1 00:00:01,898 --> 00:00:02,858 WILSON: Previously on House. 2 00:00:02,983 --> 00:00:04,109 HOUSE: I don't know how I got here. 3 00:00:04,234 --> 00:00:06,236 I saw a symptom before the crash. 4 00:00:06,361 --> 00:00:07,613 Why was I taking a bus? 5 00:00:07,738 --> 00:00:10,907 KUTNER: Medical hypnosis can bring the brain to a Class 2 Theta state. 6 00:00:11,033 --> 00:00:12,951 You're taxing an already injured brain. 7 00:00:13,076 --> 00:00:15,537 Someone's dying because I can't remember... 8 00:00:16,455 --> 00:00:17,581 HOUSE: It was Amber. 9 00:00:17,706 --> 00:00:18,999 She was on the bus with me. 10 00:00:19,124 --> 00:00:20,876 She's the one who's dying. 11 00:00:23,086 --> 00:00:25,547 DOCTOR: Her heart won't stop racing. No idea what's causing it. 12 00:00:25,672 --> 00:00:27,549 Sure it wasn't the bus that landed on her? 13 00:00:27,674 --> 00:00:28,592 It's not trauma. 14 00:00:28,717 --> 00:00:31,136 She was stable post-op. This didn't start until an hour ago. 15 00:00:31,261 --> 00:00:32,095 My God. 16 00:00:32,220 --> 00:00:33,639 HOUSE: Delayed reaction to the trauma. 17 00:00:33,764 --> 00:00:35,599 HOUSE: She lost both her kidneys in the bus crash, 18 00:00:35,724 --> 00:00:36,975 ripped up her femoral artery. 19 00:00:37,100 --> 00:00:40,354 We fixed the artery, got her on dialysis for the kidneys. 20 00:00:40,479 --> 00:00:42,648 Whatever's doing this to her heart, it isn't from the crash. 21 00:00:42,773 --> 00:00:43,899 - Check her potassium? - Of course. 22 00:00:44,024 --> 00:00:45,067 Why didn't you call me? 23 00:00:45,192 --> 00:00:47,486 She's been under the whole time. She had no ID. 24 00:00:47,611 --> 00:00:49,237 - Pushed adenosine? - And verapamil. 25 00:00:49,363 --> 00:00:50,781 And floated a Swan an hour ago. 26 00:00:50,906 --> 00:00:52,199 Coronary angiography? 27 00:00:52,324 --> 00:00:53,700 Three critical patients ahead of her. 28 00:00:53,825 --> 00:00:56,286 We'll have her in within the hour. 29 00:00:56,411 --> 00:00:58,997 We're fifteen minutes away from Princeton-Plainsboro by ambulance. 30 00:00:59,122 --> 00:01:00,957 You want to move her? Her heart rate is 130. 31 00:01:01,083 --> 00:01:03,251 She's hemodynamically stable. We're moving her. 32 00:01:03,377 --> 00:01:05,837 You're not her doctor, you can't make that decision. 33 00:01:08,548 --> 00:01:09,966 Her husband can. 34 00:01:11,843 --> 00:01:12,928 Right? 35 00:01:14,971 --> 00:01:16,181 Move her. 36 00:01:17,849 --> 00:01:19,434 If the trauma didn't damage her heart... 37 00:01:19,559 --> 00:01:20,852 Why was she on the bus? 38 00:01:20,977 --> 00:01:21,895 I don't know. 39 00:01:22,020 --> 00:01:23,522 If she had any underlying condition, 40 00:01:23,647 --> 00:01:25,023 the accident could have exacerbated it. 41 00:01:25,148 --> 00:01:26,066 Why were you with her? 42 00:01:26,191 --> 00:01:27,150 I don't know. 43 00:01:27,275 --> 00:01:29,194 I'm not hiding anything, I just don't remember. 44 00:01:29,319 --> 00:01:31,154 What else could damage her heart? 45 00:01:32,864 --> 00:01:34,366 Wilson. Don't get lost. 46 00:01:34,491 --> 00:01:36,576 I'm barely coherent. I need your help right now. 47 00:01:37,411 --> 00:01:39,121 (HEART MONITOR BEEPING) 48 00:01:39,246 --> 00:01:40,455 V-fib. 49 00:01:40,580 --> 00:01:42,874 (HEART MONITOR FLATLINING) 50 00:01:43,583 --> 00:01:44,668 Charging- 51 00:01:44,793 --> 00:01:45,877 Okay. Okay. 52 00:01:46,712 --> 00:01:48,380 - Clear! - Wait. Wait! Wait! 53 00:01:49,548 --> 00:01:51,007 Protective hypothermia. 54 00:01:51,133 --> 00:01:53,176 You want to freeze her? Her heart's not beating. 55 00:01:53,301 --> 00:01:54,511 Her heart's already damaged. 56 00:01:54,636 --> 00:01:55,887 You restart it, it'll keep racing, 57 00:01:56,012 --> 00:01:58,014 shoot off free radicals and kill her brain. 58 00:01:58,140 --> 00:02:01,977 We ice her down, put her on bypass until you've diagnosed her. 59 00:02:03,186 --> 00:02:06,022 This is not a solution. All you're doing is pressing pause. 60 00:02:06,148 --> 00:02:08,650 It gives you more time to find the diagnosis. 61 00:02:08,775 --> 00:02:10,569 House. This is Amber. 62 00:02:14,114 --> 00:02:15,157 Please. 63 00:02:17,075 --> 00:02:18,326 Cold saline solution. 64 00:03:31,274 --> 00:03:33,401 Core temperature down to 90. 65 00:03:37,739 --> 00:03:39,741 Bypass circulating. 66 00:03:41,493 --> 00:03:43,411 She's stable. 67 00:03:46,665 --> 00:03:47,958 Why are we doing this? 68 00:03:49,626 --> 00:03:51,211 Bought us time to think. 69 00:04:00,971 --> 00:04:03,890 The trauma must have stimulated a pro-existing heart condition. 70 00:04:04,015 --> 00:04:05,684 Auto-immune, congenital anomaly, 71 00:04:05,809 --> 00:04:07,602 blood-clotting disorder, lead poisoning... 72 00:04:07,727 --> 00:04:08,562 Could be anything. 73 00:04:08,687 --> 00:04:10,397 Great. Let's explore that. 74 00:04:10,522 --> 00:04:11,815 Quick, get her on panacea. 75 00:04:11,940 --> 00:04:14,651 We can narrow it down by looking for arterial blockages. 76 00:04:14,776 --> 00:04:16,319 How? On an echo? 77 00:04:16,444 --> 00:04:18,113 Can't see wall motion when there's no motion. 78 00:04:18,238 --> 00:04:20,448 EKG? Nope, heart's in the off position. 79 00:04:20,574 --> 00:04:22,409 Thallium uptake scan? Useless on a cold heart. 80 00:04:22,534 --> 00:04:24,494 Yeah, we get it. Her heart's not beating. 81 00:04:24,619 --> 00:04:25,787 It's gonna make it harder to diagnose. 82 00:04:25,912 --> 00:04:28,081 On the other hand, she's not gonna die while you're whining about it. 83 00:04:28,206 --> 00:04:29,040 What else? 84 00:04:29,165 --> 00:04:31,501 There is another way to narrow it down. 85 00:04:31,626 --> 00:04:34,546 If you really did see a symptom in Amber before the crash, 86 00:04:34,671 --> 00:04:37,382 physostigmine helped your memory last time. 87 00:04:37,507 --> 00:04:40,510 Why not cyanide? He's a mess, he needs to sleep. 88 00:04:41,261 --> 00:04:42,846 I had a heart attack this morning. 89 00:04:42,971 --> 00:04:44,472 I can't do any more drugs till lunch. 90 00:04:44,598 --> 00:04:47,267 Get her an angiogram. it could show damage even in a stopped heart. 91 00:04:47,392 --> 00:04:48,810 Rest of you, search her apartment. 92 00:04:48,935 --> 00:04:50,854 Toxins, heavy metals, drugs... 93 00:04:50,979 --> 00:04:53,189 Anything that might make her heart race. 94 00:05:13,001 --> 00:05:14,753 I need to know if there's anything medically relevant 95 00:05:14,878 --> 00:05:16,838 that you couldn't share publicly. 96 00:05:18,173 --> 00:05:20,467 Is this a Philanderers Anonymous intervention? 97 00:05:20,592 --> 00:05:22,135 You were obviously drinking last night. 98 00:05:22,260 --> 00:05:24,220 Maybe you took Amber to a bar? 99 00:05:24,346 --> 00:05:26,306 I left here on my motorcycle. Alone. 100 00:05:26,431 --> 00:05:29,184 You ended up drunk on a bus. Together. 101 00:05:29,309 --> 00:05:30,644 Maybe you met Amber in the bar? 102 00:05:30,769 --> 00:05:32,687 I was not having an affair with her. 103 00:05:32,812 --> 00:05:35,190 You can't really say that if you don't remember. 104 00:05:35,315 --> 00:05:37,275 I lost four hours, not four months. 105 00:05:37,400 --> 00:05:39,945 Maybe it was the first time. 106 00:05:40,654 --> 00:05:44,282 If you drank together, any chance you did any drugs? 107 00:05:48,912 --> 00:05:51,039 I'll run a tox screen. 108 00:06:07,931 --> 00:06:09,599 You coming? 109 00:06:10,350 --> 00:06:12,686 Correspondence. Letters to patients. 110 00:06:12,811 --> 00:06:14,813 She could have caught something from one of them. 111 00:06:14,938 --> 00:06:16,940 Copy it to a thumb drive. Let's get out of here. 112 00:06:17,065 --> 00:06:19,943 Travel. Do you know if she's been out of the country recently? 113 00:06:20,068 --> 00:06:23,321 It's just video clips. Maybe she narrates where they are. 114 00:06:24,864 --> 00:06:27,158 WILSON: And action! 115 00:06:27,283 --> 00:06:29,327 Looks like she didn't travel very far. 116 00:06:29,452 --> 00:06:31,287 - You look beautiful. -You look nervous. 117 00:06:31,413 --> 00:06:33,415 I've never done this before. 118 00:06:33,540 --> 00:06:36,376 I have. Trust me. You'll love it. 119 00:06:40,046 --> 00:06:42,424 - Hey. - Not even close to relevant. 120 00:06:50,598 --> 00:06:52,058 As long as we don't know what's wrong, 121 00:06:52,183 --> 00:06:53,560 we don't know what's relevant. 122 00:06:53,685 --> 00:06:56,688 Yeah, maybe they're having sex on a pile of asbestos. 123 00:06:56,813 --> 00:06:57,897 Go watch it. 124 00:06:58,023 --> 00:06:58,982 If we were in a stranger's house, 125 00:06:59,107 --> 00:07:00,233 you'd be watching the video. 126 00:07:00,358 --> 00:07:02,944 You altered your behavior because you're friends with her. 127 00:07:03,528 --> 00:07:05,030 Are you okay? 128 00:07:05,155 --> 00:07:06,823 We shouldn't be treating her at all. 129 00:07:08,074 --> 00:07:10,535 I'm gonna search her bathroom. 130 00:07:34,726 --> 00:07:36,770 AMBER: Are you okay? 131 00:07:38,605 --> 00:07:41,983 Can't really say "yes" when it's a hallucination asking. 132 00:07:42,108 --> 00:07:44,235 Don't worry, you're just dreaming. 133 00:07:45,487 --> 00:07:47,280 What symptom did I see in you? 134 00:07:48,990 --> 00:07:50,742 - A myoclonic jerk. - Boring. 135 00:07:51,701 --> 00:07:54,579 An incredibly rare neurological symptom is boring? 136 00:07:54,704 --> 00:07:56,539 Am I in someone else's subconscious? 137 00:07:56,664 --> 00:07:59,876 What did we do last night? 138 00:08:11,429 --> 00:08:14,015 Was I meeting you for a drink? 139 00:08:14,140 --> 00:08:15,683 Is that all it was? 140 00:08:18,520 --> 00:08:21,981 A man thinks a woman is beautiful, 141 00:08:22,732 --> 00:08:24,859 admires her intelligence, 142 00:08:24,984 --> 00:08:29,697 admires the way she has to get whatever she wants. 143 00:08:30,698 --> 00:08:32,826 The things he likes about himself. 144 00:08:33,701 --> 00:08:40,208 And maybe she always had a little thing for him. 145 00:08:41,376 --> 00:08:44,420 His mind, his blue eyes. 146 00:08:46,422 --> 00:08:49,259 But someone gets between them. 147 00:08:50,093 --> 00:08:53,263 So they decide to meet one night 148 00:08:53,388 --> 00:08:55,431 at an out-of-the-way little bar... 149 00:08:56,307 --> 00:08:58,351 Does that sound familiar? 150 00:09:04,149 --> 00:09:05,984 Do I feel familiar? 151 00:09:10,363 --> 00:09:12,365 What do you feel? 152 00:09:16,035 --> 00:09:17,954 Electricity. 153 00:09:22,876 --> 00:09:24,252 Electricity. 154 00:09:24,377 --> 00:09:26,045 I know I saw the symptom. 155 00:09:26,171 --> 00:09:29,382 I know the memory is locked in my brain, now I know how to get it. 156 00:09:29,507 --> 00:09:30,884 No. 157 00:09:31,342 --> 00:09:32,510 You don't even know what I'm talking about. 158 00:09:32,635 --> 00:09:34,095 You need to rest. 159 00:09:34,220 --> 00:09:38,349 I have yet to hear about any study linking electricity and rest. 160 00:09:38,474 --> 00:09:40,101 Deep brain stimulation. 161 00:09:40,226 --> 00:09:41,102 It's been proven. 162 00:09:41,227 --> 00:09:43,438 Electrical impulses applied directly to the hypothalamus 163 00:09:43,563 --> 00:09:44,564 can evoke detailed memories. 164 00:09:44,689 --> 00:09:45,690 My mistake. 165 00:09:45,815 --> 00:09:46,733 Drilling a hole 166 00:09:46,858 --> 00:09:50,278 and shooting lightning bolts into an already cracked skull is very restful. 167 00:09:50,403 --> 00:09:51,821 It's not fatal at all. 168 00:09:51,946 --> 00:09:53,615 She's right. You need to sleep. 169 00:09:53,740 --> 00:09:55,700 (MONITOR BEEPING) 170 00:09:55,825 --> 00:09:57,535 Brain activity spiked. 171 00:09:57,952 --> 00:09:59,162 Amber? 172 00:10:00,246 --> 00:10:01,789 Amber? It's me. 173 00:10:02,415 --> 00:10:03,875 Random spikes are common. 174 00:10:04,000 --> 00:10:04,834 Shut up. 175 00:10:07,378 --> 00:10:08,713 It's gonna be okay. 176 00:10:11,257 --> 00:10:12,550 I'm here with you. 177 00:10:12,675 --> 00:10:14,594 (PAGER BEEPING) 178 00:10:14,719 --> 00:10:16,971 The team has found something. 179 00:10:17,096 --> 00:10:19,265 Can you ask her if we can be excused? 180 00:10:25,355 --> 00:10:26,481 What? 181 00:10:31,361 --> 00:10:32,862 The coronary angio was negative. 182 00:10:32,987 --> 00:10:34,405 So was the tox screen. 183 00:10:35,240 --> 00:10:36,908 That's what you found? Negative tests? 184 00:10:37,033 --> 00:10:39,285 I could have told you she doesn't do drugs. 185 00:10:40,870 --> 00:10:43,623 I found these in her apartment. Sorry. 186 00:10:43,748 --> 00:10:46,751 Prescription diet pills, SSRls, amphetamines. 187 00:10:46,876 --> 00:10:49,754 Diet pills cause structural damage to the mitral valve, 188 00:10:49,879 --> 00:10:51,381 could explain the tachycardia. 189 00:10:51,506 --> 00:10:52,632 She'd have to be an addict 190 00:10:52,757 --> 00:10:54,842 to take enough for her to damage her heart. I'd know. 191 00:10:54,968 --> 00:10:57,262 Did you know she was hiding them in her vitamins? 192 00:10:57,387 --> 00:10:58,513 We have to warm her back up, 193 00:10:58,638 --> 00:11:00,682 get her heart beating so we can do a CT to confirm. 194 00:11:00,807 --> 00:11:02,392 No. We've been over this. 195 00:11:02,517 --> 00:11:04,018 Starting her heart could cause brain damage, 196 00:11:04,143 --> 00:11:06,813 could burn out the heart muscle. 197 00:11:06,938 --> 00:11:08,856 Test her heart without starting it. 198 00:11:08,982 --> 00:11:11,567 Crack her chest open. Reach a finger inside the pulmonary vein, 199 00:11:11,693 --> 00:11:13,319 run it across the valve. 200 00:11:13,444 --> 00:11:14,988 That's the safer course? 201 00:11:15,113 --> 00:11:16,406 It is if we're wrong. 202 00:11:16,531 --> 00:11:18,700 When did we start assuming we're wrong? 203 00:11:20,410 --> 00:11:21,494 If this were any other patient... 204 00:11:21,619 --> 00:11:23,997 If the valve is calcified, that's our answer, 205 00:11:24,122 --> 00:11:25,540 that's our cure. Go. 206 00:11:31,254 --> 00:11:32,588 Thirteen. 207 00:11:35,133 --> 00:11:36,968 Who found the diet pills? 208 00:11:37,093 --> 00:11:38,428 Kutner. 209 00:11:38,553 --> 00:11:41,139 You didn't even go in the bathroom, did you? 210 00:11:41,264 --> 00:11:44,058 You're suddenly mute in the differentials. 211 00:11:44,183 --> 00:11:46,019 A blow-up doll would be more useful. 212 00:11:46,144 --> 00:11:47,103 And yes, that's the first time 213 00:11:47,228 --> 00:11:50,231 I've ever implied something negative about a blow-up doll. 214 00:11:50,356 --> 00:11:51,441 It's Amber. I don't... 215 00:11:51,566 --> 00:11:52,775 Normally, I'd be fascinated. 216 00:11:52,900 --> 00:11:54,319 Today, don't care. 217 00:11:54,444 --> 00:11:56,821 Get over whatever it is and do your job. 218 00:12:10,626 --> 00:12:13,338 Wait. Look at her eye. 219 00:12:15,548 --> 00:12:16,591 She's jaundiced. 220 00:12:16,716 --> 00:12:17,842 Her liver's not working. 221 00:12:17,967 --> 00:12:19,886 Diet pills don't kill the liver. 222 00:12:21,346 --> 00:12:22,889 Put her back in ICU. 223 00:12:26,642 --> 00:12:28,853 FOREMAN: Liver failure means whatever this thing is, it's spreading. 224 00:12:28,978 --> 00:12:30,271 Despite the fact that she's frozen. 225 00:12:30,396 --> 00:12:33,274 Hepatic and heart failure could mean anti-trypsinase deficiency. 226 00:12:33,399 --> 00:12:35,151 We can stick a needle in her liver. 227 00:12:35,276 --> 00:12:36,611 We see fibrosis, she's right. 228 00:12:36,736 --> 00:12:38,404 Does Amber drink sherry? 229 00:12:39,489 --> 00:12:41,074 Nocardia fits just as well, 230 00:12:41,199 --> 00:12:42,658 but there's no way we can tell, 231 00:12:42,784 --> 00:12:44,369 since we can't take her temperature. 232 00:12:44,494 --> 00:12:47,622 I had a dream she was pouring me a glass. 233 00:12:47,747 --> 00:12:50,875 And since I'm a scotch, beer, gin and rum man... 234 00:12:51,000 --> 00:12:54,170 If we warm her back up, we should be able to tell if she's got an infection. 235 00:12:54,295 --> 00:12:55,546 Yes, we can get a diagnosis 236 00:12:55,671 --> 00:12:58,674 by letting the disease run rampant until it kills her. 237 00:12:58,800 --> 00:13:01,052 If it's spreading, we need to slow this even more. 238 00:13:01,177 --> 00:13:03,554 We've got to cool her down further. 239 00:13:06,808 --> 00:13:10,812 I know you love her and you're scared she's going to die. 240 00:13:11,396 --> 00:13:14,857 But just making her colder and colder isn't a cure. 241 00:13:14,982 --> 00:13:17,693 It's not dealing with the reality. 242 00:13:18,361 --> 00:13:20,279 Sherry means something. 243 00:13:20,405 --> 00:13:21,948 Amber doesn't even drink sherry. 244 00:13:22,073 --> 00:13:23,825 House, can we get back to... 245 00:13:23,950 --> 00:13:27,036 If she did drink sherry, it would mean nothing, but since she doesn't, 246 00:13:27,161 --> 00:13:29,705 my subconscious is obviously trying to make some other point. 247 00:13:29,831 --> 00:13:32,792 There's a Sharrie's Bar on Third, right off the bus route. 248 00:13:40,216 --> 00:13:43,261 Wilson's right. We need to make her colder. 249 00:13:43,386 --> 00:13:45,721 Putting more ice on her is just delaying the diagnosis. 250 00:13:45,847 --> 00:13:49,016 Not on, in. Fill her lungs with slurry. 251 00:13:49,142 --> 00:13:49,976 Where are you going? 252 00:13:50,101 --> 00:13:52,019 Taking Wilson out for a drink. 253 00:14:01,696 --> 00:14:03,406 Is this the place? 254 00:14:03,531 --> 00:14:04,490 Maybe. 255 00:14:04,615 --> 00:14:10,580 Hey. I assume you are here for these. 256 00:14:14,292 --> 00:14:16,669 Did you see me here with a tall, blonde woman? 257 00:14:16,794 --> 00:14:20,465 Yeah, I think she joined you after scotch number seven. 258 00:14:20,590 --> 00:14:21,716 Did she seem sick? 259 00:14:21,841 --> 00:14:23,426 She sneezed. 260 00:14:23,801 --> 00:14:25,219 I gave her a napkin. 261 00:14:25,344 --> 00:14:26,554 Did you see the color of the sputum? 262 00:14:26,679 --> 00:14:28,723 I assume sputum means snot. 263 00:14:28,848 --> 00:14:30,933 Look, I see lots of drunk chicks in here. 264 00:14:31,058 --> 00:14:34,645 I didn't have time to stop and analyze the color of your girlfriend's boogers. 265 00:14:34,770 --> 00:14:36,522 She's not my girlfriend, genius. 266 00:14:36,647 --> 00:14:39,400 She was hot, you seemed into her 267 00:14:39,525 --> 00:14:40,776 and she bought you drinks. 268 00:14:40,902 --> 00:14:42,612 Last night, she was your girlfriend. 269 00:14:49,202 --> 00:14:52,788 Blood in her sputum. It could mean parasites. Any recent travel? 270 00:14:52,914 --> 00:14:54,499 You seemed into her? 271 00:14:54,624 --> 00:14:57,251 If he had a brain, he wouldn't be tending bar. 272 00:14:57,376 --> 00:14:58,878 Sneezing's a new symptom. 273 00:14:59,003 --> 00:15:01,506 Let's assume the runny nose means an infection. 274 00:15:03,591 --> 00:15:05,134 What did House have to say? 275 00:15:05,259 --> 00:15:07,094 He told me I was raised by wolves, 276 00:15:07,220 --> 00:15:10,181 and that's why I use the same hand for my fork and knife. 277 00:15:10,640 --> 00:15:11,599 Whoa. 278 00:15:11,724 --> 00:15:13,976 Not that one. The slurry tube. 279 00:15:18,439 --> 00:15:21,275 I know this is different. But it's not. 280 00:15:21,859 --> 00:15:23,236 Everyone dies. 281 00:15:23,819 --> 00:15:25,238 She's not dead. 282 00:15:25,363 --> 00:15:28,032 You're reacting this way because she might be soon. 283 00:15:28,157 --> 00:15:30,618 Yeah. I am. Why aren't you? 284 00:15:31,035 --> 00:15:33,246 I'm an Indian guy named Kutner. 285 00:15:33,663 --> 00:15:36,207 Ever wonder what happened to my parents? 286 00:15:36,332 --> 00:15:38,167 - I'm sorry, I didn't... - I was six years old. 287 00:15:38,292 --> 00:15:41,212 I used to like helping out in my parent's store after school. 288 00:15:41,337 --> 00:15:42,672 A guy walks in to rob the place, 289 00:15:42,797 --> 00:15:44,215 ends up shooting them both. 290 00:15:44,340 --> 00:15:45,800 Wasn't fair. 291 00:15:45,925 --> 00:15:50,221 Took years, but I had to accept that's just the way it was. 292 00:15:51,931 --> 00:15:54,559 So, you gonna help me fill her lungs up, or not? 293 00:16:05,570 --> 00:16:10,241 Tell me the liver biopsy showed infiltrates, minor inflammation. 294 00:16:10,366 --> 00:16:11,576 Yeah. How... 295 00:16:11,701 --> 00:16:14,537 Snot on a napkin. 296 00:16:14,662 --> 00:16:16,122 Add the heart, the infiltrates... 297 00:16:16,247 --> 00:16:17,582 Hep B. 298 00:16:17,707 --> 00:16:21,294 Start her on IV interferon. I'll go tell Wilson. 299 00:16:21,419 --> 00:16:22,336 Good idea. 300 00:16:22,461 --> 00:16:25,089 And I'll go nap, because I was concussed last night 301 00:16:25,214 --> 00:16:26,966 and had a heart attack this morning. 302 00:16:27,091 --> 00:16:29,218 I'll tell Wilson. You go sleep. 303 00:16:47,778 --> 00:16:50,323 Hepatitis B is a lame diagnosis. 304 00:16:50,448 --> 00:16:53,909 Oh, God, I get less rest when I'm asleep. 305 00:16:55,911 --> 00:16:58,122 I rise from the dead and that's reaction I get? 306 00:16:58,247 --> 00:16:59,290 I'm sorry. If I had known, 307 00:16:59,415 --> 00:17:01,917 I would have started a breakaway Jewish sect. 308 00:17:02,043 --> 00:17:03,502 Hep B fits. 309 00:17:05,087 --> 00:17:06,589 Why are you doing that? 310 00:17:06,714 --> 00:17:08,883 Because Hep B doesn't fit. 311 00:17:20,102 --> 00:17:21,812 Turn her over. 312 00:17:21,937 --> 00:17:23,939 We're about to start her second course of interferon. 313 00:17:24,065 --> 00:17:27,068 Which she might not need once you turn her over. 314 00:17:33,282 --> 00:17:35,117 The small of her back. 315 00:17:35,951 --> 00:17:37,953 She's bruised. Why is that significant? 316 00:17:38,079 --> 00:17:39,830 Look closer. 317 00:17:41,290 --> 00:17:42,416 A rash. 318 00:17:42,541 --> 00:17:45,336 How'd you know what was on the small of her back? 319 00:17:45,461 --> 00:17:50,007 Well, either I'm still asleep, or I'm starting to remember. 320 00:17:56,806 --> 00:17:58,265 Looks like an influenza rash. 321 00:17:58,391 --> 00:18:00,476 The flu wouldn't be killing the organs one by one. 322 00:18:00,601 --> 00:18:01,852 Dermatomyositis. 323 00:18:01,977 --> 00:18:03,521 Wouldn't speed up her heart. 324 00:18:03,646 --> 00:18:06,232 Maybe it's an allergic reaction to the interferon? 325 00:18:06,357 --> 00:18:10,277 Yes, the symptom I saw on the bus was a rare interferon allergy 326 00:18:10,403 --> 00:18:13,155 that flares up two days before you take it. 327 00:18:14,699 --> 00:18:17,034 How'd you see the rash down there? 328 00:18:17,159 --> 00:18:20,079 I don't know. Maybe she leaned over. 329 00:18:20,204 --> 00:18:22,957 Maybe it's not a rash at all. Could be an abscess. 330 00:18:23,082 --> 00:18:24,291 Thirteen, stick a needle in there. 331 00:18:24,417 --> 00:18:25,793 If there's pus, Foreman's right. 332 00:18:25,918 --> 00:18:27,253 Ultrasound is safer. 333 00:18:27,378 --> 00:18:29,422 I'm not asking you to stick a needle all the way through her. 334 00:18:29,547 --> 00:18:31,424 - Taub, you do it. - No. Wait, I can do it. 335 00:18:31,549 --> 00:18:33,467 No, apparently, you can't. 336 00:18:41,434 --> 00:18:42,685 It's not fluctuant. 337 00:18:44,854 --> 00:18:46,772 Clear, it's not pus. 338 00:18:46,897 --> 00:18:48,482 Means it's vesicular. 339 00:18:48,816 --> 00:18:50,401 Rocky Mountain Spotted Fever. 340 00:18:51,402 --> 00:18:54,905 We had dinner with a friend last week. We walked their dogs. 341 00:18:55,030 --> 00:18:57,241 I guess she could've gotten a tick. 342 00:18:57,366 --> 00:18:59,285 It's treatable, doxycycline. 343 00:18:59,410 --> 00:19:01,746 Allow eight hours for the antibiotics to take effect, 344 00:19:01,871 --> 00:19:03,873 then we warm her up, shock her heart. 345 00:19:03,998 --> 00:19:05,249 Wait a minute. Wait a minute. 346 00:19:05,374 --> 00:19:07,293 If we're wrong, restarting her heart could kill her. 347 00:19:07,418 --> 00:19:08,711 Run blood cultures first. 348 00:19:08,836 --> 00:19:10,504 Fastest way to test is to treat. 349 00:19:10,629 --> 00:19:13,090 If we're wrong, still should give us time to try something else. 350 00:19:13,215 --> 00:19:17,261 We are not starting her heart until we're 100% certain. 351 00:19:17,386 --> 00:19:19,638 We're never 100% certain. 352 00:19:23,976 --> 00:19:25,394 Run the blood cultures. 353 00:19:25,519 --> 00:19:28,939 After we get confirmation, we'll restart her heart. 354 00:19:30,733 --> 00:19:33,444 He's wrong. And you know he's wrong. 355 00:19:33,569 --> 00:19:36,822 You can't change your mind just because a family member starts crying. 356 00:19:36,947 --> 00:19:38,157 They're always scared. 357 00:19:38,282 --> 00:19:41,035 I said run the blood cultures. 358 00:19:58,886 --> 00:20:00,930 Sorry. Wide stance. 359 00:20:04,183 --> 00:20:05,351 You're right. 360 00:20:06,310 --> 00:20:07,561 I'm screwing up. 361 00:20:07,686 --> 00:20:09,271 Why are you screwing up? 362 00:20:09,396 --> 00:20:10,523 I didn't even like her. 363 00:20:10,648 --> 00:20:12,107 Did you hate her? 364 00:20:12,233 --> 00:20:13,526 Not enough to want her dead. 365 00:20:13,651 --> 00:20:16,737 So it's not guilt. That just leaves fear. 366 00:20:18,364 --> 00:20:20,074 A young woman dying. 367 00:20:20,199 --> 00:20:24,078 A young doctor dying, in fact. That sound familiar? 368 00:20:26,038 --> 00:20:27,164 (SIGHS) 369 00:20:28,207 --> 00:20:31,293 Yeah, I'm at risk for Huntington's. 370 00:20:31,418 --> 00:20:32,253 I've dealt with it. 371 00:20:32,378 --> 00:20:33,420 By not getting tested. 372 00:20:34,672 --> 00:20:36,882 Dealing with it by not dealing with it. 373 00:20:37,007 --> 00:20:38,384 It's clearly working beautifully. 374 00:20:38,509 --> 00:20:41,011 You're the champion of not dealing with your problems. 375 00:20:41,136 --> 00:20:43,180 My grandson gave me a mug that says that. 376 00:20:44,390 --> 00:20:46,350 Okay. Enough hand-holding. 377 00:20:46,475 --> 00:20:49,937 Deal with it, get back in there, or pack up your stuff. 378 00:20:50,062 --> 00:20:52,314 You're screwing up this case worse than I am. 379 00:21:55,586 --> 00:21:57,212 House is gonna kill the patient. 380 00:22:04,386 --> 00:22:06,180 What are you... What are you doing? 381 00:22:06,847 --> 00:22:08,098 She's up to 80 degrees. 382 00:22:08,223 --> 00:22:09,516 We're gonna restart her heart. 383 00:22:09,642 --> 00:22:10,476 No, you're not. 384 00:22:10,601 --> 00:22:12,978 There's still time to undo this. Cool her back down. 385 00:22:13,103 --> 00:22:14,480 You weren't taking the safe approach. 386 00:22:14,605 --> 00:22:16,607 We've got to know if the antibiotics are working. 387 00:22:16,732 --> 00:22:18,400 Her EEG's slowed. 388 00:22:19,443 --> 00:22:20,736 Amber. 389 00:22:21,779 --> 00:22:22,613 Amber. 390 00:22:25,991 --> 00:22:26,825 Well done. 391 00:22:26,951 --> 00:22:27,785 We still don't know what it is, 392 00:22:27,910 --> 00:22:29,995 but you've just let it spread to her brain! 393 00:22:33,082 --> 00:22:35,876 WILSON: This is exactly what I said would happen. It's in her brain now. 394 00:22:36,001 --> 00:22:37,920 CUDDY: The brain involvement gives us a new symptom. 395 00:22:38,045 --> 00:22:39,546 That wouldn't be there if you hadn't... 396 00:22:39,672 --> 00:22:42,174 It's where the disease was going. We needed to know that. 397 00:22:42,299 --> 00:22:43,634 This was not your decision to make! 398 00:22:43,759 --> 00:22:45,970 You went behind my back. You went behind House's back. 399 00:22:46,095 --> 00:22:47,221 Inside voices. 400 00:22:47,346 --> 00:22:48,889 House wanted to warm her up. 401 00:22:49,014 --> 00:22:51,850 You just quilted him into changing his mind. 402 00:22:54,061 --> 00:22:56,772 Heart, liver, rash and now her brain. 403 00:22:58,524 --> 00:23:01,610 Auto-immune fits best. Crash trauma could've set it off. 404 00:23:01,735 --> 00:23:04,780 Start her on prednisone, then we'll warm her up again. 405 00:23:04,905 --> 00:23:07,241 House, if this is some other infection, 406 00:23:07,366 --> 00:23:10,369 the steroids will trash her immune system. 407 00:23:14,373 --> 00:23:16,542 He's the attending. You're the family. 408 00:23:16,667 --> 00:23:18,544 Go spend more time with the patient. 409 00:23:27,511 --> 00:23:29,430 You can't do this. 410 00:23:29,763 --> 00:23:31,682 That's not a good argument. 411 00:23:31,807 --> 00:23:34,560 It's not an argument at all. I'm sorry. 412 00:24:01,336 --> 00:24:04,882 (Buddy's right. I was afraid to do anything. 413 00:24:05,007 --> 00:24:08,969 I thought if everything just stopped, it would be okay. 414 00:24:09,762 --> 00:24:10,846 And it's gonna be. 415 00:24:10,971 --> 00:24:12,723 Taub's starting treatment, we're doing everything... 416 00:24:12,848 --> 00:24:13,974 Not everything. 417 00:24:16,477 --> 00:24:18,437 Before you warm her up... 418 00:24:18,562 --> 00:24:22,566 You said you wanted to try deep brain stimulation. 419 00:24:22,691 --> 00:24:24,193 But there's no reason. 420 00:24:24,318 --> 00:24:25,527 We know the symptom. We know what I saw. 421 00:24:25,652 --> 00:24:26,695 What if it's not the rash? 422 00:24:26,820 --> 00:24:28,906 What if you saw the rash in the ambulance, 423 00:24:29,031 --> 00:24:30,574 or when we were putting her on bypass? 424 00:24:30,699 --> 00:24:34,787 What if there is still something else stuck inside your head? 425 00:24:40,959 --> 00:24:45,422 You think I should risk my life to save Amber's. 426 00:24:53,680 --> 00:24:55,099 (CHUCKLES) 427 00:25:18,413 --> 00:25:21,792 I'm inserting the IPG probe into your ventral hypothalamus. 428 00:25:23,418 --> 00:25:24,378 Give me 3 volts. 429 00:25:33,846 --> 00:25:34,805 HOUSE: I can't hear him. 430 00:25:34,930 --> 00:25:35,848 WILSON: Can't hear who? 431 00:25:36,515 --> 00:25:37,766 Everything's in black and white. 432 00:25:37,891 --> 00:25:39,601 Who was talking? ls Amber there? 433 00:25:39,726 --> 00:25:42,855 You're supposed to be jolting my hypothalamus. Not petting it. 434 00:25:42,980 --> 00:25:45,149 - We don't want to overload it. - As long as I'm risking my life, 435 00:25:45,274 --> 00:25:46,984 I might as well be watching a talkie. 436 00:25:50,654 --> 00:25:52,698 Increasing from 3 to 5 volts. 437 00:25:53,282 --> 00:25:54,700 Sending impulse. 438 00:25:58,245 --> 00:25:59,454 You're not getting them back. 439 00:26:09,506 --> 00:26:12,384 Hey! You take my keys, you gotta give me a phone call. 440 00:26:22,352 --> 00:26:23,896 Who are you calling? 441 00:26:24,855 --> 00:26:26,523 (TELEPHONE RINGING) 442 00:26:30,194 --> 00:26:31,528 Dial-a-Wilson. 443 00:26:32,446 --> 00:26:33,614 I was on call. 444 00:26:36,700 --> 00:26:38,160 (STUTTERS) 445 00:26:41,163 --> 00:26:43,040 Amber was home. 446 00:26:43,165 --> 00:26:47,294 I told her to find you, have you pick me up. 447 00:27:04,645 --> 00:27:06,146 I said to find Wilson. 448 00:27:06,271 --> 00:27:07,189 He's working. 449 00:27:07,314 --> 00:27:09,942 And I'm willing to suffer this indignity on his behalf. 450 00:27:10,067 --> 00:27:12,444 WILSON: Does she seem sick? 451 00:27:14,154 --> 00:27:14,988 Not yet. 452 00:27:15,113 --> 00:27:16,531 Come on, time to go. 453 00:27:16,657 --> 00:27:22,371 Need another round and a drink for what passes for a lady around here. 454 00:27:22,829 --> 00:27:25,249 - What's your poison? - Nothing. We're leaving. 455 00:27:25,374 --> 00:27:28,877 We're leaving, leaving, leaving. Cosmos. 456 00:27:29,002 --> 00:27:31,630 I remember Wilson buying cranberry juice. 457 00:27:32,589 --> 00:27:34,716 I'll have another, and she'll have a Cosmopolitan. 458 00:27:34,841 --> 00:27:36,927 The obstinate drunk thing is not flattering. 459 00:27:37,052 --> 00:27:38,553 Come on, you called for a ride. 460 00:27:39,888 --> 00:27:43,684 Drink your drink, or I'll drink them both. 461 00:27:44,851 --> 00:27:49,439 One, and you leave voluntarily. 462 00:27:57,406 --> 00:27:58,282 Let's go. 463 00:27:58,407 --> 00:28:00,742 Hey! Need another Cosmo, here. 464 00:28:00,867 --> 00:28:02,035 (SNEEZES) 465 00:28:03,078 --> 00:28:04,538 She sneezed. 466 00:28:05,330 --> 00:28:06,415 What color is it? 467 00:28:06,540 --> 00:28:07,749 Thanks. 468 00:28:12,546 --> 00:28:17,217 Looks like snot. Seems like a cold. 469 00:28:18,969 --> 00:28:21,013 Nothing else? 470 00:28:21,972 --> 00:28:23,473 No. 471 00:28:32,149 --> 00:28:33,984 Where are you going? 472 00:28:34,109 --> 00:28:35,360 You think I paid? 473 00:28:35,485 --> 00:28:38,238 House, what are you doing? You can barely walk. 474 00:28:38,655 --> 00:28:40,657 Go home. I'll take the bus. 475 00:28:40,782 --> 00:28:44,536 BARTENDER: Hey, someone's gotta pay for this. 476 00:28:48,206 --> 00:28:49,291 (BURPS) 477 00:28:50,709 --> 00:28:51,835 Hi. 478 00:28:55,213 --> 00:28:56,423 You forgot something. 479 00:28:58,633 --> 00:29:00,218 Boy, you don't give up, do you? 480 00:29:00,344 --> 00:29:02,220 Yeah, I'm an idiot that way. 481 00:29:04,014 --> 00:29:06,099 You doing this for me, or for Wilson? 482 00:29:06,224 --> 00:29:07,851 For Wilson. 483 00:29:09,019 --> 00:29:10,854 Well, then, it's even more impressive. 484 00:29:10,979 --> 00:29:12,773 (TOASTING IN FRENCH) 485 00:29:14,483 --> 00:29:15,692 (SNEEZES) 486 00:29:16,568 --> 00:29:18,278 Damn. Do you have a Kleenex? 487 00:29:18,403 --> 00:29:19,780 I got a sleeve. 488 00:29:20,322 --> 00:29:21,406 I got two, actually. 489 00:29:21,531 --> 00:29:24,868 Gonna need more than that. I'm getting that nasty flu. 490 00:29:28,914 --> 00:29:32,334 Is that it? The flu? ls there any rare complication? 491 00:29:34,503 --> 00:29:37,714 No. It'll explain the rash, but nothing else. 492 00:29:39,508 --> 00:29:40,592 Unless... 493 00:29:41,385 --> 00:29:42,677 What? 494 00:29:54,398 --> 00:29:55,690 Don't do it. 495 00:30:03,865 --> 00:30:05,951 It wasn't the flu. 496 00:30:06,076 --> 00:30:10,539 It's what she did for it. She has amantadine poisoning. 497 00:30:11,832 --> 00:30:13,500 The crash destroyed her kidneys, 498 00:30:13,625 --> 00:30:15,043 her body couldn't filter the drugs, 499 00:30:15,168 --> 00:30:18,797 she ODs on amantadine, explains the heart, the liver... 500 00:30:18,922 --> 00:30:22,592 We just need to start on her dialysis and flush the drugs out. 501 00:30:24,594 --> 00:30:26,471 What? What's wrong? 502 00:30:29,349 --> 00:30:32,018 Amantadine binds with proteins. 503 00:30:32,144 --> 00:30:34,688 Dialysis can't clear it out of the blood. 504 00:30:39,943 --> 00:30:41,736 There's nothing we can do. 505 00:30:46,450 --> 00:30:48,368 I'm so sorry. 506 00:30:56,376 --> 00:30:57,669 Amber. 507 00:31:03,925 --> 00:31:05,177 Amber. 508 00:31:05,886 --> 00:31:06,928 (CRASHING) 509 00:31:07,053 --> 00:31:07,888 (MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY) 510 00:31:08,013 --> 00:31:11,433 He's seizing. Wilson! I need help, here. 511 00:31:13,935 --> 00:31:16,980 House suffered a complex partial seizure. 512 00:31:17,481 --> 00:31:21,860 The violent shaking widened his skull fracture, causing a brain bleed. 513 00:31:21,985 --> 00:31:24,613 FOREMAN: We won't know if there's any cognitive impairment 514 00:31:24,738 --> 00:31:26,281 until he's out of the coma. 515 00:31:27,240 --> 00:31:29,326 He was right about the amantadine. 516 00:31:30,452 --> 00:31:32,412 Amber's body couldn't filter it out. 517 00:31:33,079 --> 00:31:36,333 That's what caused her heart to beat too fast for too long. 518 00:31:36,875 --> 00:31:38,793 It caused irreparable structural damage. 519 00:31:40,295 --> 00:31:43,215 Didn't matter if they shocked her or froze her or... 520 00:31:44,424 --> 00:31:47,886 Her heart was dead once it stopped in that ambulance. 521 00:31:48,512 --> 00:31:51,097 What about a new heart? Transplant? 522 00:31:51,598 --> 00:31:55,268 All of her organs are damaged. She can't qualify. 523 00:31:56,436 --> 00:31:59,898 There's nothing we can do. Nothing we could have done. 524 00:32:10,492 --> 00:32:12,160 We should call time of death. 525 00:32:13,537 --> 00:32:16,164 Technically, she's still alive. 526 00:32:16,289 --> 00:32:19,000 Could probably survive a few more hours on bypass. 527 00:32:20,877 --> 00:32:22,879 We could wean her off anesthesia. Wake her up. 528 00:32:23,004 --> 00:32:23,880 Give you a chance to... 529 00:32:24,005 --> 00:32:25,840 It'd be cruel. Don't... 530 00:32:27,968 --> 00:32:31,388 Wake Amber up. See her again. 531 00:32:33,014 --> 00:32:35,016 Tell her what she means to you. 532 00:32:35,141 --> 00:32:38,228 Wake her up to tell her that she's... 533 00:32:40,981 --> 00:32:42,148 (CRYING) 534 00:32:44,150 --> 00:32:48,113 You are waking her up so that you can both say goodbye to each other. 535 00:32:49,447 --> 00:32:50,740 She would want it. 536 00:33:42,584 --> 00:33:43,668 Hey. 537 00:33:43,793 --> 00:33:44,961 Hey. 538 00:33:48,548 --> 00:33:50,300 You're in the hospital. 539 00:33:55,597 --> 00:33:57,140 I'm on bypass. 540 00:33:58,433 --> 00:33:59,517 Yeah. 541 00:34:00,977 --> 00:34:03,229 Do you remember what happened? 542 00:34:03,355 --> 00:34:05,023 I got on the bus. 543 00:34:13,031 --> 00:34:14,407 I shouldn't have gotten on the bus. 544 00:34:14,532 --> 00:34:17,702 No. No. It's not your fault. 545 00:34:18,286 --> 00:34:19,829 It's not your fault. 546 00:34:19,954 --> 00:34:21,373 How bad? 547 00:34:23,166 --> 00:34:27,796 You had tachycardia, complicated by complete renal failure. 548 00:34:30,048 --> 00:34:36,429 The tachycardia degenerated into V-fib, followed by hepatic failure. 549 00:34:50,819 --> 00:34:52,070 The flu pills... 550 00:34:55,573 --> 00:34:56,783 Yeah. 551 00:35:01,496 --> 00:35:02,789 I'm dead. 552 00:35:06,835 --> 00:35:08,169 I love you. 553 00:35:10,588 --> 00:35:12,549 I love you, too. 554 00:35:16,302 --> 00:35:17,429 (AMBER CRYING) 555 00:35:27,897 --> 00:35:30,024 We should say goodbye. 556 00:35:30,150 --> 00:35:32,152 She didn't even like us. 557 00:35:32,277 --> 00:35:33,236 We liked her. 558 00:35:34,112 --> 00:35:35,280 Did we? 559 00:35:36,030 --> 00:35:37,699 We do now. 560 00:35:40,285 --> 00:35:41,119 What do we say? 561 00:35:41,244 --> 00:35:42,912 We don't need to say anything. 562 00:36:26,623 --> 00:36:28,124 I'm tired. 563 00:36:32,504 --> 00:36:35,965 I think it's time to go to sleep. 564 00:36:37,258 --> 00:36:39,135 Just a little longer. 565 00:36:40,678 --> 00:36:45,141 We're always gonna want just a little longer. 566 00:36:48,686 --> 00:36:50,271 I don't think I can do it. 567 00:36:56,027 --> 00:36:57,278 It's okay. 568 00:36:57,403 --> 00:36:58,238 It's not okay. 569 00:36:58,363 --> 00:37:01,658 Why is it okay with you? Why aren't you angry? 570 00:37:05,620 --> 00:37:10,500 That's not the last feeling 571 00:37:11,417 --> 00:37:13,545 I want to experience. 572 00:37:47,078 --> 00:37:48,079 (GASPING) 573 00:38:08,516 --> 00:38:09,851 BP stable. 574 00:38:09,976 --> 00:38:11,895 Still non-responsive. 575 00:38:12,020 --> 00:38:13,855 Pupils are equal, round and reactive. 576 00:38:13,980 --> 00:38:16,149 Heart rate's normal. 577 00:38:18,443 --> 00:38:22,196 Respiratory rate is... 578 00:38:39,213 --> 00:38:40,298 You're dead. 579 00:38:41,174 --> 00:38:42,592 Everybody dies. 580 00:38:44,344 --> 00:38:45,219 Am I dead? 581 00:38:51,684 --> 00:38:52,852 Not yet. 582 00:38:54,437 --> 00:38:55,313 I should be. 583 00:38:55,438 --> 00:38:56,272 Why? 584 00:38:56,397 --> 00:38:59,108 Because life shouldn't be random. 585 00:38:59,609 --> 00:39:03,655 Because lonely, misanthropic drug addicts should die in bus crashes, 586 00:39:03,780 --> 00:39:07,325 and young do-gooders in love who get dragged out of their apartment 587 00:39:07,450 --> 00:39:10,203 in the middle of the night should walk away clean. 588 00:39:10,828 --> 00:39:12,789 Self-pity isn't like you. 589 00:39:13,957 --> 00:39:17,335 I'm branching out from self-loathing and self-destruction. 590 00:39:19,754 --> 00:39:21,297 Wilson is going to hate me. 591 00:39:23,841 --> 00:39:25,385 You kind of deserve it. 592 00:39:30,974 --> 00:39:32,183 He's my best friend. 593 00:39:32,308 --> 00:39:33,476 I know. 594 00:39:36,312 --> 00:39:37,563 What now? 595 00:39:39,607 --> 00:39:41,317 I stay here with you. 596 00:39:41,651 --> 00:39:42,944 Get off the bus. 597 00:39:46,572 --> 00:39:48,491 - I can't. - Why not? 598 00:39:48,616 --> 00:39:50,410 Because... 599 00:39:51,786 --> 00:39:53,287 (CHUCKLES) 600 00:39:56,332 --> 00:39:58,543 Because it doesn't hurt here. 601 00:40:02,547 --> 00:40:03,840 I lied. 602 00:40:04,340 --> 00:40:08,386 I don't want to be in pain and I don't want to be miserable. 603 00:40:10,513 --> 00:40:12,557 And I don't want him to hate me. 604 00:40:16,227 --> 00:40:20,148 Well... You can't always get what you want. 605 00:40:53,097 --> 00:40:56,434 Hey. I'm here. 606 00:40:58,186 --> 00:41:00,271 Blink if you can hear me. 607 00:41:02,273 --> 00:41:03,107 (SIGHING) 608 00:41:04,484 --> 00:41:06,694 No. Don't try to talk. 609 00:41:07,487 --> 00:41:08,946 Just rest.