her, 56 00:03:12,923 --> 00:03:16,092 more metaphorically raped her by having a penis. 57 00:03:16,218 --> 00:03:18,637 - You did, too. - Her assistant flipped out, 58 00:03:18,762 --> 00:03:21,515 ripped off her clothes in front of a roomful of businessmen. 59 00:03:21,640 --> 00:03:23,225 Either she cracked under the whip, 60 00:03:23,350 --> 00:03:26,353 or she started to realize that her evolutionary purpose 61 00:03:26,478 --> 00:03:28,730 is to arouse men, not to castrate them. 62 00:03:28,855 --> 00:03:29,856 Send her to psychiatric... 63 00:03:29,981 --> 00:03:31,483 Anemia, bradycardia, 64 00:03:31,608 --> 00:03:35,070 and abdominal pain aren't psychiatric symptoms. 65 00:03:35,195 --> 00:03:38,698 Then it's the latter, send her to my apartment. 66 00:03:38,824 --> 00:03:40,075 I'll give it to Segal. 67 00:03:40,200 --> 00:03:42,327 House actually wants a case, and you're saying no? 68 00:03:42,452 --> 00:03:44,996 House has more important things to do. 69 00:03:45,121 --> 00:03:47,165 Sorry, can't help you. 70 00:03:47,290 --> 00:03:49,876 You need a specialist to remove those kinds of warts. 71 00:03:50,001 --> 00:03:52,170 Preferably one with experience spelunking. 72 00:03:59,094 --> 00:04:01,763 Hallucinations, possible memory loss, 73 00:04:01,888 --> 00:04:04,015 tests show anemia, slow heart rate, 74 00:04:04,140 --> 00:04:07,018 and a stubborn refusal to shave her pits. 75 00:04:07,143 --> 00:04:08,478 Have you seen Wilson? 76 00:04:08,603 --> 00:04:12,232 No, but I have seen the patient's frequent flyer balance. 77 00:04:12,357 --> 00:04:14,776 Eastern Europe, Asia, third-world countries, 78 00:04:14,901 --> 00:04:15,986 sometimes more than one a day. 79 00:04:16,111 --> 00:04:18,071 No fever means it's not a tropical disease. 80 00:04:18,196 --> 00:04:20,574 If it's not where she went, maybe it's the work hours. 81 00:04:20,699 --> 00:04:22,075 Could be amphetamine abuse. 82 00:04:22,200 --> 00:04:24,119 She's probably popping them like breath mints. 83 00:04:24,244 --> 00:04:25,579 You haven't been by his office? 84 00:04:25,704 --> 00:04:29,749 Is Wilson hallucinating ants crawling all over him, too? 85 00:04:29,875 --> 00:04:33,211 Tox screen's cleaner than the windows she won't do. 86 00:04:33,336 --> 00:04:34,629 Her job keeps her constantly on the road, 87 00:04:34,754 --> 00:04:38,341 probably living off of airline peanuts and diet soda. 88 00:04:38,466 --> 00:04:40,969 Severe B12 deficiency could cause all her symptoms. 89 00:04:41,094 --> 00:04:42,387 THIRTEEN: Why is everyone leaping to conclude 90 00:04:42,512 --> 00:04:45,557 a strong career woman's been made sick by her strong career? 91 00:04:45,682 --> 00:04:47,809 It's not B12. It's an insulinoma in her pancreas, 92 00:04:47,934 --> 00:04:49,352 it's making her hypoglycemic. 93 00:04:49,477 --> 00:04:52,856 (SIGHS) Great, now everyone knows. 94 00:04:54,399 --> 00:04:55,942 You knew the patient had cancer? 95 00:04:56,067 --> 00:04:57,944 Is that what she said? 96 00:04:58,069 --> 00:04:59,529 I thought she said, 97 00:04:59,654 --> 00:05:02,657 "I'm suddenly and irrationally defending the patient's strong career, 98 00:05:02,782 --> 00:05:05,327 "even though in reality she's just a glorified grunt 99 00:05:05,452 --> 00:05:07,621 "because I'm trying to convince myself that it's okay not to have a life, 100 00:05:07,746 --> 00:05:10,624 "'cause I don't have a life, because I was tested for Huntington's 101 00:05:10,749 --> 00:05:13,001 "and my life span's been cut in half." 102 00:05:15,795 --> 00:05:17,714 Been waiting two months for her to say that. 103 00:05:17,839 --> 00:05:19,215 Hallucinations, anemia, bradycardia... 104 00:05:19,341 --> 00:05:21,801 Hyper segmented pews says that Taub's fight. 105 00:05:21,927 --> 00:05:23,178 Pump her full of B12, 106 00:05:23,303 --> 00:05:26,848 see how a strong career woman's been made sick by her strong career. 107 00:05:38,610 --> 00:05:39,778 Are you okay? 108 00:05:39,903 --> 00:05:41,738 It could be years before you see any symptoms. 109 00:05:41,863 --> 00:05:42,948 Why wouldn't you tell us? 110 00:05:43,073 --> 00:05:44,574 I don't have Huntington's. 111 00:05:44,699 --> 00:05:47,994 Are you lying to us? Because it's none of our business. 112 00:05:48,119 --> 00:05:50,205 If it's none of your business, I shouldn't have to answer questions. 113 00:05:50,330 --> 00:05:52,040 And I wouldn't have to, except House doesn't want to answer 114 00:05:52,165 --> 00:05:53,416 questions about Wilson. 115 00:05:53,541 --> 00:05:55,543 He's deflecting his own problems onto me. 116 00:05:55,669 --> 00:05:57,712 (ELEVATOR BELL DINGS) Are you deflecting now? 117 00:05:58,505 --> 00:06:00,966 Time for the B12 cocktail and my life lesson. 118 00:06:05,428 --> 00:06:06,471 No, Patty'll do the hearing, 119 00:06:06,596 --> 00:06:09,265 she just needs to be the lead-off witness so she... 120 00:06:09,391 --> 00:06:12,018 Okay. I'll lock it down today. 121 00:06:13,311 --> 00:06:14,354 Need you back in bed. 122 00:06:14,479 --> 00:06:17,857 My boss has a big Beijing trip, I've been planning it for months. 123 00:06:17,983 --> 00:06:19,651 I was just tired and dehydrated... 124 00:06:19,776 --> 00:06:20,986 Yeah, whenever I lose some shut-eye, 125 00:06:21,111 --> 00:06:24,030 I pound my legs clawing at imaginary ant colonies. 126 00:06:25,198 --> 00:06:26,700 You have a severe B12 deficiency. 127 00:06:26,825 --> 00:06:28,660 Get back in bed. 128 00:06:43,550 --> 00:06:45,301 I'm sure your boss can do without you for a few days. 129 00:06:45,427 --> 00:06:48,346 It's not about her, it's about me. 130 00:06:48,471 --> 00:06:50,557 I want to be there, I want to matter. 131 00:06:50,682 --> 00:06:54,561 Yeah, I mean, without you, who knows how much starch they'd put in her shirts? 132 00:06:56,229 --> 00:06:57,981 I'm sorry, I'm sure your boss depends on you for... 133 00:06:58,106 --> 00:06:59,691 - I need to get up. - No, you need to stay in bed. 134 00:06:59,816 --> 00:07:03,862 Please, where's the bed pan? Oh, my God, I'm sorry, I just... 135 00:07:04,654 --> 00:07:06,406 I just had a bowel movement. 136 00:07:06,531 --> 00:07:09,576 It's okay, B12 deficiency can cause sudden... 137 00:07:12,203 --> 00:07:14,456 That's not a bowel movement. 138 00:07:19,461 --> 00:07:24,340 My patient is still fighting in the feminist trenches, but the war is over. 139 00:07:24,466 --> 00:07:27,343 Yesterday's sluts are today's empowered women, 140 00:07:27,469 --> 00:07:30,597 today's sluts are celebrities. If that isn't progress... 141 00:07:30,722 --> 00:07:32,098 I'm leaving. 142 00:07:33,933 --> 00:07:35,977 What, you're gonna take another two months? 143 00:07:36,102 --> 00:07:39,064 Boy, you're really milking this bereavement thing, aren't you? 144 00:07:40,899 --> 00:07:43,610 I mean, good for you. Take all the time you need. 145 00:07:43,735 --> 00:07:44,694 I'm resigning. 146 00:07:45,945 --> 00:07:48,656 Maybe moving out of New Jersey, I don't know yet. 147 00:07:48,782 --> 00:07:52,243 Okay, that's an understandable reaction. 148 00:07:52,368 --> 00:07:54,287 It's not a reaction, it's a decision. 149 00:07:54,412 --> 00:07:56,206 I'm writing Cuddy my resignation right now. 150 00:07:56,331 --> 00:08:00,001 I'm just back for the week to wrap up my clinical and administrative duties. 151 00:08:00,960 --> 00:08:04,964 You of all people should know, this is bereavement 101. 152 00:08:05,090 --> 00:08:06,341 You think that a change in venue... 153 00:08:06,466 --> 00:08:09,427 Well, that spares me decades of psychoanalysis. 154 00:08:09,552 --> 00:08:11,179 I'm not saying you're not in pain. 155 00:08:11,304 --> 00:08:12,847 You're saying my pain's a cliché. 156 00:08:12,972 --> 00:08:14,557 I'm saying that pain fades. 157 00:08:14,682 --> 00:08:16,017 Did yours? 158 00:08:16,142 --> 00:08:17,727 Physical pain is different. 159 00:08:17,852 --> 00:08:19,646 I'd rather have my leg chopped off. 160 00:08:19,771 --> 00:08:21,022 You don't know that 'cause you haven't felt... 161 00:08:21,147 --> 00:08:22,398 Neither have you. 162 00:08:24,734 --> 00:08:26,820 Sorry, patient's got a rectal bleed. 163 00:08:26,945 --> 00:08:28,279 - I'm busy. - We need you to... 164 00:08:28,404 --> 00:08:30,323 Actually, as you can see, I'm not busy. 165 00:08:30,448 --> 00:08:33,284 It was just a euphemism for "get the hell out of here." 166 00:08:37,705 --> 00:08:42,085 This is your grief talking, and, yeah, it is a bit textbook. 167 00:08:42,210 --> 00:08:44,963 So before you give away all your possessions to the Salvation Army... 168 00:08:45,088 --> 00:08:46,172 My girlfriend's dead. 169 00:08:46,297 --> 00:08:48,800 I'm glad you've read that book before, I haven't. 170 00:08:48,925 --> 00:08:52,220 I'm late to meet Dr. Olan to brief him on the case I'm handing over. 171 00:08:55,932 --> 00:08:57,183 Bye. 172 00:09:09,863 --> 00:09:11,281 It doesn't bother you that House wouldn't take 173 00:09:11,406 --> 00:09:13,283 just two seconds to talk about the patient? 174 00:09:13,408 --> 00:09:14,701 Wilson's dealing with a lot. 175 00:09:14,826 --> 00:09:16,035 And our patient may be dying. 176 00:09:16,161 --> 00:09:18,371 She was bleeding out her rear, we're looking up her rear. 177 00:09:18,496 --> 00:09:20,707 You think we needed House's expertise to set us on this course? 178 00:09:20,832 --> 00:09:22,542 Her heart rate's slow, bleed should have made it faster. 179 00:09:22,667 --> 00:09:24,794 And it can wait till after we know where it came from. 180 00:09:24,919 --> 00:09:26,963 And after he's done dealing with personal issues. 181 00:09:27,088 --> 00:09:28,464 Yeah? That the way it works around here? 182 00:09:28,590 --> 00:09:31,551 We get cut slack while we deal with personal issues? 183 00:09:33,553 --> 00:09:34,929 You're not the boss. 184 00:09:35,054 --> 00:09:39,434 Boss gets to make the rules, boss gets to ignore... 185 00:09:40,768 --> 00:09:44,564 She's bleeding from nowhere. 186 00:09:46,649 --> 00:09:47,775 You did an endoscopy? 187 00:09:47,901 --> 00:09:49,027 And a colonoscopy. 188 00:09:49,152 --> 00:09:50,195 - CT scan? - Ordered. 189 00:09:50,320 --> 00:09:51,988 But it shouldn't show anything the endoscopy didn't. 190 00:09:52,113 --> 00:09:54,532 - We can't do a CT scan. - Why not? 191 00:09:54,657 --> 00:09:56,784 We don't need a CT scan, we don't need House. 192 00:09:56,910 --> 00:09:58,036 Stop grinning and talk. 193 00:09:58,161 --> 00:10:00,246 One of the routine pre-procedure tests was positive. 194 00:10:00,371 --> 00:10:02,415 - Which one? - The one that if it's positive 195 00:10:02,540 --> 00:10:04,000 would explain a hormone imbalance 196 00:10:04,125 --> 00:10:06,294 that could screw with heart rate and blood flow. 197 00:10:08,421 --> 00:10:10,840 Guess she does have a life beyond her career. 198 00:10:12,217 --> 00:10:13,551 I'm Pregnant? 199 00:10:13,676 --> 00:10:15,136 You want to call the father? Let him know? 200 00:10:15,261 --> 00:10:18,264 Soon as you do some DNA testing, let me know. 201 00:10:19,933 --> 00:10:21,726 Must be hard to have a real relationship when you're... 202 00:10:21,851 --> 00:10:24,020 (CHUCKLES) Are you making excuses for me? 203 00:10:24,145 --> 00:10:25,313 I'm just saying it's understandable. 204 00:10:25,438 --> 00:10:28,608 You only have to understand something if it needs an explanation. 205 00:10:28,733 --> 00:10:31,945 I have needs, I met my needs, end of explanation. 206 00:10:32,070 --> 00:10:34,530 How recently were you needy? 207 00:10:34,656 --> 00:10:38,284 (SIGHS) It's been two or three months at least. 208 00:10:39,869 --> 00:10:42,372 What? What is it? 209 00:10:42,497 --> 00:10:43,498 Nothing. 210 00:10:43,623 --> 00:10:46,501 - Tell me. - It's actually, nothing. 211 00:10:49,337 --> 00:10:52,840 The ultrasound shows no trace of a baby at all. 212 00:10:54,926 --> 00:10:57,553 Positive pregnancy test, no pregnancy. 213 00:10:58,388 --> 00:11:01,432 B12 deficit rectified, but her heart's slowing even more. 214 00:11:01,557 --> 00:11:03,810 And a bleed should speed her heart rate. 215 00:11:07,730 --> 00:11:10,149 House, this is the kind of case you love, 216 00:11:10,275 --> 00:11:12,402 contradictions piling up left and right. 217 00:11:14,821 --> 00:11:16,739 Two false positive pregnancy tests, 218 00:11:16,864 --> 00:11:20,034 bradycardia, lower GI bleed. Go. 219 00:11:20,159 --> 00:11:22,620 Choriocarcinoma, would've triggered pregnancy hormones. 220 00:11:22,745 --> 00:11:24,330 Also would've shown on the sonogram. 221 00:11:24,455 --> 00:11:26,624 KUTNER: lmmunoglobulin A deficiency. 222 00:11:26,749 --> 00:11:27,750 No urinary bleed. 223 00:11:27,875 --> 00:11:31,671 If she's had beta-HCG injections, they can cross-react with... 224 00:11:32,964 --> 00:11:34,465 Keep going. 225 00:11:37,427 --> 00:11:39,345 You're being an idiot. 226 00:11:39,470 --> 00:11:41,889 You're gonna blow up your career, then six months from now, 227 00:11:42,015 --> 00:11:44,267 when you've moved on from Amber to burnt sienna, 228 00:11:44,392 --> 00:11:48,563 you're gonna be stuck on a mobile oncology truck in Pewaukee, Wisconsin. 229 00:11:48,688 --> 00:11:51,899 I'd need a flow chart to explain all the ways in which 230 00:11:52,025 --> 00:11:53,860 that was ridiculously insensitive. 231 00:11:53,985 --> 00:11:55,194 You can't hide from misery. 232 00:11:55,320 --> 00:11:57,030 This isn't your business. 233 00:11:57,155 --> 00:11:59,532 My skull was cracked open trying to save her. 234 00:11:59,657 --> 00:12:03,786 Then we all need a little tea and sympathy. I'm through discussing it. 235 00:12:05,204 --> 00:12:06,080 We have a patient. 236 00:12:06,205 --> 00:12:08,833 Who's obviously not going anywhere with a bloody rectum. 237 00:12:08,958 --> 00:12:10,752 - Great to have you back. - Actually, I'm... 238 00:12:10,877 --> 00:12:14,505 Actually, he's about to thrust a tanto into the belly of his career. 239 00:12:14,630 --> 00:12:16,424 I'm leaving the hospital. 240 00:12:17,342 --> 00:12:18,885 I'm sorry. This is obviously a terrible time, but... 241 00:12:19,010 --> 00:12:20,720 Why are you leaving? 242 00:12:20,845 --> 00:12:22,889 I just need a change of scenery. 243 00:12:23,014 --> 00:12:23,931 Buy a plant. 244 00:12:24,057 --> 00:12:26,351 Rectal bleeding, two positive pregnancy tests. 245 00:12:26,476 --> 00:12:27,643 There's nothing we can do... 246 00:12:27,769 --> 00:12:30,146 You could ask House to be a grownup and respect my decision. 247 00:12:30,271 --> 00:12:32,106 I respect things that deserve respect. 248 00:12:32,231 --> 00:12:34,609 This decision, on the other hand, is a dog wearing a cape. 249 00:12:34,734 --> 00:12:36,152 Hallucinations, heart rate won't respond... 250 00:12:36,277 --> 00:12:38,488 The patient tested positive for pregnancy 251 00:12:38,613 --> 00:12:40,990 because the patient is pregnant. 252 00:12:46,621 --> 00:12:47,622 (BANGING) 253 00:12:54,670 --> 00:12:55,922 Hey, who are you? 254 00:12:56,047 --> 00:12:57,006 This is Dr. House. 255 00:12:57,131 --> 00:13:00,134 He's too brilliant for introductions. False positive. 256 00:13:00,259 --> 00:13:02,637 You're too busy to be running a day care center in your abdomen. 257 00:13:02,762 --> 00:13:04,305 False positive. 258 00:13:04,430 --> 00:13:06,599 Not to mention, you should wait till at least 30 to punish 259 00:13:06,724 --> 00:13:09,727 that pleasure portal with a seven-pound tissue expander. 260 00:13:09,852 --> 00:13:13,106 I'm 37. And I thought I wasn't pregnant. 261 00:13:13,856 --> 00:13:17,318 Thirty-seven? Impressive. 262 00:13:18,945 --> 00:13:21,656 Too bad you're not passing on those genes. 263 00:13:23,116 --> 00:13:25,118 Does that look false to you? 264 00:13:25,993 --> 00:13:27,995 You were looking in the wrong room. 265 00:13:28,663 --> 00:13:30,915 It's more common when the egg lands in the oven, 266 00:13:31,040 --> 00:13:32,667 sometimes it winds up in the fallopian tubes, 267 00:13:32,792 --> 00:13:36,003 in rare cases, it plummets through the plumbing entirely. 268 00:13:36,129 --> 00:13:38,047 It's using her intestine as a blood supply. 269 00:13:38,172 --> 00:13:42,885 Caused the rectal bleed, and now Junior Miss Steinem's junior 270 00:13:43,010 --> 00:13:46,848 must be pressing on her vagus nerve, slowing her heart to a crawl. 271 00:13:46,973 --> 00:13:50,726 Yank the fetus. If she survives the surgery, she'll be fine. 272 00:14:00,987 --> 00:14:03,698 What if she wants to keep the baby? 273 00:14:03,823 --> 00:14:04,824 She doesn't. 274 00:14:04,949 --> 00:14:06,826 We can't take two seconds to discuss this? 275 00:14:06,951 --> 00:14:08,619 I mean, fetuses have been transplanted before, 276 00:14:08,744 --> 00:14:10,288 whole uteruses, too. 277 00:14:10,413 --> 00:14:13,040 Just terminating the fetus when it's glued to her intestines 278 00:14:13,166 --> 00:14:16,335 is high-risk surgery, saving it is a fantasy. 279 00:14:16,461 --> 00:14:18,754 That was at least three seconds. 280 00:14:18,880 --> 00:14:21,382 She's a 37-year old woman who deserves... 281 00:14:21,507 --> 00:14:22,925 People get what they get, 282 00:14:23,050 --> 00:14:25,219 it has nothing to do with what they deserve. 283 00:14:25,344 --> 00:14:27,013 And this has nothing to do with her genitalia 284 00:14:27,138 --> 00:14:29,182 and everything to do with your genetics. 285 00:14:29,307 --> 00:14:30,641 You told me to get tested. 286 00:14:30,766 --> 00:14:31,767 I didn't know it was gonna color 287 00:14:31,893 --> 00:14:33,811 your every medical opinion, every personal opinion. 288 00:14:33,936 --> 00:14:35,229 You didn't think a death sentence would... 289 00:14:35,354 --> 00:14:39,984 People die. You, Amber, everyone. 290 00:14:40,943 --> 00:14:42,778 Don't act like you just figured that out. 291 00:14:42,904 --> 00:14:46,407 I gave you a diagnosis, you don't like it, there are exits on every floor. 292 00:14:52,288 --> 00:14:54,123 (DOOR OPENING) 293 00:15:00,963 --> 00:15:02,340 (SIGHS) 294 00:15:06,052 --> 00:15:08,054 I'm sorry to be so definitive about this. 295 00:15:08,179 --> 00:15:11,766 I know you're still absorbing the news, but we have no choice but to... 296 00:15:11,891 --> 00:15:14,352 Remove the fetus, absolutely. 297 00:15:15,895 --> 00:15:18,314 I have no boyfriend, no husband, 298 00:15:18,439 --> 00:15:21,108 I'm on the road with Patty all the time. 299 00:15:22,985 --> 00:15:24,237 Where do I sign? 300 00:15:24,362 --> 00:15:25,988 Oh! 301 00:15:30,284 --> 00:15:31,577 Feel any tenderness back here? 302 00:15:31,702 --> 00:15:33,204 No, not at all. 303 00:15:34,789 --> 00:15:37,416 So you're treating professional sports injuries now? 304 00:15:37,542 --> 00:15:38,501 No, I'm not... 305 00:15:38,626 --> 00:15:40,419 Familiar with the concept of sarcasm. 306 00:15:40,545 --> 00:15:43,506 Don't sweat it, it's new. Have you spoken to Wilson? 307 00:15:43,631 --> 00:15:45,299 We'll get you an EKG. I'll be right back. 308 00:15:45,424 --> 00:15:47,468 You want me to sleep with him to get him to stay? 309 00:15:47,593 --> 00:15:51,097 I put the bisexual chick on that, but if you'd like to sit in, 310 00:15:51,222 --> 00:15:52,890 - so to speak. - I spoke to him. 311 00:15:53,015 --> 00:15:53,933 What did you tell him? 312 00:15:54,058 --> 00:15:56,519 I didn't tell him anything. I listened. 313 00:15:56,644 --> 00:15:58,980 So you could feel good about doing nothing. 314 00:15:59,105 --> 00:16:00,773 - Tell him... - I am not your errand girl, 315 00:16:00,898 --> 00:16:02,608 the best thing about leaving you. 316 00:16:02,733 --> 00:16:04,819 The two of you used to be together? 317 00:16:04,944 --> 00:16:07,822 She dumped me when I lost the last 85 pounds. 318 00:16:08,823 --> 00:16:11,075 Said there was less of me to love. 319 00:16:11,200 --> 00:16:12,827 Grief means different things to different people, 320 00:16:12,952 --> 00:16:15,329 case in point, means very little to you. 321 00:16:15,454 --> 00:16:16,998 Grief is Newark. 322 00:16:17,123 --> 00:16:19,917 Okay, it's there, you can't avoid it, but the idea is to hold your nose, 323 00:16:20,042 --> 00:16:21,085 hope the traffic's not too bad 324 00:16:21,252 --> 00:16:24,255 and get on to Manhattan as quickly as possible, not to buy property. 325 00:16:24,380 --> 00:16:26,090 You think that's facing up to things? 326 00:16:26,215 --> 00:16:27,133 I'm not the one who's quitting. 327 00:16:27,258 --> 00:16:28,759 'Cause you haven't lost anything. 328 00:16:28,884 --> 00:16:31,721 But you have. He'll listen to you. 329 00:16:31,846 --> 00:16:34,765 What did you do when your husband died? 330 00:16:34,890 --> 00:16:36,809 I got a new job, and I moved. 331 00:16:39,103 --> 00:16:41,147 See how crappy that worked out. 332 00:16:44,942 --> 00:16:50,406 CHASE: Separating the placenta from the wall of the large intestine. 333 00:16:51,616 --> 00:16:53,993 Sponge. Suction, we got some bleeding. 334 00:16:54,118 --> 00:16:54,994 (BEEPING) 335 00:16:55,119 --> 00:16:57,163 TAUB: BP's dropping, 90 systolic. 336 00:16:57,288 --> 00:16:58,831 CHASE: And bleeding like hell, clamp. 337 00:16:58,956 --> 00:17:00,207 TAUB: BP's still dropping. 338 00:17:00,333 --> 00:17:02,001 CHASE: Amp of calcium chloride, fast. 339 00:17:02,126 --> 00:17:03,210 - Still dropping. - Shut up. 340 00:17:03,336 --> 00:17:04,712 Squeeze her spleen, 341 00:17:04,837 --> 00:17:06,380 we need to force some platelets out so her blood clots. 342 00:17:06,505 --> 00:17:09,634 She's in weak shape, spleen's friable, it could rupture. 343 00:17:09,759 --> 00:17:14,555 (RAPID BEEPING) 344 00:17:14,680 --> 00:17:17,600 WOMAN: She's stabilizing, oozing's drying up. 345 00:17:18,851 --> 00:17:21,062 And I hate Visitor's Day. 346 00:17:23,064 --> 00:17:24,940 Removing the fetus. 347 00:17:30,905 --> 00:17:32,073 Bye. 348 00:17:33,449 --> 00:17:37,078 You have to stop Wilson from committing career malpractice. 349 00:17:38,245 --> 00:17:39,330 Talk to him. 350 00:17:39,455 --> 00:17:42,750 Already talked to him twice, he threw me out. 351 00:17:42,875 --> 00:17:45,628 Mocking him and insulting him, let's see, yes, 352 00:17:45,753 --> 00:17:48,214 technically, those are categories of conversation. 353 00:17:48,339 --> 00:17:50,257 Block his references to other hospitals, 354 00:17:50,383 --> 00:17:52,051 tell him he can't hand off his cases until... 355 00:17:52,176 --> 00:17:53,803 Talk to him. 356 00:17:53,928 --> 00:17:56,430 Deal with his grief, talk to him about what he's going through. 357 00:17:56,555 --> 00:17:59,141 That's a brilliant idea. I'll take him out for a beer, 358 00:17:59,266 --> 00:18:01,644 that'll make up for the fact that Amber's in a pine box, 359 00:18:01,769 --> 00:18:04,313 that there's randomness and chaos in the universe. 360 00:18:04,438 --> 00:18:05,940 Tell him you're sorry. 361 00:18:06,065 --> 00:18:07,525 I didn't kill her. 362 00:18:07,650 --> 00:18:08,943 You were drunk and... 363 00:18:09,068 --> 00:18:12,905 Yeah, if her daddy hadn't been drunk, she might never have been born. So... 364 00:18:13,030 --> 00:18:14,865 You called her up in the middle of the night, 365 00:18:14,990 --> 00:18:17,243 she was on the bus because of you. 366 00:18:17,368 --> 00:18:20,287 I didn't ask her to come out, I wasn't driving the bus, 367 00:18:20,413 --> 00:18:22,790 I wasn't driving the garbage truck that hit the bus, 368 00:18:22,915 --> 00:18:25,376 and I did not prescribe her the flu meds that killed her. 369 00:18:25,501 --> 00:18:28,629 Yes, I know, that's all true, but... 370 00:18:31,257 --> 00:18:34,593 You really don't feel any sense of guilt? 371 00:18:38,889 --> 00:18:41,183 You want to keep him, he needs to know he's not alone. 372 00:18:41,308 --> 00:18:43,602 Just tell him you feel like crap. 373 00:18:44,854 --> 00:18:45,938 It'd be meaningless. 374 00:18:46,063 --> 00:18:50,818 Well, then find some meaning. And do something. 375 00:19:00,327 --> 00:19:01,746 She's got a neurological problem. 376 00:19:01,871 --> 00:19:02,830 Surgical complication? 377 00:19:02,955 --> 00:19:04,540 Don't think so, she keeps on blinking. 378 00:19:04,665 --> 00:19:05,875 THIRTEEN: Her heart's not recovering either. 379 00:19:06,000 --> 00:19:07,626 So the pregnancy was a coincidence? 380 00:19:07,752 --> 00:19:09,628 Pulse's down to 39, she's maxed out on atropine. 381 00:19:09,754 --> 00:19:11,130 We're installing a pacing wire to... 382 00:19:11,255 --> 00:19:12,506 (RAPID BEEPING) 383 00:19:12,631 --> 00:19:14,258 Avoid that. We need some help in here! 384 00:19:14,383 --> 00:19:15,217 FOREMAN: Page House. 385 00:19:15,342 --> 00:19:17,052 - Already paged him. - Page him again. 386 00:19:18,095 --> 00:19:19,889 (VIBRATING) 387 00:19:25,519 --> 00:19:26,604 It's for you. 388 00:19:26,729 --> 00:19:30,483 If I told you that I was sorry, would it change anything? 389 00:19:30,608 --> 00:19:32,151 I wouldn't believe you. 390 00:19:32,276 --> 00:19:33,444 If you believed me. 391 00:19:34,153 --> 00:19:36,697 It's hard to imagine such a world. 392 00:19:36,822 --> 00:19:38,407 I'm going home 393 00:19:39,575 --> 00:19:42,453 until you agree to stay at this hospital. 394 00:19:43,329 --> 00:19:47,041 You can't be... That's blackmail. And to do your job? 395 00:19:47,166 --> 00:19:49,001 Why not hold a gun to your own head? 396 00:19:49,126 --> 00:19:51,754 Your conscience bleeds more freely than my head. 397 00:19:51,879 --> 00:19:53,547 (VIBRATING) 398 00:19:55,049 --> 00:19:59,595 Text. Patient's in cardiac arrest. Ouchy. 399 00:20:01,180 --> 00:20:03,265 You'd jeopardize a patient because of my... 400 00:20:03,390 --> 00:20:04,600 If it keeps you here. 401 00:20:06,268 --> 00:20:09,104 Your friendship matters more to me than this patient. 402 00:20:10,815 --> 00:20:15,361 I've gotta do what's right for me. You gotta do what's right for you. 403 00:20:15,486 --> 00:20:18,405 Yeah. But it comes easier for me. 404 00:20:19,657 --> 00:20:21,909 (CELL PHONE VIBRATING) 405 00:20:27,748 --> 00:20:30,668 (BEEPING) Where is he? Where is he? 406 00:20:46,475 --> 00:20:47,309 Status? 407 00:20:47,434 --> 00:20:48,519 FOREMAN: Her heart's stabilized, 408 00:20:48,644 --> 00:20:51,730 we have a pacing wire in her, but the bradycardia's not getting any better. 409 00:20:51,856 --> 00:20:52,815 House was bluffing. 410 00:20:52,940 --> 00:20:54,775 I called him three times, he's not picking up. 411 00:20:54,900 --> 00:20:57,027 - What do you want us to do? - Same thing you'd do if he was here. 412 00:20:57,152 --> 00:20:59,488 If he was here, we'd be asking him what to do. 413 00:21:00,489 --> 00:21:02,074 - What are the usual suspects? - There aren't any. 414 00:21:02,199 --> 00:21:04,118 She had a vitamin deficiency and we corrected it, 415 00:21:04,243 --> 00:21:05,786 an ectopic pregnancy, we removed it. 416 00:21:05,911 --> 00:21:07,371 But her heart problem won't go away, 417 00:21:07,496 --> 00:21:09,915 and now something's wrong with her brain. 418 00:21:10,040 --> 00:21:12,960 I have complete confidence in you guys. 419 00:21:15,087 --> 00:21:18,382 Who wants to go service House so this patient can live? 420 00:21:18,507 --> 00:21:19,842 We can do this without him. 421 00:21:19,967 --> 00:21:21,468 Maybe something happened during the surgery, caused her to... 422 00:21:21,594 --> 00:21:23,345 Surgery was on her bowel, not her brain. 423 00:21:23,470 --> 00:21:25,848 Anxiety, stroke, Tourette's, could all cause eye-blinking. 424 00:21:25,973 --> 00:21:28,017 And cause her heart to beat faster, it's slowing down. 425 00:21:28,142 --> 00:21:31,312 MS. If a lesion took out the sympathetic innervation of her heart, 426 00:21:31,437 --> 00:21:33,147 it'd explain the bradycardia and the blinking. 427 00:21:33,272 --> 00:21:36,150 But not the vitamin deficiency or the ectopic pregnancy. 428 00:21:36,275 --> 00:21:37,693 House would want a unifying theory. 429 00:21:37,818 --> 00:21:39,904 House is gone. And so are those symptoms. 430 00:21:40,029 --> 00:21:42,781 MS explains everything that's wrong with her right now. 431 00:21:42,907 --> 00:21:45,200 Start her on interferon for MS. 432 00:21:46,785 --> 00:21:47,870 (KNOCK ON DOOR) 433 00:21:50,998 --> 00:21:52,583 Mind if I come in? 434 00:21:52,708 --> 00:21:54,627 Not at all. You mind if I leave? 435 00:21:56,837 --> 00:21:58,255 I told you not to take that case 436 00:21:58,380 --> 00:22:00,215 specifically so you could deal with Wilson. 437 00:22:00,341 --> 00:22:03,510 And the two ended up dovetailing rather nicely, don't you think? 438 00:22:03,636 --> 00:22:06,513 This is how you show your friendship? By bludgeoning him with guilt? 439 00:22:06,639 --> 00:22:09,183 Because he's my friend, I know what works on him. 440 00:22:09,308 --> 00:22:11,185 Well, I can't let you walk away from a patient. 441 00:22:11,310 --> 00:22:12,394 Then fire me. 442 00:22:12,519 --> 00:22:14,813 You're willing to risk your career but you're not willing to say sorry? 443 00:22:14,939 --> 00:22:17,232 I told him I'm sorry, he didn't believe it. 444 00:22:17,358 --> 00:22:18,984 - Well, make him believe it. - I don't believe it. 445 00:22:19,109 --> 00:22:20,653 You don't want to believe it. 446 00:22:20,778 --> 00:22:23,572 Because if you tell Wilson how you actually feel about him, 447 00:22:23,697 --> 00:22:25,324 about what happened to Amber, 448 00:22:25,449 --> 00:22:29,161 about your part in what happened, and he walks out the door anyway, 449 00:22:29,286 --> 00:22:31,038 if you make yourself vulnerable for once 450 00:22:31,163 --> 00:22:34,208 in your nerve-deadening, emotionally-obliterating... 451 00:22:35,125 --> 00:22:38,712 You're doing the same thing he is, you're running away. 452 00:22:38,837 --> 00:22:41,006 Only he's not killing anyone in the process. 453 00:22:45,970 --> 00:22:47,846 Where's Dr. House? 454 00:22:47,972 --> 00:22:49,515 He's not feeling well. 455 00:22:50,391 --> 00:22:52,017 Was MS his idea? 456 00:22:52,142 --> 00:22:54,687 We work as a team. You know how it is, 457 00:22:54,812 --> 00:22:57,606 collaborative, sometimes it's hard to tell where an idea comes from. 458 00:22:57,731 --> 00:23:02,277 But you're not really a team. You work for him. 459 00:23:04,697 --> 00:23:06,865 And you work for Patty. 460 00:23:06,991 --> 00:23:09,368 I'm sure a lot of her ideas are actually... 461 00:23:09,493 --> 00:23:11,704 She would be fine without me. 462 00:23:12,496 --> 00:23:14,456 I'd be nothing without her. 463 00:23:14,581 --> 00:23:19,044 Maybe if you just had the chance. I'm sure you've learned a lot. 464 00:23:19,169 --> 00:23:21,422 Not everybody's created equal. 465 00:23:23,298 --> 00:23:25,634 Does Dr. House think I have MS? 466 00:23:26,927 --> 00:23:28,137 Yes. 467 00:23:30,973 --> 00:23:32,307 (SHIVERS) 468 00:23:34,935 --> 00:23:36,437 Did you just shiver? 469 00:23:38,856 --> 00:23:40,816 You're running a slight fever. 470 00:23:40,941 --> 00:23:42,026 Is that bad? 471 00:23:43,068 --> 00:23:45,696 It means we were wrong about the MS. 472 00:23:49,575 --> 00:23:51,118 You had my cable disconnected. 473 00:23:51,243 --> 00:23:52,703 Well, that's quite a leap. 474 00:23:52,828 --> 00:23:55,039 Just because I happen to have a 31 -person maintenance department, 475 00:23:55,164 --> 00:23:57,291 each of whom you've personally abused at some point... 476 00:23:57,416 --> 00:23:58,834 Why? 477 00:23:58,959 --> 00:24:00,544 'Cause you think I'm okay with letting someone die, 478 00:24:00,669 --> 00:24:02,963 but I'm gonna fold if I can't watch celebrity bowling? 479 00:24:03,088 --> 00:24:04,965 That is not an unreasonable theory, 480 00:24:05,090 --> 00:24:08,177 especially with only 10 minutes till your favorite soap. 481 00:24:08,302 --> 00:24:11,430 Gee, is this the remote from the doctors' lounge? 482 00:24:16,143 --> 00:24:18,312 This is your 911? Goodbye. 483 00:24:18,437 --> 00:24:19,563 Stop. 484 00:24:20,731 --> 00:24:23,650 I'm withholding your salary history from every hospital in the Tri-State Area. 485 00:24:23,776 --> 00:24:25,194 You go, girl. 486 00:24:25,319 --> 00:24:29,364 And I'm permanently setting every TV in this building to the Pottery Channel 487 00:24:29,490 --> 00:24:31,450 unless you both sit down. 488 00:24:33,827 --> 00:24:36,205 Welcome to couples counseling. 489 00:24:37,247 --> 00:24:38,207 TAUB: It's not the surgery. 490 00:24:38,332 --> 00:24:39,166 Timing fits. 491 00:24:39,291 --> 00:24:41,168 The location doesn't, unless her brain's in her bowels. 492 00:24:41,293 --> 00:24:42,503 If bacteria entered her bloodstream, 493 00:24:42,628 --> 00:24:44,213 it could have caused an infection in her brain. 494 00:24:44,338 --> 00:24:46,423 TAUB: The surgery went fine. You were there, you saw... 495 00:24:46,548 --> 00:24:48,467 Peptostreptococcus could explain the blinking and... 496 00:24:48,592 --> 00:24:51,720 No. You want to watch a grainy video and have an epiphany. 497 00:24:51,845 --> 00:24:55,015 Shut up, you're making me miss House's mocking. 498 00:24:56,391 --> 00:24:58,310 I know you told us it was none of our business, 499 00:24:58,435 --> 00:25:00,521 but if House thinks that your Huntington's is affecting you, 500 00:25:00,646 --> 00:25:02,272 - maybe it really... - It's not, because I don't have... 501 00:25:02,397 --> 00:25:04,108 You're desperate to do this without him. 502 00:25:04,233 --> 00:25:06,276 You're not trying to cure her, you're trying to prove... 503 00:25:06,401 --> 00:25:08,195 Stop the tape. 504 00:25:08,987 --> 00:25:10,656 Zoom in. 505 00:25:13,992 --> 00:25:15,661 On the anastomosis, that little bump. 506 00:25:15,786 --> 00:25:18,497 It's a hematoma, a harmless pocket of blood, 507 00:25:18,622 --> 00:25:20,749 which is why Chase ignored it during the surgery. 508 00:25:20,874 --> 00:25:24,253 Could be a ganglioma, which is why Chase shouldn't have ignored it. 509 00:25:24,378 --> 00:25:26,130 If it's an abnormal growth of nerves, 510 00:25:26,255 --> 00:25:28,507 it could be causing all the patient's symptoms. 511 00:25:29,967 --> 00:25:32,261 We have to open her up again, get a piece of it. 512 00:25:38,183 --> 00:25:39,518 So what do you want to tell us? 513 00:25:39,643 --> 00:25:40,936 Nothing. 514 00:25:41,061 --> 00:25:44,148 Nothing I say is gonna change anything. You guys need to talk. 515 00:25:44,273 --> 00:25:46,733 Actually, you should read the latest psych literature, 516 00:25:46,859 --> 00:25:48,652 repression's gaining a lot of fans. 517 00:25:48,777 --> 00:25:50,237 What you don't face can't crush you. 518 00:25:50,362 --> 00:25:51,697 Talk to each other. 519 00:25:51,822 --> 00:25:53,365 (SIGHS) 520 00:25:54,074 --> 00:25:55,117 How you doing? Good? 521 00:25:55,242 --> 00:25:56,702 Fine. Thanks. 522 00:25:57,828 --> 00:25:59,580 (EXCLAIMS) Sit. 523 00:26:01,748 --> 00:26:04,251 See, the two of you are friends, look how you both... 524 00:26:04,376 --> 00:26:05,794 Think you're an idiot. 525 00:26:05,919 --> 00:26:08,672 We both also eat with forks, that doesn't really prove... 526 00:26:08,797 --> 00:26:12,259 Talk to him. Tell him how you feel about what he's doing. 527 00:26:12,384 --> 00:26:13,594 I told him he's an idiot. 528 00:26:13,719 --> 00:26:15,971 Tell him what you think about him leaving. 529 00:26:16,096 --> 00:26:17,055 I think he's an idiot. 530 00:26:17,181 --> 00:26:18,056 CUDDY: You're an idiot. 531 00:26:18,182 --> 00:26:21,143 He's in pain, and your response is just to emotionally blackmail him. 532 00:26:21,268 --> 00:26:23,103 You told me what your position is on that one. 533 00:26:23,228 --> 00:26:24,313 You're against it, right? 534 00:26:24,438 --> 00:26:27,816 She hasn't told you in front of me. She needs to prove she's on my side. 535 00:26:27,941 --> 00:26:29,359 Go to hell. 536 00:26:29,484 --> 00:26:30,903 So much for that theory. 537 00:26:31,028 --> 00:26:32,654 I'm sorry you lost Amber. 538 00:26:32,779 --> 00:26:34,781 I cannot imagine what it is you're going through, 539 00:26:34,907 --> 00:26:36,241 but it will not get better 540 00:26:36,366 --> 00:26:39,369 by you walking away from everyone that cares about you. 541 00:26:40,329 --> 00:26:43,040 Do you think Amber would want you to walk away? 542 00:26:43,165 --> 00:26:45,918 Nobody at this hospital even liked Amber. 543 00:26:54,009 --> 00:26:55,344 Same time next week? 544 00:27:00,599 --> 00:27:04,353 You want me to do a second major surgery on a patient 545 00:27:04,478 --> 00:27:07,105 we almost lost during a first major surgery 546 00:27:07,231 --> 00:27:09,775 to see if she needs a third major surgery? 547 00:27:09,900 --> 00:27:11,276 We need a piece of the ganglioma. 548 00:27:11,401 --> 00:27:13,612 Then you're talking about another patient, 549 00:27:13,737 --> 00:27:15,239 yours doesn't have a ganglioma. 550 00:27:15,364 --> 00:27:17,241 And if there is one and you missed it? 551 00:27:17,366 --> 00:27:20,327 Then you're talking about another surgeon, I didn't miss anything. 552 00:27:20,452 --> 00:27:22,204 But we're not talking about another videotape, 553 00:27:22,329 --> 00:27:24,248 this one showed a bump, we need to biopsy it. 554 00:27:24,373 --> 00:27:28,627 A bump? Oh, yeah, my grandfather died of a bump. 555 00:27:30,420 --> 00:27:34,424 She can't survive a second round of general anesthesia, let alone a third. 556 00:27:34,549 --> 00:27:36,802 You'd do this for House. 557 00:27:36,927 --> 00:27:37,928 Yeah. 558 00:27:38,053 --> 00:27:38,971 Then what do you suggest? 559 00:27:39,096 --> 00:27:41,515 Because the patient's got a high fever, a low heart rate, 560 00:27:41,640 --> 00:27:44,726 and a dim chance of survival if we stand here like idiots. 561 00:27:44,851 --> 00:27:47,813 Then I suggest you don't stand there like idiots. 562 00:27:50,357 --> 00:27:54,611 How do you get coal out of a mountain when it's someone else's mountain? 563 00:27:54,736 --> 00:27:56,738 If we don't have House, doesn't mean we can't think like House. 564 00:27:56,863 --> 00:27:59,241 But it does mean we don't have to talk like him. 565 00:27:59,366 --> 00:28:01,702 You don't dig down. You go in from the side. 566 00:28:01,827 --> 00:28:03,370 We insert a lighted scope through the rectum, 567 00:28:03,495 --> 00:28:05,414 move the intestine till we find the ganglioma, 568 00:28:05,539 --> 00:28:08,959 then push it to the surface. Where we see the light, we cut. 569 00:28:12,754 --> 00:28:15,465 We'll make as small an incision as we can, 570 00:28:15,590 --> 00:28:18,176 but unfortunately it'll be very painful. 571 00:28:18,302 --> 00:28:20,679 After your surgery experience, we can't give you anesthesia... 572 00:28:20,804 --> 00:28:22,055 Can I talk to Dr. House? 573 00:28:23,515 --> 00:28:24,641 No. 574 00:28:25,183 --> 00:28:27,185 We can do this, we know what we're doing. 575 00:28:27,311 --> 00:28:28,603 I don't mean to be insulting, 576 00:28:28,729 --> 00:28:32,399 but my former boss didn't insist on me coming here because of you or... 577 00:28:32,524 --> 00:28:33,817 Your former boss? 578 00:28:33,942 --> 00:28:35,944 I've been replaced. 579 00:28:38,238 --> 00:28:40,782 - I'm sorry. I mean, you must be... - I'm fine. 580 00:28:41,325 --> 00:28:42,909 She has a big Beijing trip, 581 00:28:43,035 --> 00:28:46,204 ton of work to do, she can't just wait for me to get better. 582 00:28:48,665 --> 00:28:51,501 We've been well trained, we'll take good care of you. 583 00:28:58,050 --> 00:29:00,802 How can you let her treat you like a footstool? 584 00:29:01,762 --> 00:29:03,263 The world needs flunkies. 585 00:29:03,388 --> 00:29:05,682 Don't say that, you're better than that. 586 00:29:05,807 --> 00:29:07,893 I have no problem with it. Why do you? 587 00:29:08,935 --> 00:29:11,521 Because life is short. 588 00:29:11,646 --> 00:29:13,815 I mean, yours could've ended in that surgery. 589 00:29:13,940 --> 00:29:17,986 You'd have never lived for yourself. What kind of feminist... 590 00:29:18,111 --> 00:29:20,405 - We can have anything. - No, we can't. 591 00:29:22,240 --> 00:29:27,788 We can aspire to anything. But we don't get it just because we want it. 592 00:29:28,997 --> 00:29:31,625 I would rather spend my life close to the birds 593 00:29:31,750 --> 00:29:34,461 than waste it wishing I had wings. 594 00:29:44,930 --> 00:29:47,432 FOREMAN: You're through the sigmoid, into the descending colon. 595 00:29:47,557 --> 00:29:49,017 Switching on the light. 596 00:29:49,142 --> 00:29:51,353 Advance toward the anastomosis. 597 00:29:53,355 --> 00:29:55,232 That's it. 598 00:29:55,357 --> 00:29:57,943 Push the wall of the intestine toward the skin. 599 00:30:02,823 --> 00:30:04,866 There, I see it. 600 00:30:06,243 --> 00:30:07,953 Don't look down. 601 00:30:08,495 --> 00:30:09,996 Scalpel. 602 00:30:25,220 --> 00:30:27,013 So your last day is Friday? 603 00:30:27,639 --> 00:30:29,516 I'm gonna miss you. 604 00:30:30,183 --> 00:30:32,018 You shouldn't go. 605 00:30:32,144 --> 00:30:34,729 Did House ask you to talk to me? Or are you trying to save the patient, 606 00:30:34,855 --> 00:30:36,773 - because there'll always be another... - House asked me. 607 00:30:36,898 --> 00:30:39,568 - And you're doing it? - I told him to go to hell. 608 00:30:41,111 --> 00:30:42,362 Thanks. 609 00:30:42,654 --> 00:30:43,947 But I think he's right. 610 00:30:48,785 --> 00:30:53,915 You think you're making a rational choice. You think the worst is over, 611 00:30:54,040 --> 00:30:59,337 and then six months later, you look back and you realize 612 00:30:59,463 --> 00:31:01,131 you didn't know what you were doing. 613 00:31:01,256 --> 00:31:03,258 Are you saying the pain doesn't go away? 614 00:31:03,383 --> 00:31:04,384 It gets easier. 615 00:31:04,509 --> 00:31:08,054 Not in two months. Not in two years. 616 00:31:08,180 --> 00:31:12,017 But, no, it never really goes away. 617 00:31:12,142 --> 00:31:16,146 Being here, in this building... 618 00:31:16,271 --> 00:31:18,565 I was just in the lounge, I kept staring at Amber's locker. 619 00:31:18,690 --> 00:31:20,859 I saw a guy wearing a scarf this morning. 620 00:31:20,984 --> 00:31:23,445 The color reminded me of his eyes. 621 00:31:23,737 --> 00:31:26,114 We lived 500 miles from here. 622 00:31:27,657 --> 00:31:29,034 I have to do something. 623 00:31:29,159 --> 00:31:30,452 Then do it. 624 00:31:32,704 --> 00:31:38,835 But don't think it's the right choice, because there isn't one. 625 00:31:41,463 --> 00:31:44,508 It's not a ganglioma, the problem wasn't the surgery. 626 00:31:44,633 --> 00:31:47,010 Abnormally deposited proteins. It's amyloidosis. 627 00:31:47,135 --> 00:31:49,262 It would explain the blinking and the low heart rate. 628 00:31:49,387 --> 00:31:51,848 The only way to treat amyloidosis is to treat whatever's causing it. 629 00:31:51,973 --> 00:31:55,644 It's not as if a lot of things cause amyloid, rheumatoid arthritis. 630 00:31:55,769 --> 00:31:57,103 Familial Mediterranean fever. 631 00:31:57,229 --> 00:31:58,146 Lymphoma. 632 00:31:58,271 --> 00:31:59,523 Well, we can't all be right. 633 00:31:59,648 --> 00:32:02,567 But you can all be wrong. Patient's joints don't hurt, 634 00:32:02,692 --> 00:32:04,194 abdominal pain went away when the fetus did, 635 00:32:04,319 --> 00:32:05,695 and no palpable lymph nodes. 636 00:32:05,820 --> 00:32:07,364 Got anything constructive to say? 637 00:32:07,489 --> 00:32:08,740 Sorry. Sorry. 638 00:32:09,783 --> 00:32:11,618 She has lots and lots of palpable lymph nodes, 639 00:32:11,743 --> 00:32:14,204 joint and abdominal pain, she'll be better by dinner time. 640 00:32:14,329 --> 00:32:16,248 If we don't find the cause of the amyloidosis, 641 00:32:16,373 --> 00:32:19,793 we never get her off that wire, she never walks out of this hospital. 642 00:32:21,253 --> 00:32:25,674 But, hey, who needs House? So glad we lost those training wheels. 643 00:32:30,136 --> 00:32:32,472 You want me to make the call? 644 00:32:32,597 --> 00:32:34,516 There seems to be some disagreement. 645 00:32:34,641 --> 00:32:37,769 And this isn't just a pretext to pressure me into staying? 646 00:32:37,894 --> 00:32:40,188 Does it look like a pretext? 647 00:32:40,313 --> 00:32:41,439 No. 648 00:32:42,107 --> 00:32:43,942 She really is dying, isn't she? 649 00:32:46,152 --> 00:32:51,449 Inflammation, enlarged nuclei, some mitotic activity. It could be lymphoma. 650 00:32:51,575 --> 00:32:52,951 There are no palpable lymph nodes. 651 00:32:53,076 --> 00:32:55,704 Makes it less likely, but doesn't rule it out. 652 00:32:57,080 --> 00:32:59,291 I'm an oncologist, I see cancer. 653 00:32:59,416 --> 00:33:01,543 Show it to an immunologist, they'll see autoimmune. 654 00:33:01,668 --> 00:33:04,671 I already showed it to an immunologist. 655 00:33:04,796 --> 00:33:06,548 We'll start her on chemo. 656 00:33:08,842 --> 00:33:10,385 You should leave. 657 00:33:10,885 --> 00:33:13,054 House doesn't want to lose his sidekick. 658 00:33:13,179 --> 00:33:15,390 Cuddy doesn't want to lose her check on House. 659 00:33:15,515 --> 00:33:18,143 No one's talking about what you want. 660 00:33:18,268 --> 00:33:19,894 It's not that I want to. 661 00:33:20,020 --> 00:33:21,896 Want to, need to. 662 00:33:22,856 --> 00:33:24,691 If there's any chance that being away from here 663 00:33:24,816 --> 00:33:28,695 will make your life even a little bit easier, do it. 664 00:33:29,654 --> 00:33:31,781 That's what everyone else here would do. 665 00:33:51,092 --> 00:33:53,303 Don't expect anything to change too fast. 666 00:33:53,428 --> 00:33:54,929 Lymphoma was your idea? 667 00:33:56,348 --> 00:33:57,265 Why? 668 00:33:57,390 --> 00:33:58,767 I feel better. 669 00:33:59,643 --> 00:34:01,853 Sometimes just knowing you're being treated helps. 670 00:34:01,978 --> 00:34:03,563 You've given me 18 different treatments, 671 00:34:03,688 --> 00:34:06,608 this is the first one that made me feel better. 672 00:34:06,733 --> 00:34:08,818 I don't think it's psychological. 673 00:34:10,195 --> 00:34:11,404 Thank you. 674 00:34:13,531 --> 00:34:14,824 I'm sorry. 675 00:34:16,117 --> 00:34:17,827 I shouldn't have gotten angry at you. 676 00:34:17,952 --> 00:34:20,080 Your choices are your choices. 677 00:34:21,456 --> 00:34:22,749 You're not like me. 678 00:34:25,293 --> 00:34:27,337 Maybe you have wings. 679 00:34:35,428 --> 00:34:37,389 I have Huntington's Chorea. 680 00:34:39,641 --> 00:34:44,688 Dozen years or so, my nervous system, my cognitive skills, 681 00:34:44,813 --> 00:34:48,358 even my emotional balance, they'll all start to fray. 682 00:34:49,693 --> 00:34:54,114 I won't be able to fly, I won't be able to walk, 683 00:34:55,031 --> 00:34:57,158 I won't be able to breathe. 684 00:34:59,619 --> 00:35:02,330 And you want to make sure your life matters? 685 00:35:04,082 --> 00:35:10,088 I don't want to just be tightening bolts and following instructions. 686 00:35:10,213 --> 00:35:16,594 I want something to be different because of me. 687 00:35:17,721 --> 00:35:19,013 I am. 688 00:35:21,766 --> 00:35:23,768 Not just 'cause you saved my life. 689 00:35:26,271 --> 00:35:31,526 I'm applying for a job at a foundation. Running the finance division. 690 00:35:33,027 --> 00:35:34,571 I mean, I don't know if I'm gonna get it, 691 00:35:34,696 --> 00:35:39,367 but if I don't, there are other foundations. 692 00:35:41,244 --> 00:35:42,370 (SIGHS) 693 00:35:46,332 --> 00:35:49,210 It's almost 4:00. Soap time. 694 00:35:49,335 --> 00:35:50,170 (GASPS) 695 00:35:51,963 --> 00:35:54,799 Nurses' remote, works in the doctors' lounge. 696 00:35:54,924 --> 00:35:57,010 Why do you think Wilson's leaving? 697 00:36:00,096 --> 00:36:02,766 How many times do I have to use the word "idiot"? 698 00:36:02,891 --> 00:36:04,517 And that's a good enough answer for you? 699 00:36:04,642 --> 00:36:06,352 Whenever anyone does anything out of the norm, 700 00:36:06,478 --> 00:36:10,273 you have to tell them what screwed-up process is really at work in their head. 701 00:36:10,398 --> 00:36:12,442 That's why I locked the two of you in a room, 702 00:36:12,567 --> 00:36:15,069 so you would say something stupid and insensitive 703 00:36:15,195 --> 00:36:17,280 and maybe with a little bit of truth. 704 00:36:17,989 --> 00:36:19,824 But you didn't. 705 00:36:20,241 --> 00:36:23,912 So I can only assume that you don't want to know the reason. 706 00:36:24,037 --> 00:36:25,914 You're afraid to know. 707 00:36:28,833 --> 00:36:30,877 You're not listening to me, are you? 708 00:36:31,711 --> 00:36:34,506 Try it sometime, you'll see why. 709 00:36:43,640 --> 00:36:44,766 You look 37. 710 00:36:44,891 --> 00:36:46,392 I am 37. 711 00:36:47,560 --> 00:36:49,854 You looked 27 last week. 712 00:36:50,188 --> 00:36:52,440 Unless I blacked out for 10 years, your skin... 713 00:36:52,565 --> 00:36:54,776 She has got lymphoma, chemo's probably... 714 00:36:54,901 --> 00:36:56,820 - Stop the chemo. - She's getting better. 715 00:36:56,945 --> 00:36:58,112 Bradycardia's improving, we didn't... 716 00:36:58,238 --> 00:36:59,447 She have bruising? 717 00:36:59,572 --> 00:37:02,408 She was pounding her legs during the hallucinations. 718 00:37:02,534 --> 00:37:04,494 It's not lymphoma. 719 00:37:05,370 --> 00:37:07,205 Hey, don't... No, no, no. 720 00:37:07,330 --> 00:37:10,500 (GROANING) 721 00:37:10,625 --> 00:37:13,628 My bad. Thought "no" meant "yes". 722 00:37:15,255 --> 00:37:18,550 Those aren't bruises, they're mycobacterial lesions. 723 00:37:18,675 --> 00:37:21,553 She has diffuse lepromatous leprosy, 724 00:37:21,678 --> 00:37:25,056 must've caught it on one of her overseas estrogen tours. 725 00:37:25,181 --> 00:37:28,434 Chemo wipes out some of the bacteria, she feels a little better, 726 00:37:28,560 --> 00:37:31,312 wipes out most of her immune system, she gets a whole lot worse. 727 00:37:31,437 --> 00:37:34,899 Leprosy? Like where my limbs fall off? 728 00:37:35,024 --> 00:37:38,570 Actually, this is the flattering one. It's also known as "pretty leprosy". 729 00:37:38,695 --> 00:37:41,990 Doesn't disfigure, makes your skin look younger, smoother. 730 00:37:42,115 --> 00:37:45,159 Don't let the girls hear, they'll all want to lick your face. 731 00:37:45,285 --> 00:37:48,162 Unless you're that kind of feminist. 732 00:37:48,955 --> 00:37:52,959 Blast her with antibiotics and prednisone, she'll be fine. 733 00:37:53,084 --> 00:37:55,837 Damn, it's after 4:00. I'm late. 734 00:37:58,298 --> 00:37:59,799 - Damn. - What? 735 00:38:00,717 --> 00:38:02,427 She's happy you're gonna be fine, 736 00:38:02,552 --> 00:38:06,264 but she'd be happier if you were gonna be fine five minutes ago. 737 00:38:13,646 --> 00:38:16,232 Test confirmed Dr. House's diagnosis. 738 00:38:17,233 --> 00:38:19,027 Thank God. 739 00:38:20,320 --> 00:38:22,405 When you got pregnant, 740 00:38:22,530 --> 00:38:25,617 the physical stress triggered e-nodosum leprosum, 741 00:38:25,742 --> 00:38:28,161 a common complication of leprosy. 742 00:38:28,286 --> 00:38:31,915 Inflamed the nerves to your heart, made it hard to absorb vitamins, 743 00:38:32,040 --> 00:38:35,501 scarred your fallopian tubes. It explains everything. 744 00:38:37,420 --> 00:38:40,465 Better prescribe me some skin cream, too, huh? 745 00:38:40,590 --> 00:38:43,134 You might want it for those job interviews. 746 00:38:44,344 --> 00:38:48,139 I'm going back on the road with Patty. My replacement flamed out. 747 00:38:50,308 --> 00:38:54,812 She says I can manage some projects on my own, carve out more of a role. 748 00:38:54,938 --> 00:38:57,774 Do you really think she can change? 749 00:38:57,899 --> 00:38:59,692 I don't know. 750 00:39:01,486 --> 00:39:04,072 The truth is I'm not sure I... 751 00:39:04,197 --> 00:39:05,323 You can change. 752 00:39:05,448 --> 00:39:07,116 No. 753 00:39:08,368 --> 00:39:10,954 I'm not sure I want her to change. 754 00:39:12,789 --> 00:39:15,500 If she's reasonable, if she's just another employer, 755 00:39:15,625 --> 00:39:20,254 then I'm just another employee. 756 00:39:23,591 --> 00:39:25,843 In a weird way, I matter. 757 00:39:30,932 --> 00:39:34,727 I like you better now that you're dying. 758 00:39:35,269 --> 00:39:36,729 I was wrong. 759 00:39:36,854 --> 00:39:40,525 You took a shot. 760 00:39:40,650 --> 00:39:44,862 She's going back to work for that idiot. It's pathetic. 761 00:39:45,780 --> 00:39:47,615 You thought something would change? 762 00:39:47,740 --> 00:39:52,954 She almost died because of that job. Yeah, I thought... 763 00:39:53,871 --> 00:39:56,040 Almost dying changes nothing. 764 00:40:00,878 --> 00:40:03,006 Dying changes everything. 765 00:40:30,408 --> 00:40:34,787 I'm sorry. I know I didn't try to kill her, 766 00:40:34,912 --> 00:40:40,084 I know I didn't want her hurt, I know it was a freak accident, 767 00:40:42,086 --> 00:40:45,548 but I feel like crap, and she's dead because of me. 768 00:40:47,467 --> 00:40:49,177 I don't blame you. 769 00:40:51,054 --> 00:40:53,264 I wanted to. I tried to. 770 00:40:53,389 --> 00:40:57,060 I must've reviewed Amber's case file a hundred times to find a way... 771 00:40:59,020 --> 00:41:00,730 But it wasn't your fault. 772 00:41:04,400 --> 00:41:05,943 Then we're okay? 773 00:41:07,111 --> 00:41:12,992 I mean, I know you're not, but maybe I can help. 774 00:41:13,117 --> 00:41:14,702 We're not okay. 775 00:41:16,370 --> 00:41:18,706 Amber was never the reason I was leaving. 776 00:41:19,791 --> 00:41:21,459 I didn't want to tell you because... 777 00:41:21,584 --> 00:41:22,794 (CHUCKLES) 778 00:41:24,837 --> 00:41:30,134 Because I was trying, like I always do, to protect you, 779 00:41:31,969 --> 00:41:33,221 which is the problem. 780 00:41:35,056 --> 00:41:39,102 You spread misery because you can't feel anything else. 781 00:41:39,227 --> 00:41:43,106 You manipulate people because you can't handle any kind of real relationship. 782 00:41:43,231 --> 00:41:48,528 And I've enabled it for years, the games, the binges, 783 00:41:48,653 --> 00:41:51,197 the middle-of-the-night phone calls. 784 00:41:53,533 --> 00:41:55,993 I should have been the one on the bus, not... 785 00:41:59,539 --> 00:42:02,041 You should have been alone on the bus. 786 00:42:03,417 --> 00:42:07,171 If I've learned anything from Amber, it's that I have to take care of myself. 787 00:42:12,552 --> 00:42:14,428 We're not friends anymore, House. 788 00:42:17,723 --> 00:42:20,017 I'm not sure we ever were.